我的阿公就像我的爸爸，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaIMKk9ydq
從我出生我的爸媽就離婚，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNor6Egd58U
所以我跟我的爸爸根本不熟，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDZNAxUTCo
都是阿公帶我的，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQblXHamslg
我記得我小時候時，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVmxxjDGvA
我阿公常常把我當小公主一樣疼愛我，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxzIT8o36J
在我被欺負時，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvgZSrwc0b
阿公每次都非常生氣幫我罵欺負我的人，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWndLiDJ8h5
甚至有人笑我沒爸爸時，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebpG3nagji
我阿公也會告訴那些人說：「我就是她爸爸」，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekFjBwIb3T
我每次聽到阿公這麼說，我都很開心，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlciuO4PsX
在我受傷時，我的阿公也在第一個時間幫我擦藥，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBzX2ABVto
我還記得我上國中的那年，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbvVWrFqSf
我阿公跟我說：「我的小公主妳長大了，不過阿公永遠是妳的依靠，只要阿公在，阿公一定永遠陪著我的小公主，不會讓小公主被任何人欺負」，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF42CvYWmoJ
所以我在國中時，我只要有不開心都只會告訴阿公，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxkprCFy36
但在我國二時，我的班導帶我到輔導室，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoI9UCAtqkO
因為我國二那年我得了憂鬱症，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68xEX4bvgU
那時我常常想著要自殺，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuHOdznJqF
但幸好有位這麼好的班導和輔導老師597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzqSrAIP68
陪著我，幫助我，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXFtckl1DW
我也知道那時的我，讓阿公很難過，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BVZx4U20p
阿公也知道不是我願意的，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNzq6LyKpZ
因為我從小雖然有媽媽，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgLSlLHS4r
但我的媽媽常常無緣無故打我，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2ukJ3jZZS
也常常在晚上睡覺時，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iPegMOVfH
去阿公房間打阿公，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CMfPWIptn
這些讓我長期之下我真的很害怕，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtPymRScZA
又加上因為我比較不會去跟陌生人講話，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvi5BiBZrZD
所以我經常受到排擠，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplwXeSNPOI
才會在我國二那年得了嚴重憂鬱症，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87jGZa3wUo
那時學校通報社會局，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyxQ4zXlUO
社工也常常陪同我，鼓勵我，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoo3KTE2vuz
我很謝謝那些幫助我的人，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5uBaoVkoL
之後我上了高中，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5dW9k84B6
在我高一的那年，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQE4Rr5EVr
阿公突然中風了，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywmZB7GVtD
那時我很難過，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdgOjeELIb
阿公住院時，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGShVBJlbz8
我每天都在放學時，馬上去醫院看阿公，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnUHTPYlyz
在阿公住醫院兩個禮拜後，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgUqwTFKHy
我那天晚上去醫院要看阿公時，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDQfmmyzCp
我看到阿公不在病房，東西也都不見了，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMbOSTREWE
我那時候很緊張的跑去護理站問，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySLvUJ29Ih
但護理人員告訴我，阿公被戴走了，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRc1wW5AIXT
被戴去老養院，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxmWYXaEJl
我問哪間，但護理人員說不知道時，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDGYETeVrC
我突然情緒崩潰，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ799bWjJKqA
之後隔天我為了找阿公，所以我請假沒去學校，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Hr0KS6FgG
之後到了下午時，阿姨打電話跟我說找到阿公了，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBx54kcxAK
我馬上去看阿公，但那時阿公看到我哭，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1g93MpToTu
阿公跟我說：「我的小公主阿公沒事的，不要在哭了，哭了就不漂亮了~」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTdlGq89T3
我那時馬上不哭，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9nIrfFd5A
之後阿公突然在我快升高二時，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbOQVd7kmc
突然在老養院呼吸困難，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQipYdH1fl4
但老養院不跟我說阿公被他們送到哪間醫院，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQATfaxKfJ
那時我就像瘋了一樣，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5bdcXSgDK
全部的醫院都去問過，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrw24H5YFnR
但我之後接到一通電話，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0PwFZKLBt
那通電話是我舅舅打的，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZzVdimKab
我舅舅說：「妹妹，舅舅希望你不管等等聽到什麼，都要堅強，也要接受這個消息」，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRB11VUFET
我那時答應了，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeQgjD9Jgg
我舅舅就跟我說：「阿公已經離開了，阿公去當天使保護妳」，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmpWlJ3AhI
那時聽到時，我心真的非常痛，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4Vvt4dLHA
隔天去到殯儀館時，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8l2GWo6ys
我才知道阿公在哪一家醫院死亡的，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl80X4FAtao
那時我非常生氣，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh71mTiRsfF
因為當時我去問時，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4T6A0uNcHq
那間醫院跟我說沒有這個人，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkDClMBbV5
但我和我阿公一樣很容易原諒別人，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfwLtK98gK
所以我那時沒想這麼多，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGZiGTzutM
我只想陪阿公最後一程，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBbo1RhESM
阿公要火化時，我整個哭到軟腳，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0tdhJ05mV
喪禮結束後，我每天都看著阿公的照片哭，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGqxOWz8kV
到現在我還是沒辦法忘記阿公，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkjJyxjTiM
沒辦法接受阿公已經走的事實，597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBu84EFwrl
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