春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4r7IIPCsBi
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvqi4l8zoh
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLMg8jDUTl
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlW1GWdLxEn
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbw3RJVZGt
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9W1xYT1Pza
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiXYKTlq4q
郭禹震了一下。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs32ahLxBIb
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQ48ZR9GK0
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngKuSK32Ut
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMGyQaBsTu
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqufMTESZze
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsYuXFuppP
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjhi2Ta0vX
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4olN4II6kg
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhXbQnyrDR
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8B9fvlyh7
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sqAO2jvvH
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLKQVQ9JTa
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8zRUIOoyt
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSs2FOJ9TKS
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVm5eJsowG
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTanWplJiZ
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIEfhkvwPO
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUpu0MRADU
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwAEGn23XQ
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPusc5RSut
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvWzEQg851
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGV8dqXh3W
「嗯。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhceeb8yV8
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtX8m5YeVZR
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqb7D6HqVk
被拉得很長、很長。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJd0aHOtRje
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9o5PC9rfw
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EdyY9AYVz
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUbF4L7TAa
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YaApRCba7
她抹抹眼。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVzVWZ8JN6
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOZnu2OWF0
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDts29lp88P
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIUcUCdI34
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRLzRGZO9I
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytOfuqM1ht
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxHqLXV3c5
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡki8A23g8kI
「什麼？」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ROGtuqaLu
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzmDkRNTy1
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzx0UCCxqUK
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxX4wjLJ87j
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWbczyK8OU
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAD7H3DUUF
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LGaQF0zKP
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdbqFACO1W
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgqqu5mPz9
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9eu7lv2az
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIU9Wvln6gk
回來了。那個熟悉的她。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwUGbBPBf0
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfhQ18Tg7K
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVOfxEMjla
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtGWK1riJp
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGwdElRWBI
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放學，郭禹回到家。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNSXTIyxsa
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrjKjW17cS
「好⋯⋯」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdKKNe20au
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8nrVvGdJJ
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOJkubJix3
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0PMsSHEMp
爸爸沈默的看著。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8X4ugfaz7R
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7d8l4SAFN
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwzS73L7Un
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj05GRaMhAE
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNF3aTXfLr7
她吞了吞口水。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGDyBDWw9f
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqm732BPPpU
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QHM4pSFig
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrV1Q3G3bel
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwh8LCcKJ1
唔。她馬上放低眼神。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMeNUokOx2
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvaFAWbnyR
安靜的那種。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4I0TwtU1bi
讓人發寒。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pR9WRaPQO
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4TkvpGQWq
郭禹點點頭。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwak8GZFt0A
「是。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbAIZIkvtT
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YoZt9uQX3
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjDOv5hDk2
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVjXbVfren
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeVIyzPVZ7
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxejZXJCmf
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlLPeJPET5
然後，是她今天說過的話。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIkGF2Dwsj
——「不會累嗎？」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStGHYaGTuQ
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL933rYWaCx
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCXGBABJNR
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTji2TuL2v
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcmBzqK4iC
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqwHH1kgiR
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBzTD0LIbA
「是啊。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHL4fXpZZ6
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6hgUXAiFT
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXclmSH9Mq
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXS2DUk9bx8
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU36x8S7vNf
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyyVUurNcj
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGpwkkjzyD
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETn6rcR8K9
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTo5HW98Uf
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZB2R6djGrV
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9T9rNArnop
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJi4T1qU8l
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsn75ToQ6i
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOH0FA8gg7H
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswdKEloBal
「腦袋有問題。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LTFTzRsXb
「哈哈。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNN1IIngQw
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58E5THcy1e
「啊！」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iWK8o8Vsd
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODTbXjzR3r
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegmBLYqYhC
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIRVBWzVpu
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79kLR6U2Ls
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkFbQVTNck
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8bpIXVhW5
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dP4tkacfm
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVeaFET3jP
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Emz1X96iC
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA74KBqZEZ6
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOnPdy7vVo
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0J1D34xMdO
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ubbxp6JwR
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAO5qyoLCIZ
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7kbowox8u
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOREGSHsbX
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmie3l3Bz5B
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRUkleCoGN
郭禹的表情僵住。 372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbk40GpBmwK
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHPP2MPEjx
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMBuyuRKZU
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzwc8sc7qs
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiyquLZzAR
「妳——」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCTgcrIiuN
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrhzki6tPf
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1yQbva2iB
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFE8lGAL7Q
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5XZU47w0I
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgeoegV4p5
——真是可恥。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkb1I2HqOt
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUGSBaP9Ua
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3q4QOLpHdK
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFNfcsq94h
也許她可以⋯⋯372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Qs19jXP0q
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUnM3KC0p5
她一震。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsUA4EaGeW
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6zLXQHJZt
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OM42bqvWo
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3viAS0BnTA
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ooRxtaUhj
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBKg5UHKW0
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGqC693I08
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0T7G4NQyV5
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqlKwTtl0v
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ191lrHsmiT
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjaxOUqgBK
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PiIuhnPLq
「別再說了！」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9jGkkSrcE
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTnVVO5vNi
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdey5v7VOk
「快追！」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGkf3SVLBB
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPQtTnW7cR
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3waiWkvAD
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpHX5abXeT
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrg7vQZooBE
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz54mQ0pMc5
「不要，要走就——」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlVyJ3nipo
「拿著。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirQesiV2iL
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2VYnjlgmV
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksoSBbpb6O
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf82EAgmgLw
「騙人——」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjC4VEKnoLJ
「我像是在說謊嗎？」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7013WQmviF
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9wu8fbCAD
「很好。現在快跑。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1moGieBC4K
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3K1RsNc28j
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnQOZ5UPUa
郭禹。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnHtG7nKsi
突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqgzC3GRBM
而她正在哭。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5LR1iAs3O
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbvED2TejK
為什麼。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dHTnT8MTv
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYnKno7OoR
而今天，是大考當天。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SBzQ44cGo
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQD5G5wsau
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDMIO9ipQy
「妳怎麼了？」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1ZmEVmYR4
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaAROF3Wcd
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UHiYOUPmL
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOuWZy57NO
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnDllq04fB
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTeyoroKh5
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYUFnVfPFR
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0An3gIOGkK
「⋯⋯嗯。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWV3NQz0eWG
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhREIl1FGhZ
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu39RDHRiqc
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwO4vEHaAYU
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvQ7NA3KqU
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEK3JK4uLRk
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgjZDz8W3c
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeEwPQt6gG
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPAu5grCYL
那是個墓碑。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggUgQ8AYyN
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuh7IdIBVz
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjty8u14gEE
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhK5NeSMD0
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0yeGHb5iQ
「我不——」她試著開口。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWM2FWOVoJ
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQUNOy0BEa
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4kx7RFldw
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq55XcY3f1O
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcIAAAUqsb
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7x3oejZv8
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHk3qVzi2n
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhrkVmwDWo
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy9aOt4HN4
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wr9Y66Mys
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJONTobDak
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKxfDkqPIj
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oWD8UO1rw
信封署名是給她的。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGK9VqQGkth
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzG17Ekgdf
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzjfRlw9FT
郭禹 上372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYleEjGVsP5
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vhrRRTcmb
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrXZc8Swag
或許，是從一開始吧。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMYKx0fRhN
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5WetX2OB1
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uiU5deJiK
現在這樣、最好。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypmlCW1Bjc
看吧，一切都不會改變。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Vu0RK2XTN
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOExcrAhZA
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAfzXtuewA
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4YXuRiu6u
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡondfFx8SOV
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJs2jxnuhOt
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAUw7AhPI7
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7aDb6qaG5
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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