我的阿公就像我的爸爸，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEybkE3nZf
從我出生我的爸媽就離婚，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70RRetN6j6
所以我跟我的爸爸根本不熟，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGUcQYGiDl
都是阿公帶我的，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo14dTxZ9vA
我記得我小時候時，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdLUifDadP
我阿公常常把我當小公主一樣疼愛我，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhkN9AYU3H
在我被欺負時，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYc6VvS7UjJ
阿公每次都非常生氣幫我罵欺負我的人，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphZ6JZY3w5
甚至有人笑我沒爸爸時，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZ5ntxv4fs
我阿公也會告訴那些人說：「我就是她爸爸」，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYBfhiTpVn
我每次聽到阿公這麼說，我都很開心，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOnV5F9rsp
在我受傷時，我的阿公也在第一個時間幫我擦藥，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFK4HAyQiS0
我還記得我上國中的那年，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHlDpnCJeO
我阿公跟我說：「我的小公主妳長大了，不過阿公永遠是妳的依靠，只要阿公在，阿公一定永遠陪著我的小公主，不會讓小公主被任何人欺負」，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeO4T4Ag47j
所以我在國中時，我只要有不開心都只會告訴阿公，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0ox2nc0HI
但在我國二時，我的班導帶我到輔導室，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXS5vPqOTL
因為我國二那年我得了憂鬱症，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpfUcCE23S
那時我常常想著要自殺，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAijUcC1InL
但幸好有位這麼好的班導和輔導老師837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAhm6GEoh5
陪著我，幫助我，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8IexKoNHn
我也知道那時的我，讓阿公很難過，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrikzvP1nJ
阿公也知道不是我願意的，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefoRYcpiPE
因為我從小雖然有媽媽，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmr5gL5Fhe
但我的媽媽常常無緣無故打我，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKezSI3bpc
也常常在晚上睡覺時，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gQyXJzvhU
去阿公房間打阿公，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5R6iYSCNd
這些讓我長期之下我真的很害怕，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNaiv8Pmau
又加上因為我比較不會去跟陌生人講話，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27mVfi90I7
所以我經常受到排擠，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXViSofCOJI
才會在我國二那年得了嚴重憂鬱症，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQ6mjJl47z
那時學校通報社會局，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYiTYhf5Si
社工也常常陪同我，鼓勵我，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6TznNocwj
我很謝謝那些幫助我的人，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVTZ5OWzlj
之後我上了高中，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YrlXcfEZt
在我高一的那年，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0PksUAr7G
阿公突然中風了，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFVWViSOE4
那時我很難過，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVelsYEDnIL
阿公住院時，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlw5EsZeGv
我每天都在放學時，馬上去醫院看阿公，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1Cbl68lIQ
在阿公住醫院兩個禮拜後，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsXNvaRKnq
我那天晚上去醫院要看阿公時，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8x7szX37AC
我看到阿公不在病房，東西也都不見了，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2zkHAYajJ
我那時候很緊張的跑去護理站問，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uaK9wQ1m8
但護理人員告訴我，阿公被戴走了，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qGSaA0bd2
被戴去老養院，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIA4DwujtR
我問哪間，但護理人員說不知道時，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEn4DDtzfKt
我突然情緒崩潰，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDkkORGOg6
之後隔天我為了找阿公，所以我請假沒去學校，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77Vq49EEX9
之後到了下午時，阿姨打電話跟我說找到阿公了，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2VZ0I5JI8
我馬上去看阿公，但那時阿公看到我哭，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGYg0klzFM
阿公跟我說：「我的小公主阿公沒事的，不要在哭了，哭了就不漂亮了~」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxFWhRzhSN
我那時馬上不哭，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmObbjQ8so
之後阿公突然在我快升高二時，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtye7ShZQ7
突然在老養院呼吸困難，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyBZfvzDUa
但老養院不跟我說阿公被他們送到哪間醫院，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4Xz1qxX1B
那時我就像瘋了一樣，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VOoNJpAGl
全部的醫院都去問過，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObS313rqsr
但我之後接到一通電話，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iCQy1dbDa
那通電話是我舅舅打的，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1klLopCcBI
我舅舅說：「妹妹，舅舅希望你不管等等聽到什麼，都要堅強，也要接受這個消息」，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2mlx9oywP
我那時答應了，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcY3Ii8C1ld
我舅舅就跟我說：「阿公已經離開了，阿公去當天使保護妳」，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsno8Y1Wp1
那時聽到時，我心真的非常痛，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZuRI2yHWi
隔天去到殯儀館時，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3499vDcZWY
我才知道阿公在哪一家醫院死亡的，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz39UEH2fza
那時我非常生氣，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvw3L6HH8I
因為當時我去問時，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxB9PHjdxkY
那間醫院跟我說沒有這個人，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4VbjQSVeC
但我和我阿公一樣很容易原諒別人，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgO6uoRYBgN
所以我那時沒想這麼多，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWq8czH9K4q
我只想陪阿公最後一程，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnsMTGNTX4
阿公要火化時，我整個哭到軟腳，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMLrGsL0nj
喪禮結束後，我每天都看著阿公的照片哭，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61K59TgyF2
到現在我還是沒辦法忘記阿公，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1iGJNhcZI
沒辦法接受阿公已經走的事實，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9H2n2QRYc
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