我的阿公就像我的爸爸，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2gNuFFAe3
從我出生我的爸媽就離婚，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLfye7isvN
所以我跟我的爸爸根本不熟，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1pWi7UJD5
都是阿公帶我的，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqO2CFzhSVf
我記得我小時候時，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcdZRTFqmZ
我阿公常常把我當小公主一樣疼愛我，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWD7c5C63lt
在我被欺負時，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOeWu44tvm
阿公每次都非常生氣幫我罵欺負我的人，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAUofchrlk
甚至有人笑我沒爸爸時，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAe0TjqQP5
我阿公也會告訴那些人說：「我就是她爸爸」，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5JR5a6Kvq
我每次聽到阿公這麼說，我都很開心，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiHw9P21OB
在我受傷時，我的阿公也在第一個時間幫我擦藥，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgejH2kMql
我還記得我上國中的那年，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbh3pXfEuw
我阿公跟我說：「我的小公主妳長大了，不過阿公永遠是妳的依靠，只要阿公在，阿公一定永遠陪著我的小公主，不會讓小公主被任何人欺負」，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8WG9ghVaz
所以我在國中時，我只要有不開心都只會告訴阿公，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxPFcVc9t3
但在我國二時，我的班導帶我到輔導室，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrCgt7oRXn
因為我國二那年我得了憂鬱症，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAqKC5bOpx
那時我常常想著要自殺，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4lm6CO9Ge
但幸好有位這麼好的班導和輔導老師861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgmV1rTSkG
陪著我，幫助我，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWvKB98xui
我也知道那時的我，讓阿公很難過，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DeFa8sygr
阿公也知道不是我願意的，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuLc9DRGyq
因為我從小雖然有媽媽，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pmhvla8MV
但我的媽媽常常無緣無故打我，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECpdjZBkr5
也常常在晚上睡覺時，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCUzwmOpln
去阿公房間打阿公，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYip5MVEoow
這些讓我長期之下我真的很害怕，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCDtjphFYI
又加上因為我比較不會去跟陌生人講話，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbGXIBivC3
所以我經常受到排擠，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5n17Zjg7TY
才會在我國二那年得了嚴重憂鬱症，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVR1U9BXkE
那時學校通報社會局，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2DXqK8sIo
社工也常常陪同我，鼓勵我，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6H5SKM8PQ
我很謝謝那些幫助我的人，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVztXwIV6O
之後我上了高中，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSpiHLAuRz
在我高一的那年，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubyMFn5gZg
阿公突然中風了，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCkSJqmFgM
那時我很難過，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UO1fiRl1n
阿公住院時，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouWHxydcup
我每天都在放學時，馬上去醫院看阿公，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6dihZcMgS
在阿公住醫院兩個禮拜後，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9u5NspSYAf
我那天晚上去醫院要看阿公時，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxoxZiGS8s
我看到阿公不在病房，東西也都不見了，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9TzNtqfQP
我那時候很緊張的跑去護理站問，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYzpDBt1y6
但護理人員告訴我，阿公被戴走了，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxi9lWtAa1
被戴去老養院，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtGezHiqWR
我問哪間，但護理人員說不知道時，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbIFQN4Kp5
我突然情緒崩潰，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rO5X6s0rq
之後隔天我為了找阿公，所以我請假沒去學校，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6pu5P3BXt
之後到了下午時，阿姨打電話跟我說找到阿公了，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqoDJB2NyM
我馬上去看阿公，但那時阿公看到我哭，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMU3nY1l6WU
阿公跟我說：「我的小公主阿公沒事的，不要在哭了，哭了就不漂亮了~」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAZgBs927c
我那時馬上不哭，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCkWfNRNN1
之後阿公突然在我快升高二時，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1qatHNo40
突然在老養院呼吸困難，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxk14DAAvSH
但老養院不跟我說阿公被他們送到哪間醫院，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXWw7OU5rS
那時我就像瘋了一樣，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN81V6XjKUj
全部的醫院都去問過，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQaYBIHwz9
但我之後接到一通電話，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzsb5EPo0D
那通電話是我舅舅打的，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBKgzy0QIm
我舅舅說：「妹妹，舅舅希望你不管等等聽到什麼，都要堅強，也要接受這個消息」，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrhgrROMkA
我那時答應了，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk88uYnUska
我舅舅就跟我說：「阿公已經離開了，阿公去當天使保護妳」，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7voaklowfo
那時聽到時，我心真的非常痛，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBvwAquBj3
隔天去到殯儀館時，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWasnI3crl
我才知道阿公在哪一家醫院死亡的，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIesIE6wQA3
那時我非常生氣，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCwG9W4ykw
因為當時我去問時，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrhqRYAO7O
那間醫院跟我說沒有這個人，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZbOY6PaVZ
但我和我阿公一樣很容易原諒別人，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDtLDZq8fi
所以我那時沒想這麼多，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTj7Wn3gNC
我只想陪阿公最後一程，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvAnj6b0os
阿公要火化時，我整個哭到軟腳，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRADPdxONaq
喪禮結束後，我每天都看著阿公的照片哭，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JdsZaXlVP
到現在我還是沒辦法忘記阿公，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQUBzdr6DH
沒辦法接受阿公已經走的事實，861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVcfJunH97
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