說來奇妙,我到目前為止寫過的文章,或多或少都是有把自己,不管是個性、理念、經歷放進去。可能通過他人的故事、角色的對話又或是什麼的,一點一點的旁敲側擊。617Please respect copyright.PENANAAdDAqFzhV4
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但真正讓我自己去探討關於"我"的文章好像沒有?617Please respect copyright.PENANAo7vrGbbrat
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我很喜歡的一位作者曾說過:「我是誰、做了什麼,一點都不重要!617Please respect copyright.PENANAxkOaCpWSRp
重要的是故事裡的人,他們的經歷,絕對比我還要精采!」617Please respect copyright.PENANAIJtRCv0jBK
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同意到不能再同意。並且當我創造越多故事,越會覺得如果我是一隻牛,我一定把這一句話不斷反芻,直到我掛了為止。617Please respect copyright.PENANAhNTr3Pgxdz
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抱持這樣想法到至今的我,也寫了20幾篇文章,字數破了三萬(其實還有更早期不見的手寫文章,只是隨著時間它們也消失在了彼岸。)。說來可笑,我對我自己的文章情有獨鍾,亦或像是戀愛,又或是父母對待孩子的感情,甚至到最後成了溺愛。617Please respect copyright.PENANABAUFFPeCSA
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關於溺愛。其實本來沒有要寫這話題,只是突然講到這,就覺得想講,我想這也是我的溺愛一種吧。617Please respect copyright.PENANAZyfdneDMGh
不過如果由這個點能講到我要的,也不失是一種好方法。617Please respect copyright.PENANASOSNaGRsaw
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我不大會去限制自己一定要寫什麼東西出來,甚至早期階段我更多的,是拿起筆來什麼也不想,就直接寫下去。人家說:腳踩香蕉皮,滑到哪是哪。617Please respect copyright.PENANAt3JCqMtMxE
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雖然到最近,理性的架構稍微有了一丁點。大概也只是比樂事洋芋片中真正的食物量還要多一點這樣。好像能夠知道自己在寫什麼,也能夠去想好什麼是什麼,什麼不是什麼。617Please respect copyright.PENANA4MTwEmxh2t
但在寫作過程中突然出現的東西,我依然不會趕走,甚至為了把這些玩意兒加進原本的文章內絞盡腦汁。617Please respect copyright.PENANAmtVgtNEMFc
這個說起來和我玩溜溜球可以說是非常相像lol。617Please respect copyright.PENANAxvRr1d6h0E
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說其原因,是捨不得。我知道怎麼寫會是好的(畢竟我看的書本文章真的不算少。),但就是會有那誓死捍衛兒子女兒,一種I dont fxxking care的心情。617Please respect copyright.PENANAQjOJnaiOC2
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那我真的喜歡它們嗎?617Please respect copyright.PENANAYGAFDK2J2o
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我前面說過,我情有獨鍾。但這種喜歡是建立於"關係"之上呢?又或……我不知道。617Please respect copyright.PENANAO0PLRebITC
一天半夜突然醒來,連我自己是誰我在哪都不記得,只有這個想法在腦袋乍現。617Please respect copyright.PENANAm1UXLOrWYM
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半夜四點。能想像嗎?一個還算普通的年輕人慌慌張張的拿著手機,戰戰兢兢的為了一個看似"荒唐"的理由。617Please respect copyright.PENANAh1zrwIMZel
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從我的第一篇(還留存著的)開始,一路看到最後一篇。617Please respect copyright.PENANAFiwHEUolxs
之後心滿意足,帶著微笑入睡,直到隔天甚至不記得我看了什麼,只有一個感覺:放心。617Please respect copyright.PENANASrfaNo6yjH
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我是真的愛它們的,不管任何角度、時間,雖然說第一篇文章的用字用詞真的比我媽幫我剪的頭髮還難看,但我愛它。溺愛,又怎樣?617Please respect copyright.PENANAh1JfSZmUYP
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一個事件的結束往往是另一件事的開始。617Please respect copyright.PENANAXuHJLr02a0
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那一天我睡不著了。617Please respect copyright.PENANAYwzYKyrnOL
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先說我是個追瘋狂追星族,只要是我喜歡的作家,雖說不至於殺過去找他,但只要他提到的任何作品,我會找來看,因為我想了解,他的一切、過去到現在。617Please respect copyright.PENANA5q3U3lzSzS
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而我那晚在想,我的這些文章的作者,到底是誰呀?617Please respect copyright.PENANAMAYnEAYtIs
(可能以下內容會有些自肥,所以請酌量觀看。)617Please respect copyright.PENANA9XKbm7udl0
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這個人的筆觸、思想、個性,他到底是何方神聖?他經歷了什麼、看到什麼、在想什麼?617Please respect copyright.PENANAXDTwWl1e7K
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他很厭世卻樂觀、很心細又大辣辣、樂在生活卻活在自己世界,總之……他很矛盾。617Please respect copyright.PENANAX16WsorN7b
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從第三人視角拉回我自己,我果然太溺愛它們了……。617Please respect copyright.PENANAY3r2pYL4fC
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我喜歡寫生活中的小趣事,當個生活冒險王!617Please respect copyright.PENANA2PXKTuD1mM
他喜歡略為黑暗的事物,定義抽象的內心、可見現實的死亡。617Please respect copyright.PENANAlbekHzTqrB
你的心中沒有對與錯,只有想要不想要、開心不開心。617Please respect copyright.PENANAuiQ5bnkUgm
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你、我、他,到底是誰?617Please respect copyright.PENANAjOLPf2GIWx
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是誰……617Please respect copyright.PENANAkmGwRabRFY
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一點都不重要,重要是故事裡的人,因為他們的故事,絕對比我還要精采。
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