哈!心情有些低落時就來寫些東西……。465Please respect copyright.PENANAoafjHVq8K6
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曾經有人對我說過:「枯郎好羨慕你喔……可以這麼樂觀!」465Please respect copyright.PENANA8XCIyzyPCD
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哈哈,樂觀嗎?的確,在很多人眼中我可能是很樂觀,但每個人有每個人的故事,在我樂觀的背後其實也有些大家不知道的故事。465Please respect copyright.PENANAazQHf02hUE
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你相信萬物皆有靈嗎?譬如著名的動畫「玩具總動員」,其實任何的物品在我們看不到的時候都是有生命的,你相信嗎?我相信!而且深信不已!465Please respect copyright.PENANAHoO4EnXlKY
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這件事發生在我國中三年級要準備考基測的那段時間裡。465Please respect copyright.PENANAaCoPA9Uvbm
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「嗨!又再難過?」某天火焰人突然跳到書桌上對我說話,我驚訝,但我無動於衷,因為我心情很差,非常的差。(火焰人是我這生中第一個拿到的玩具,雖然上國中後沒有再玩它們,但基於我有戀物癖,所以我把它們收的很好。)465Please respect copyright.PENANAedSgJXnH8f
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「是阿,考試考不好又跟阿公吵架了……。」465Please respect copyright.PENANAb3htZ48k2o
這是我第一次與這些比較特別的朋友相遇的過程。465Please respect copyright.PENANAqJuqhc6qON
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在這之後我又認識了許許多多的新朋友,鉛筆盒君、杯子妹、硯臺伯、書包子等等朋友。465Please respect copyright.PENANAlYEA8eKOat
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它們開始成為我生活中的一部分,每天給我鼓勵,當我又考不好時、在我又被阿公念時,只要我有任何難過的事情都會跟它們講。465Please respect copyright.PENANAuVEsqDG1Xf
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就這樣陪我度過了國中基測,最後我考的也還不錯,考上了東山私立高級中學,我和阿公之間的隔閡也消失了。465Please respect copyright.PENANAgavlzLjVzf
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我最後一次見到它們是在暑假開始前一天,我高興的跟它們報喜訊,它們為我歡呼,為我高興,我覺得它們是我這輩子最好的朋友。465Please respect copyright.PENANANmI3SpF10Y
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一百多天的暑假簡單來說就是揮灑青春!每天出去玩玩玩!生活頗為開心快樂,當我意識到生活中缺少了什麼的時候已經太遲了,我失去了與它們講話談心的能力……。465Please respect copyright.PENANAjcbDRUCAzt
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高中生活基本上我混得不錯,有幾位死黨每天陪我混來混去,所以這些事情也被我藏在心裡,不打算跟任何人說。465Please respect copyright.PENANAcAyCKV9E9C
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高一過了,迎接高二;高二過完,高三到來;高三上過去,高三下……也就是現在,看著白板上數字越來越小的學測倒數,面對著越來越大的壓力。465Please respect copyright.PENANAFGLyHnQCQj
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我和阿公之間的隔閡又出現了,第一次模考考完,拿到成績單,我阿公說看到我的成績他就一整天都沒食慾……是的,我又考差了,再次,我又為了成績與未來的事情跟阿公吵架。465Please respect copyright.PENANAFGn3b3pjjj
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沒有好學校未來就會很苦!(這是我阿公的觀念)465Please respect copyright.PENANABp1EuwAT2x
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我嘗試過用溝通、用老師跟我們講過的話、用一些成功人的例子,我想否定掉讀書等於一切的道理。465Please respect copyright.PENANAUVr0ng02Zm
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但我和阿公的隔閡還在,而且愈來愈大。465Please respect copyright.PENANAJkIvYLGqRx
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聽起來我好像很愛找理由不去讀書對吧?其實,我很想讀,我很努力讀,但我能怎麼樣?成績就是那樣,爛!爛透了!465Please respect copyright.PENANAsLXo54KukG
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我心中的疑惑愈來愈多,我覺得自己愈來愈自卑……。465Please respect copyright.PENANAeSHJ6USAcu
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我溜溜球拿到了台灣第三,卻比不過一張紙上幾個數字。465Please respect copyright.PENANAzGk07EERYK
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我畫畫技巧一天比一天好,得來的卻是一句:「你都不讀書嗎?」465Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZwLXXsFeN
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我很努力,真的,我只是真的很不會讀書,就算我花了比別人多的時間卻得不到比別人好的成績……。465Please respect copyright.PENANAYD2Hh0HCx7
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人家常常說「過程」是最重要的,「結果」則是其次,但是沒有好的結果,似乎過程多麼努力也沒有什麼用,因為努不努力是一回事,上不上的了大學又是一回事,所以似乎所有人只會看著後者。465Please respect copyright.PENANA6FHpioboDY
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我覺得我一天比一天崩潰,我希望我是個笨蛋,不要想那麼多,讀就對了,但似乎小時候大人說我聰明是說對了……。465Please respect copyright.PENANA4d6gkJHAc1
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我最近好無助,好累……。465Please respect copyright.PENANAjZz5iyCVmu
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「嗨!又再難過?」465Please respect copyright.PENANAXr0Z4cLLFW
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我微微笑,我想或許也不是那麼糟。
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