二零一八年一月十日，我接管了一間工作室。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeeCBoXlJ2
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工作室的前主人，是一個無名的男插畫家。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiHkoLaEQe
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那孩子，於一個月前以低價轉讓出自己曾經的寶貝。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaRbdeDO0o
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那個插畫家年僅二十五，是一個家人不支持他，認為他是一個年輕不有為的大小孩。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3nkjIaHc1
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接管工作室鑰匙那天，那孩子哭得十分悽涼，說:「拜託你，好好珍惜我的工作室。求求你...」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrJq8PjwAl
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他緊握我拿著工作室鑰匙的雙手，一雙有著堅定眼神的眼睛中，藏著海量的淚。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSRVFHSMeX
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8nsfSSm8X
我點點頭，皺著眉頭並給予他回應:「我會，好好珍惜它的。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSbtWGgnbE
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他以微笑作回應。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVXiw4aYQY
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ll0ipz0MN
鬆開我雙手後，他在這只剩四道牆壁、沒有任何色彩的工作空中，收拾著一個月前被遺漏的作品。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnB3FN5nGj
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYFl7CtLMf
在我眼中，那些畫作只有黑白色，但卻看得出來，那孩子的畫功，十分精緻。「謝謝你，我走了。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnL8JBFAOCW
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80jQ9LK5Hr
帶著哭腔，他毫不遲疑地離開了曾經屬於他的「畫廊」。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeB6kTS86Y
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu12baKvtUz
我的視線緊跟著他的背影。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmyzbN7D26
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直至，他離開了工作室，徹底消失在我眼前。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmi7lnvDG9g
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaLBuqOSYL
他離開後，我鬆了一口氣。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorFTIhHGsU
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看著這曾經熟悉的工作室，十分感慨。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEbKiZ8YDq
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItR22vPFpq
忽然想起一件很重要的事情...我走至牆壁處，雙手雙臂都緊貼著牆壁，深深嗅了一下，鼻腔頓時充斥著油漆的氣味，「還是...來遲了...」對，遲了，挽回不了了。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkxgnsZehs
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmDSiGzLBL
我一如既往的拿起刀子，向牆壁用力一刺，刀子果然陷入了厚厚的油漆層中。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yIpJBElTn
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EezSvINwq
刺了一下又一下，撕開了一層又一層的油漆。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDg8gqlruY
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我，再一次，放棄了。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybMyFccBBM
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「果然，怎樣也回不去。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX93p3BE7k8
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我跪在地上，雙手捂著臉，哭了個死活。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKoewcULus
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沒關係，下一次再試就好了。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjq63Na2zGb
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我經常這般對自己說。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZJ5EsLp7P
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但...也許，再沒有下一次了。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpclsSyLvW
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雙手移到心臟所在的位置，「也許，真的沒有了..」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzh8BePxEhM
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePyRe99xxf
那孩子的眼裡，藏著一整個海洋；而我的眼裡，只剩下一遍死海、不再有生氣。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE24ZdbpIw4
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我已經，再也看不見色彩了。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4QuX4weVm
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至少，讓那孩子看得到吧，拜託祢...雙手合十，懇求著那位至尊至聖的父親。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaXDUthwJS
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我以亞孟作祈禱的結尾，以滿臉的淚水作誠意。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjxCU1VyWc
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vol6lNXVe
「除了我的靈魂和心靈，我沒甚麼可以奉獻給父親祢了。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjod1ChNK2
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或許那孩子並不認識我，但我卻比任何人更要了解他。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6S3S2ohmM6
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他，名叫李浩誠，一個大學藝術系畢業的才子。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1lA4bPMJ2
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一心想一輩子都用來追尋自己的夢想，卻已經留不住夢的二十五歲插畫家。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtQY68wuod
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家人不斷地阻止、打壓、不給予支持，甚至以言語漫罵，說:「我看死你會後悔一世。為甚麼不好好聽話？為甚麼要辛苦自己？明明你是當醫生的材料...」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTx2QgK55q
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurqjwtzr9g
為甚麼、為甚麼、為甚......家人一句又一句的為甚麼，讓我的壓力及情緒都累積的頂點。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0T3KBPqJd
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKln53oEIOy
對，是我的壓力。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8afm6jwNb
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHstQmmwzI
那些無形的壓力陪伴了我有五年之久。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALOyJdH9Pw
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6Pk5lVCYB
我，力不膚支。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKP4PafXxVf
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡao48LvQQUr
在我把工作室出售的那一天，一個男人來找我，並把我罵了一頓。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHru11atvD
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4zE4A6J35
「你真的甘心放棄追夢嗎？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AB1nY7QE9
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDwGSsw3lz
不，我不甘心。但我不敢反抗。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcz5kngELeQ
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVptyyeMDt
那天，我在他面前把地板哭濕了。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFOyr6xN9p
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3VACnsuMF
他給予我擁抱，我卻毫不猶豫地離開。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPqXZgoTce
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUh5el6AT3z
我承認我沒膽量繼續去闖蕩，也不再有能力守護我的「畫廊」。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgMELboT6O
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我沒資格。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdReURTJoZP
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我合上眼，背後出現了一個黑洞。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRyWRAVOXj
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonlIV0naJZ
黑洞裡伸出了無數隻屍手，想把我狠狠拉進黑洞的最深處。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUsUL0fWUU
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我已無力反抗，任由黑洞把我吸進去。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBg6dqKDzch
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