我的阿公就像我的爸爸，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Oxahf2oc9
從我出生我的爸媽就離婚，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpJW0Cgcwc
所以我跟我的爸爸根本不熟，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZL14kCPCFo
都是阿公帶我的，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlumQkYSwe6
我記得我小時候時，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYF682eQxp
我阿公常常把我當小公主一樣疼愛我，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnltjBm148l
在我被欺負時，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0O5In51PA6
阿公每次都非常生氣幫我罵欺負我的人，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tBN6UaTAa
甚至有人笑我沒爸爸時，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9bI3EGYcH
我阿公也會告訴那些人說：「我就是她爸爸」，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9DuHjINNY
我每次聽到阿公這麼說，我都很開心，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaPAUgivEy
在我受傷時，我的阿公也在第一個時間幫我擦藥，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmedanOFS9R
我還記得我上國中的那年，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqlBW5mYpE
我阿公跟我說：「我的小公主妳長大了，不過阿公永遠是妳的依靠，只要阿公在，阿公一定永遠陪著我的小公主，不會讓小公主被任何人欺負」，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKvP1CXT7E
所以我在國中時，我只要有不開心都只會告訴阿公，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWv3Ciayps5
但在我國二時，我的班導帶我到輔導室，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIw2RnThzKG
因為我國二那年我得了憂鬱症，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qr1c6pyYj
那時我常常想著要自殺，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpk211g2Nk
但幸好有位這麼好的班導和輔導老師630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLv51ezRa7m
陪著我，幫助我，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeA5LrsbvrZ
我也知道那時的我，讓阿公很難過，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlkersIdbe
阿公也知道不是我願意的，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5F0KKq69pa
因為我從小雖然有媽媽，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3y62WORu9y
但我的媽媽常常無緣無故打我，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNW0l5K7hr
也常常在晚上睡覺時，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4i9OchXP7E
去阿公房間打阿公，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAzUiCGQzo
這些讓我長期之下我真的很害怕，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCRQb4jRGj
又加上因為我比較不會去跟陌生人講話，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9JEEejDME
所以我經常受到排擠，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRt4EWttXyO
才會在我國二那年得了嚴重憂鬱症，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhIbhLDdZ5
那時學校通報社會局，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bGNKDAtiI
社工也常常陪同我，鼓勵我，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQFDr69QOW
我很謝謝那些幫助我的人，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoW7dJibwn8
之後我上了高中，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpvELv1DFL
在我高一的那年，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhzVskJbnw
阿公突然中風了，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOgSWYxgdT
那時我很難過，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnUyQQUsGS
阿公住院時，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpA40yxodGf
我每天都在放學時，馬上去醫院看阿公，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4LXd1kQdX
在阿公住醫院兩個禮拜後，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgH0K3lpYj
我那天晚上去醫院要看阿公時，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8DsfLCM3I
我看到阿公不在病房，東西也都不見了，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsFOhpVLdo
我那時候很緊張的跑去護理站問，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWiWUE8QyP
但護理人員告訴我，阿公被戴走了，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQyicxekLG
被戴去老養院，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhRtXHn62Q
我問哪間，但護理人員說不知道時，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCAkGClh2Y
我突然情緒崩潰，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkMutvGs3Y
之後隔天我為了找阿公，所以我請假沒去學校，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnaRoJZ6vZ
之後到了下午時，阿姨打電話跟我說找到阿公了，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kvXQT8nCI
我馬上去看阿公，但那時阿公看到我哭，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDHGk5esvr
阿公跟我說：「我的小公主阿公沒事的，不要在哭了，哭了就不漂亮了~」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3U1nT1mrp
我那時馬上不哭，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLG2clHghOT
之後阿公突然在我快升高二時，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJLTmuMN4u
突然在老養院呼吸困難，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPhAZTX6SL
但老養院不跟我說阿公被他們送到哪間醫院，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyVIDI9jnC
那時我就像瘋了一樣，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1h6mX8nVO
全部的醫院都去問過，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNJ0tSDvYg
但我之後接到一通電話，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNgcMXAFoH
那通電話是我舅舅打的，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QsCGc0AIR
我舅舅說：「妹妹，舅舅希望你不管等等聽到什麼，都要堅強，也要接受這個消息」，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3Qs8VVoXh
我那時答應了，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7qSG4xGU8
我舅舅就跟我說：「阿公已經離開了，阿公去當天使保護妳」，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVTYSXpKp3
那時聽到時，我心真的非常痛，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rSkRtRMpY
隔天去到殯儀館時，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFoY6ULXZn
我才知道阿公在哪一家醫院死亡的，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZvE6DKlPe
那時我非常生氣，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHSRFqmNhu
因為當時我去問時，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zN8SA2pe4
那間醫院跟我說沒有這個人，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCOnQPxsf9
但我和我阿公一樣很容易原諒別人，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YMZ8giZXJ
所以我那時沒想這麼多，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx340kN69pb
我只想陪阿公最後一程，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZFGAikzzq
阿公要火化時，我整個哭到軟腳，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0t4F9NfLrk
喪禮結束後，我每天都看著阿公的照片哭，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdk0z77fVN
到現在我還是沒辦法忘記阿公，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gKnU5fE5h
沒辦法接受阿公已經走的事實，630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJM3RUxMNUX
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