春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjNyMzvdxS
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0zxi54WJa
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRp7rcC2QWr
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1Eh1e3Gik
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkc0YOAYj5M
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvIqXB0y3r
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oDXj51UgN
郭禹震了一下。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9Kkxm3yVm
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXzjZdYCOF
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dpwRC4WD0
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuEOaXwFEt
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARoszil0p3
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtruVuHdlG
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesASMqFgXL
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbqpAVfYYL
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyhTFo7AuM
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0ZX6CMKIE
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGGg26KH39
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBcXWJ4MJK
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBXLeCS2k4
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QcApBJok7
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiOShFnM7l
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSCQm0Qx62
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy51AlCsbQR
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvhiNRzw9Z
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxAQLYQ7mj
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYvIWYsWWe
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduTfq81LBE
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VbLYjXSsi
「嗯。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtC9QwUFZAa
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSE6Qxq75Y
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhxhXgZ7Dg
被拉得很長、很長。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOP6pQzCTGv
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUu2Jy0hK1o
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVq9l8OITjU
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0YYB5FhZO
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkiSv3DbFO
她抹抹眼。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiJqAZGvSP
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcazoxKdy4
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6pYRAnO3h
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53TVoueoNH
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PdnqvNC55
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlopZRpyBZ
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4QKODqTcu
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZrahcEdru
「什麼？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44F1bfWgd6
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwNXkg5aHX
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJK9GGeQ5AA
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBYdFRqCRA
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoNzbnkK5s
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ651cwgs19Q
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXBdRbXRFA
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1JNGyhZQ8
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6mq1VYdr6
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzr4JK9Wed1
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUYD1yhDcY
回來了。那個熟悉的她。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaG8cX0r8P
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQB7I9bQeuy
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUFCQaw1IE
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwPY2BgRuu
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5qEHjufiz
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放學，郭禹回到家。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIke5hCPmb
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbNdD7tf13
「好⋯⋯」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGT1nkzxOr
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJVvqGsJYA
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttH3bId0mA
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4spoDgh3Wk
爸爸沈默的看著。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBurjmCwrJ
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBvCkYPR9f
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRMckJcb7I
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvwq0fT2SD
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1Tan6aoUr
她吞了吞口水。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL67TMNYSgJ
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp708Yv49E3
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBVFUEZuHk
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreRhsyfGjE
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHovd5oltJ5
唔。她馬上放低眼神。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dRrn9q7fF
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3afVjWVo2
安靜的那種。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxH2nNWc32L
讓人發寒。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzjeeHyo3j
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCSMs4tlKS
郭禹點點頭。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5ZlKIEZoG
「是。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUY4mWlDDB
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbufdobiyIe
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54RRX4VZEg
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyI2JVCQFf
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDaElF9LWM
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RinPuLzh4
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkiDf1oTkQ
然後，是她今天說過的話。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJt7Ao9G7M
——「不會累嗎？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7tjqzCZuI
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEV4xPRS3b4
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Q8h4BPbS6
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40i1IUK1OZ
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhoUNyspjH
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGYWi7boAB
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODcqWu2NeD
「是啊。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYe4EZYvKZz
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAb479zCrgZ
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUjHur9TQu
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iWi43SQqd
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouPtPQUVbc
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiTv7zx68F
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwmg4ZjpHL
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeBt9tk54p
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFv7cx17zIT
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Q1zzSDTtw
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyy6azgRaN1
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSBxOBrCY9
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXgvkDJzZe
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTajqZbgjJ
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1B7vYMNvD6
「腦袋有問題。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoKEUtcDfm
「哈哈。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDvBwCvg3G
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQN85V2E61i
「啊！」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZh8fwrjnL
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RJ2T7Fih3
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorkKC8tLTf
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3XfHAor4d
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvH0S5SmXF
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCR0lqH8z5
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEv345vvs37
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDfC5rCcJt
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEVXn8BXRF
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIQiUDPuaQ
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivAGg6uw7v
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDgsd7UUH4
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaa6E749Sk
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4B9UITyrAR
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQ68dVJ97C
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHV39wb08fA
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyhZYo2bnC
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4EHVt7aGT
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pFSAawc7j
郭禹的表情僵住。 538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9popajiBh
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnTdNQmQke
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBagBpGJLw1
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktxerO9WqQ
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjjA0wE7s1
「妳——」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPu3peKzm5
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7smq0tm2i
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡay7gsgO5Sm
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnmt0NQkXm
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrIdQmqb4w
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalBS7oAFtj
——真是可恥。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0WOxVMpaT
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApc6FaDmOO
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckypGYDBHK
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8gBtBsx8u
也許她可以⋯⋯538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOnpYxJuHZ
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWL9rM61z8
她一震。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKcPmUu1Tl
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDZCF82oVq
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSqPGsiIJw
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvsy5Sus37
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWEWZ5Toja
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7pJlq7DDX
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbQGIjn8Ns
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRz31NxX8vt
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdwfggwVJh
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWPzne5Qaf
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9koC6gvxpr
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hOYrBByry
「別再說了！」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduxAo6r1uQ
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGwLTZOQGD
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88GA8mZW1q
「快追！」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpm1GZ85U3u
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjuuP3mesE
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkO7FHV3sV
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtTKzmEvoa
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UTCoubY6g
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQygwXEHmdj
「不要，要走就——」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFanIXZVGWo
「拿著。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61aClgHSol
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnILN1GzmpB
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4FQy20U4X
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkItpckbQb
「騙人——」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjC0nSgVN2q
「我像是在說謊嗎？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsy2fk6lgr5
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjVvDOpORW
「很好。現在快跑。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hg9tvBbV1
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCBOxQykR8
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGe7kLrf0G
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突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQa8lccVOE
而她正在哭。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzZTltccyr
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHB0VWeDaS
為什麼。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfLq0DftK6
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhLdwybCxB
而今天，是大考當天。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmiTqWLG6o
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnMlPrnQWI
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntArDJR9m5
「妳怎麼了？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2tN4UKz1B
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwzUfL4ahU
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXU4StWYjSo
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52D4pScOXJ
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfurHpAywKs
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWkGbJa248
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KZvyo0ItP
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqW1Pi02XE
「⋯⋯嗯。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinWzZpnj3v
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzKlLJC5MB
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKexoAZz4Wm
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2b6qflOcH
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjN5fNv0kj2
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19hQtgEKig
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBtWssk6Zv
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENJT53goju
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4Jpq28bAr
那是個墓碑。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Nnl17Yocg
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvwYyzf3Jb
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxY3iXF3BoD
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOZQ6dvZTD
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEEztvW0h5
「我不——」她試著開口。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3DMrL2xjV
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefaDH1OWnM
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFX4kQ7V3o
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaasSWdGx8
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJ2CX6ezba
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qVYoPFpGe
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33SRtx1Eve
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzhwnSItoa
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pPqYTokLJ
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08patbsGQX
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgGQUAm4Vn
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjr1Un2OrmM
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlGxSmziMG
信封署名是給她的。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKubmwQ67l
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiBV0WyMrF
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQN2TCZRgf
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXTyimZegp
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iyt6kt8H4
或許，是從一開始吧。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQQo8hOTQQ
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlHKpP6PdY
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmgHWYGN4a
現在這樣、最好。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoIEmgY10z
看吧，一切都不會改變。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkdHF4SiCW
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDclwnB80B
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkbtx7GvFn
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8icpBbB5Gj
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Vdsm35id3
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBaq7M3Hhx
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qJj8Tlep1
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4LLHebRJL
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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