春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0bA91MIQd
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoRJIzhGEe
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPuHo1A9bq
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWocu3fbNE
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zulw0dsrc
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzARsROpvDw
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyeEFnFgX7
郭禹震了一下。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuoawNYkBn
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLwaLXoCXa
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxru994CDgN
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoKK03YuKO
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4im5EBPDn
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uUejjL0en
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5P4tebifh
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xAQUDCmUj
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNrUXGguf3
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtvvR2rYSh
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDZcnSQ5G1
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GxPG8xQGe
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLRfw2MN3i
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHhWwSsJLU
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXx12QGiwL
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjX2UDn3wJY
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchLD40gLnj
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPiAJXSA3g
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQis1GQNib
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡps71a1weAa
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbJe667U3i
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrYxJ4XVKh
「嗯。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FcLBmcYLD
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmB7msU7BPr
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFjyI9q3vR
被拉得很長、很長。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFTA1FryLY
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQZu2JEZ7s
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPnW8rIsZ9
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqaXUCWuHA
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Wvfp9XRZa
她抹抹眼。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZzGI5yUij
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1db7PnxP7
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ESfgXk9tK
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefursP7Pqc
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOuRhD0qaB
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahDsazTwqd
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqxjp0HsVF
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3mMcjwpXL
「什麼？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wQpmGkilS
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEo3LIkur4
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaiRluUYLB
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7QSAntT6C
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDjTr8FjS2
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9hsHHQn5g
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQud5tQNCe6
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7C0zOlWTUZ
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFVUKRsY8x
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FHu71cImD
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoKRCnU3Ea
回來了。那個熟悉的她。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFGi70nRDZ
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rPSgbOgZR
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1iI27jmC0
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SNCMh2eTH
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZs2zJVlun
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放學，郭禹回到家。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wnUkiHlVg
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgheNDYjjGR
「好⋯⋯」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoKDN8u3gf
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBBosJgdZk
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTlQx3gTT8
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzQgmBDb73
爸爸沈默的看著。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyoH4PdpK4
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL76WGfSnmr
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqT7XNpTdm
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSoRk7ZAxx
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7z7q5W3nZ
她吞了吞口水。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPJr0XvxaM
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGU3VZbzneo
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEh9jQhzzJ
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJqMdH5BvX
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWReIGOaqsJ
唔。她馬上放低眼神。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8cZTIQcGT
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBfW7Lwqbv
安靜的那種。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7rFyyfAW4
讓人發寒。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4GJj7mGct
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFlFcfRndX
郭禹點點頭。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61crI3Yn39
「是。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiZrvJJDO6
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDWHcpZSqI
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6r3iofbSL
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxifJhIYbh
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9VmDeqH2W
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuU58iRLgF
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJ3he0WUCM
然後，是她今天說過的話。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqLXxPmIMU
——「不會累嗎？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cVhSKdQSf
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcN6zFkVe4
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHq7j9rwL7
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAft7o9AQKo
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1pgE71Gf9
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25Np5fFO6T
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrFL7iDEs0
「是啊。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwIF9eypCD
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawpkY4ailI
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNg1aVAx3Um
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NgNSL5tQP
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGq49tL1zc
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoueU1zC0k
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wH9TH5CSR
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPOpSSHTyV
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBtI9Agskt
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAbaZgmTGA
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjgnSab3OM
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi70dRuWQFi
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAdvutGWiS
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSF8Qqe4dI
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewaw7HRPG4
「腦袋有問題。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUjZ6ZIyVs
「哈哈。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutcJJRB3Pt
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlXtjL93uJ
「啊！」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldTvTd5WJF
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEEOI8P9j4
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tj6WyuC6T
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAtNfrj5QU
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8dg4qPGVB
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMmSrFTuzx
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhy24vjSC9
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5p904GgwR3
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrL1ZOItSGv
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlW5KhogxXo
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT0AbpmXoj
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMlWmdyV0F
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdy8qf2OJDQ
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOPYrcC0hh
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaS1pBd1zb
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fKsLS6x33
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7LJbYtxp0
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqxUr6Vh2i
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyPwyAnoL3
郭禹的表情僵住。 497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfbEdlDiry
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbYPRpQ2vW
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCnw3eM3OI
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv54dTGoa7S
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9H6qupxW1
「妳——」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2k30SOYL7I
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcv2r7QRzw
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVlTQYaFaF
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQr6MggAWr
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHHFaJn6Fw
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2ssojVK7i
——真是可恥。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kmaQZ4Afo
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bYlKSIFdy
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4JxH60RKo
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQQKOuYk3v
也許她可以⋯⋯497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpH8Kf3jPeB
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxrYwvaBql
她一震。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdOXRXmyCR
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj655JC3CO0
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OgoUgicPE
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyMPZBn97Z
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmjHqlt9Xx
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNYgzvkvv7
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAq8Yj386A
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGjT2D5lQP
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhT4aQtGYM
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2vAAPgXxb
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA50KJXzQYj
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPoVPlzYek
「別再說了！」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4nwFwhSdz
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbw5DblDIj
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyhU1KEIo7
「快追！」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvogcYsNCZ
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnz9u3YHut
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAyga3kXga
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAJmes0La6
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDvkXPj4b3
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUJyPqHETC
「不要，要走就——」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkxdIWY4Vh
「拿著。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0r1iuDRs9E
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡze2PxepDMT
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9ltA8GVzs
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gZPoheu6L
「騙人——」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KLSTEPJOr
「我像是在說謊嗎？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfzdsL57em
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxsFzWufGA
「很好。現在快跑。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMsOzsFACr
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrNECIFoky
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYABgJInixQ
郭禹。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2Id3ftRqn
突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznJkKOFCjz
而她正在哭。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWe94qH8IQd
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIn1z4SCKFh
為什麼。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtpoRrspuN
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcS1Jpce1Q
而今天，是大考當天。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYXLOVnEHs
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFfpAf8Fa3
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCoBvB0l60
「妳怎麼了？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOP1QZlRHQ
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PqS2FJ0zy
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6RZswJoFo
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhpdYOXqcY
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsBZW9QwsD
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzIE7qbCqk
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDbN0co1oQ
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNWuSQcGlB
「⋯⋯嗯。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsW0zuPEzE
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNkrMB3Kmj
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTH0uq3926
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowV5BnuiHX
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbRgLeF2G1
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1eZtdjGKi
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0lgbJyCrZ
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvmJzAAsFN
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbCpVMypb2
那是個墓碑。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0G170lA7A
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8p0oHouwVR
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpYeqiQZVx
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmscFsYLwc3
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMqDDzWbFC
「我不——」她試著開口。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDm92iFuhr7
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxjlVym4z8
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAY17Xjjxp
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDTb7Bw3ei
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9beRLxo2T9
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhssUegCSVh
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGadKRbJaGE
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYQ4JY3MNu
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHJvMk8oQM
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcpcABsaNZ
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcv5GZbQSN
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLzOTIcagp
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTSnUkUOl8
信封署名是給她的。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nj4zuOojp
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRgMDSHRqK
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6G8aF7j8XR
郭禹 上497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtugBn1ZP3
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwLVdmHNjf
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rBCFvFV8V
或許，是從一開始吧。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgH1MpIWVt
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAibE6sllxV
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPV9vjUQt6
現在這樣、最好。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqOU6r1OqA
看吧，一切都不會改變。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66qISgDlgE
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SBEs0SULg
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOHCis3IvS
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6khLHFcCt8
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtlHau8wmm
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2KHhdT4E8
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGm86B0t4p
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsHcVhxub0
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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