春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXSEZXLvYh
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjN5dio8a1x
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3DTEviBYD
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbTEJzDdOA
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYgTU0QUJZ
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIQOa3Anlq
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAruMpiPTp
郭禹震了一下。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAnDfnXw2L
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2t65WtlREu
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSa7ZJqp0D3
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTOpvnrzQ7
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7EIWZv10X
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLcARQTMtX
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkqlvaHpvU
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3yEVU8vfB
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfSyPaHlsS
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6puLAU8PX
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCngofAnDs
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ664CmMnAGk
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJ1t0iY0IO
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UgDjJ6E1l
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OGkVVib6M
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7swNZZzp7
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTibgz2933
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIICJnBYhUS
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXcH77FdL3
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDSppLIy2P
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsf9g35DUK
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6tGtFZDZe
「嗯。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3p4UDQUh06
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2pc5d5xCI
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbJfFhDie3
被拉得很長、很長。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OvmFBmqcO
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG92VTKc7XU
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmd4GtdRa8
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTx1my4ZCg
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwle9N84b6j
她抹抹眼。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2bqpg26zY
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHYxRKcdsR
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXgjXzDcgo
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahQdy9UaAG
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPHJ8j1PsW
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dVGRyJhEI
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaK4eF6O8gA
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJp9yYg7BK
「什麼？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fcAOSQKWY
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9aHAaUPKG
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePUSlHJPVC
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1vOvZfWdz
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAntNl5X4vE
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrAdaK7omb
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YUsb80xBK
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyWWKvdVQS
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqhSVgQlHN
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWCrZUWRuS
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7bpbujuyF
回來了。那個熟悉的她。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NW6y0m3nb
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPHH6AQoEu
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlEs16clw9
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbvjmKm9NA
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mzdet6njc
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放學，郭禹回到家。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd05vwChCBZ
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0LysRjI4R
「好⋯⋯」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69caBJTVg9
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIlaEanrPi
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5h2kXCVGI
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaOxKJeMlN
爸爸沈默的看著。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1h6jbAAZf
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gt8L0lJXl
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjEy0NDtH9
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVf9UafxwCb
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8vAkatm7b
她吞了吞口水。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFCTng5Vni
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepZR7kIN6I
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87yp1FYRjW
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6SB4vnitc
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuwpqH75mL
唔。她馬上放低眼神。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPAucbQOwU
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaURqcxTmdQ
安靜的那種。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQ4c8P6FUh
讓人發寒。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeX828qMxV
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIu1hZwPd3B
郭禹點點頭。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyw6H340uw
「是。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvZV4KUojl
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsl1bsR2NsB
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8evJv3sG8z
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFoNqnVggG
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOUCuop8Qk
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hB3gfsfYi
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTeVJD81Kr
然後，是她今天說過的話。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCollcaf1Fu
——「不會累嗎？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1n85r54lVt
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5dNJZOotW
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvsZFblLtW
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SwcscIIJL
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAspKsEmU7
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKyl5CiZKk
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRhHyDdYvc
「是啊。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkUy4UXoBQ
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUxppX4GUm
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUHICuAQdS
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdjqd5Vnih
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyKp3DsFBA
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mdMjKY1Al
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2veM5U4Ry
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9RpWbbNFz
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2DmM5e3BF
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpnctM9n52
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8q4o3252l
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFXQqKASy2
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PVCr914AN
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8as2ke2us
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX73REApiFk
「腦袋有問題。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AGul3Xdeh
「哈哈。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXV3SqDqPI
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOM0Yl8H5J
「啊！」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlz8bBEjpt
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvziggbJbDY
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXESVfw0jy
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwd2Z15oGCK
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKOgvwST4m
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNMffxjBen
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSf0ldWcOiP
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHc9gMKan6y
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSgZ3MSUBT
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfAUPg5T52
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHi8RXM8mOY
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzFYaiLQZP
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxHVgd44PV
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMrIbPvjey
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvspqizQPqD
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqosTpYuyh5
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbegBRC0YHS
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlCvvD874S
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIsHmsavUl
郭禹的表情僵住。 547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2L0bEoM5z
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0wMx6Llce
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KoTZSBVoT
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIx0O0l5o8g
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGsfdXwrws
「妳——」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUeEqsYrzP
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbcxMwB92b
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbCFdEopyU
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1FfZ844cP
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPM4ar6myV2
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79OeOCE40N
——真是可恥。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6ihBH6yif
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡil1xauWo8g
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv90et1LYw3
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKQ2QhhYcW
也許她可以⋯⋯547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJ4Oun33HH
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApLtXRAmuW
她一震。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvH7oyuUqvJ
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYeyQsc1St
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1T3crkqLxe
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKVJYyMVgn
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HvkceEI5i
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0SdSCSvzr
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqGvybb0gq
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXAcldUToM
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6ByQ9b92D
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pdwAxWvBB
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwSJLIl1wg
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZrjSZ5E1h
「別再說了！」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpqstDKITM
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeboam4X0rJ
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwr3u7eV0ET
「快追！」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzWUubLxpa
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvD2aGs4uF8
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeKPrTSW6R
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueDXlWw2pp
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7oDj8806A
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxS9nODrLX
「不要，要走就——」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RILONFrsx
「拿著。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEHmvN0VjB
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76l2Yd0uhb
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASQJO5XoAp
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfJ9g1uxXR
「騙人——」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS44ivwxJ4J
「我像是在說謊嗎？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyF5DoUOLyS
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWfcQGC1SN
「很好。現在快跑。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgxdMhzyEp
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwyaPqWtMx
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hICpF3dLK
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突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFsfJMtqYT
而她正在哭。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQU0IkzL0W
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwj4wfU6C8
為什麼。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVKJ7a3IB9
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAVuGWpjHJ
而今天，是大考當天。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2O47QSFxRy
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GjlwnRsH9
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tZ80dkJVx
「妳怎麼了？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdl8RWT5gse
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigpiKRUSsX
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLPvev3wAI
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuEmc0deh6
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLooORyzbTc
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5mHqIvjBV
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLu6rQfskv
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXh32hUugZ
「⋯⋯嗯。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7CMGHTLIy
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalVBVjCun4
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKN6zBlaJ4C
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVghqloITdg
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9wxTSFez1
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiEJO1nfOc
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxp6183QOhF
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0SemNwobl
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPGxCH4nrm
那是個墓碑。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTtzyIIo0D
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVq0aYhWAk6
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqc9MIRsqMQ
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiw8ZiGfQds
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIWebkRneS
「我不——」她試著開口。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzbNxZ50Ua
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveUvBYCHem
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtBgBYQCVF
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eRpsSlNZe
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsSGpM5T5m
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMqIrbUVxV
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHeM5bawbn
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26BXnF0T6d
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPCmT7qeJo
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApUwhcfZSO
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIrDyBXwjs
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJl0JYrwRJ
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqJUaCKJx5
信封署名是給她的。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86I3fESCcm
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pvstXN9ue
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjP9URis9f4
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgk0hGFDC2E
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYZHfwRZAo
或許，是從一開始吧。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DEAPlJe5o
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOZ565qBQC
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWYvTadS3a
現在這樣、最好。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZObJufZ1tQ
看吧，一切都不會改變。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KTsYuxVuc
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzALrxNlsN
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2X2CB2wXQQ
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneXIRbotT4
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6lHnwWADI
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAS7maRFFjk
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9vvj1ppJk
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrY7uB4JzjL
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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