我的阿公就像我的爸爸，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZew12yjgf
從我出生我的爸媽就離婚，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkM4QJehaF
所以我跟我的爸爸根本不熟，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNshw6BDyF3
都是阿公帶我的，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKB1j4wkMb
我記得我小時候時，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKs6aZ7xte
我阿公常常把我當小公主一樣疼愛我，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfzB5MXbHY
在我被欺負時，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWz8LI2WzBM
阿公每次都非常生氣幫我罵欺負我的人，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3Le4AD3gJ
甚至有人笑我沒爸爸時，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgEejno8eo
我阿公也會告訴那些人說：「我就是她爸爸」，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxn4BZxclO
我每次聽到阿公這麼說，我都很開心，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRr3TkoqqGM
在我受傷時，我的阿公也在第一個時間幫我擦藥，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcK8Kh14nq7
我還記得我上國中的那年，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtYOLW4ffq
我阿公跟我說：「我的小公主妳長大了，不過阿公永遠是妳的依靠，只要阿公在，阿公一定永遠陪著我的小公主，不會讓小公主被任何人欺負」，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIH4V8MnsN
所以我在國中時，我只要有不開心都只會告訴阿公，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2HShZrAX2
但在我國二時，我的班導帶我到輔導室，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFQirOCRpY
因為我國二那年我得了憂鬱症，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2R1xNEmbC
那時我常常想著要自殺，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPAHfXYCXF
但幸好有位這麼好的班導和輔導老師639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbaOo5NI1H
陪著我，幫助我，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡModJTdkcgi
我也知道那時的我，讓阿公很難過，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiStgkoHHj
阿公也知道不是我願意的，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIXCAvjrsd
因為我從小雖然有媽媽，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jRoG4drMj
但我的媽媽常常無緣無故打我，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpAncGQOd2
也常常在晚上睡覺時，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTpKRuQ3JB
去阿公房間打阿公，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsG7KnKbN4
這些讓我長期之下我真的很害怕，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCvqVkYIBy
又加上因為我比較不會去跟陌生人講話，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMCJDXYTSG
所以我經常受到排擠，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOVtqwZdWA
才會在我國二那年得了嚴重憂鬱症，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2R8OW5Jyd
那時學校通報社會局，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAygGeTo7pZ
社工也常常陪同我，鼓勵我，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonfzFFa3iq
我很謝謝那些幫助我的人，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpo9Co8ww6
之後我上了高中，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIVkfaYGm3
在我高一的那年，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZbKcU9wPV
阿公突然中風了，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LNir3IVen
那時我很難過，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtycpzAiji
阿公住院時，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULpzTt00aS
我每天都在放學時，馬上去醫院看阿公，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pBW1x9dzj
在阿公住醫院兩個禮拜後，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCp5gDWcBq
我那天晚上去醫院要看阿公時，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bg6FnmaEM
我看到阿公不在病房，東西也都不見了，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUX6L48BCib
我那時候很緊張的跑去護理站問，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkE4Zk854b
但護理人員告訴我，阿公被戴走了，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0Cb9eQYP1
被戴去老養院，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsTm5D3WsO
我問哪間，但護理人員說不知道時，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahQLjyKSgB
我突然情緒崩潰，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoiGwuGICE
之後隔天我為了找阿公，所以我請假沒去學校，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB94eJR9tyY
之後到了下午時，阿姨打電話跟我說找到阿公了，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlo3NDgUbNF
我馬上去看阿公，但那時阿公看到我哭，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgt49ndOXUf
阿公跟我說：「我的小公主阿公沒事的，不要在哭了，哭了就不漂亮了~」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6876EKEwz3
我那時馬上不哭，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEQBR2QgRP
之後阿公突然在我快升高二時，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSktSJAhO1y
突然在老養院呼吸困難，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3e18JOvy2w
但老養院不跟我說阿公被他們送到哪間醫院，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7hVLjEUGv
那時我就像瘋了一樣，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPNmSVfsin
全部的醫院都去問過，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQ7gS3tkKE
但我之後接到一通電話，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVP3ZE9cJs
那通電話是我舅舅打的，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkvayTtC1N
我舅舅說：「妹妹，舅舅希望你不管等等聽到什麼，都要堅強，也要接受這個消息」，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiH4evjU10
我那時答應了，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZG4NITKDvC
我舅舅就跟我說：「阿公已經離開了，阿公去當天使保護妳」，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eRu6aO221
那時聽到時，我心真的非常痛，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyEBhI1nVY
隔天去到殯儀館時，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhA3cS9DnR
我才知道阿公在哪一家醫院死亡的，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRJQj4WrwL
那時我非常生氣，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KOlyq8cdn
因為當時我去問時，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyn4ukRkEOv
那間醫院跟我說沒有這個人，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7Up0CNkdn
但我和我阿公一樣很容易原諒別人，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpygtvQ8SDI
所以我那時沒想這麼多，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fJwx5V22p
我只想陪阿公最後一程，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhf0mAX5gm
阿公要火化時，我整個哭到軟腳，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8ZbggV2qq
喪禮結束後，我每天都看著阿公的照片哭，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKeD83teqb
到現在我還是沒辦法忘記阿公，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmpzDg16PJ
沒辦法接受阿公已經走的事實，639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cKVm2sFQV
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