我的阿公就像我的爸爸，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqACbwnN2N
從我出生我的爸媽就離婚，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZ5ywq4XBL
所以我跟我的爸爸根本不熟，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwiO3vO4X5
都是阿公帶我的，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYIT2K1QLa
我記得我小時候時，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8Xjdcl7wg
我阿公常常把我當小公主一樣疼愛我，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdRdpKq7iV
在我被欺負時，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihOthFjxmd
阿公每次都非常生氣幫我罵欺負我的人，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0B7GRWNBZQ
甚至有人笑我沒爸爸時，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrngrUIVA50
我阿公也會告訴那些人說：「我就是她爸爸」，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTsh9iyCHD
我每次聽到阿公這麼說，我都很開心，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm68P36q0vZ
在我受傷時，我的阿公也在第一個時間幫我擦藥，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbskH3nclj7
我還記得我上國中的那年，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxv5rdvYsM
我阿公跟我說：「我的小公主妳長大了，不過阿公永遠是妳的依靠，只要阿公在，阿公一定永遠陪著我的小公主，不會讓小公主被任何人欺負」，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LmU9Drh7P
所以我在國中時，我只要有不開心都只會告訴阿公，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjgJSlcAjf
但在我國二時，我的班導帶我到輔導室，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cfOD1NOOr
因為我國二那年我得了憂鬱症，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVFpwfndsN
那時我常常想著要自殺，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLd50BwNEWD
但幸好有位這麼好的班導和輔導老師837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBT7AMBs5DR
陪著我，幫助我，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbT215ZUP5n
我也知道那時的我，讓阿公很難過，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAVLEbcc9g
阿公也知道不是我願意的，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVeyxtn7Ph
因為我從小雖然有媽媽，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdMGMjGpbv
但我的媽媽常常無緣無故打我，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSiB1x7q4u
也常常在晚上睡覺時，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UxWNaUM2e
去阿公房間打阿公，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZbjiaJp5t
這些讓我長期之下我真的很害怕，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdS2XRlO7CH
又加上因為我比較不會去跟陌生人講話，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjrAVUTclc
所以我經常受到排擠，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUUT2QLNdW
才會在我國二那年得了嚴重憂鬱症，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8M1Bqu2576
那時學校通報社會局，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgB028DPIrW
社工也常常陪同我，鼓勵我，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSVWKgX5zE
我很謝謝那些幫助我的人，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAURq90LfTU
之後我上了高中，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tlBluNcFm
在我高一的那年，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWtXaXzbQ2
阿公突然中風了，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZbQ0X50gg
那時我很難過，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgWt0Zk1NG
阿公住院時，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTc1lRnW1h6
我每天都在放學時，馬上去醫院看阿公，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbHzAOw3Fr
在阿公住醫院兩個禮拜後，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcgDksyxWX
我那天晚上去醫院要看阿公時，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRUag6hldB
我看到阿公不在病房，東西也都不見了，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKf0NC1u1K
我那時候很緊張的跑去護理站問，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9huZa5e1D
但護理人員告訴我，阿公被戴走了，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIv9RptKP80
被戴去老養院，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerNFga0RG1
我問哪間，但護理人員說不知道時，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDhLaTHLHb
我突然情緒崩潰，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZCalu0bJH
之後隔天我為了找阿公，所以我請假沒去學校，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHdAIXqoM6
之後到了下午時，阿姨打電話跟我說找到阿公了，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqa26NDIycz
我馬上去看阿公，但那時阿公看到我哭，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdaQXb01AB
阿公跟我說：「我的小公主阿公沒事的，不要在哭了，哭了就不漂亮了~」837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImplf83C7W
我那時馬上不哭，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfnB5jApJs
之後阿公突然在我快升高二時，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4luMOUZGuq
突然在老養院呼吸困難，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn003HoXj0h
但老養院不跟我說阿公被他們送到哪間醫院，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsB3E7CnRQb
那時我就像瘋了一樣，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBTg6hvxmc
全部的醫院都去問過，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlKh5cARit
但我之後接到一通電話，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiL8huFxs0
那通電話是我舅舅打的，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgacgAS5tnq
我舅舅說：「妹妹，舅舅希望你不管等等聽到什麼，都要堅強，也要接受這個消息」，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBgD6Ytyyc
我那時答應了，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDY0KQ60k70
我舅舅就跟我說：「阿公已經離開了，阿公去當天使保護妳」，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzvYKvqMuA
那時聽到時，我心真的非常痛，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPBjeEKudR
隔天去到殯儀館時，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCi1A2vFeN
我才知道阿公在哪一家醫院死亡的，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4cfruVMc1
那時我非常生氣，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTp5zk80cXE
因為當時我去問時，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7mYNO1ynx
那間醫院跟我說沒有這個人，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPe7MCqFbQI
但我和我阿公一樣很容易原諒別人，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6K9iBFY3U4
所以我那時沒想這麼多，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIVgQ9ksw2
我只想陪阿公最後一程，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtfYAIqoHa
阿公要火化時，我整個哭到軟腳，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAnt1rLqTz
喪禮結束後，我每天都看著阿公的照片哭，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPMVCCxiFS
到現在我還是沒辦法忘記阿公，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbO08RufHD
沒辦法接受阿公已經走的事實，837Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3wzmRPkGy
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