點解呢？究竟發生左Ｄ咩事呢？呢排係我身邊都係充斥住對阿琪既負面說話。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmZuW3x1OE
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一個二個都叫我唔好再行近阿琪，就連本身支持我既ＪＵＤＹ都無再幫佢講好說話，就連一直教我日久生情要慢慢等待既老牛大人都怕我做左人隻兵。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehgAcA23gg
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能蟹既說話究竟應唔應該信呢？定係，我應該相信阿琪呢？371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukcB9RO3Ga
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我唔知，我只知道今日我想一個人靜下，唔想再同任何人有接觸。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszZObk6xv1
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離開下都好既，但聽日又要返工，想離開既話可以去邊呢？長洲……我決定自己一個人入長洲靜下。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfL0mqqqH6
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唔知幾時開始，長洲多左好多人，多到有時連原居民都投訴叫Ｄ人還返長洲比佢地，我選擇左星期日入去長洲，已經預左好多人。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ76cZPkLC3
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一落船，同我想像一樣，人群係我面前行過後，又有另一個人群，就好似海浪一樣。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxizCdpaqFc
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我買左幾支酒，然後租左架單車，係長洲既岸邊踩，踩到一個比較少人既地方後，就停左落黎。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmjonDw6jz
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有時，一個人靜靜地都唔錯，我仲特登熄左電話，唔想比任何人搵到，開左其中一支酒，係仲有微溫既太陽下，呢支冰凍既啤酒都真係透心涼。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlujeK2ORTz
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其實我唔係一個成日飲酒既人，但係自從識左阿琪之後，我就多左出去飲野，而且，每次都有阿琪係度，諗返轉頭，其實同阿珍同能蟹既說話好似，我同阿琪可能真係兩個世界既人。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNXtF5Shoh
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海風一直咁吹，但係我既心情都係一樣，好虛無，因為我真係唔知應該點做。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeocy3LfxtU
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我成日都話，愛情其實係自己既事情，就算點都好，最後既選擇都係自己所決定，唔可以怨其他人，而且當你決定去愛既時候，就唔好動搖，但而家，我卻開始動搖。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTV6GY1jKbO
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我有嘗試用老牛大人教我既方法，係度諗我同阿琪之間發生過既事，不過，今次好似點諗都唔夠填補內心既空洞，呢種感覺，好唔實在。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPkCA3QGIW
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我去到一個睇唔到日落既沙灘，坐在係度漫無目的咁望住個海，個腦真係好似空左咁，咩都無諗，唔想諗。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgGJORtWCh
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真到，有一對情侶係我不還處，係到打鬧……係真係打鬧，我見到個男既打左個女仔一巴，然後個女仔就話：「你打我……」見到咁既情景，我成個人當堂醒一醒。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqoP7Zmoio
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而有個女仔就衝左過黎，推開左個男既，而個男就氣沖沖咁走左，剩低果兩個女仔。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcU90BlYnIG
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4DypPmFUA
我聽到，呢兩個女仔既對話：「點解佢成日咁對妳，妳仲要忍佢？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuCBNTKlKP
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「因為我愛佢囉。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCvfsto9zc
「但係佢唔識得珍惜架。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHm7PPgqGXt
「佢識架。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIVb72PvWH
「佢識就唔會打妳啦。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hXRmd0SJm
「可能，佢唔知要點樣表達對我既愛呢。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCn0XbXfRC5
「所以就打妳？妳未咁傻啦。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFf3Bk589d
「佢真係對我好好架……喂！妳去邊啊？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gbYmDX5nW
「我去幫妳打果個衰人。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlq2kEam8k
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個女仔走左後，就剩返另一個女仔好無奈坐左係沙灘到，而我，就好八掛咁行到果個女仔旁邊，然後問：「妳無野嘛？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0ffDmRfgi
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個女仔無啦啦咁比我一問，嚇左一嚇但係都有答我：「……無野。」佢下意識雙手護胸。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ529uqdKgDM
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而我就話：「我無惡意架，我頭先係旁邊聽到你地既對話，點解妳男朋友咁對妳，妳都可以忍佢？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VHryJMeXP
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果個女仔笑左一笑，然後話：「可能，係因為我以前對Ｄ男仔太差，所以，我唔敢還手同怪佢掛？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFF4Eyaf0H
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「對Ｄ男仔佢太差？」我問，而個女仔就望住個海答我：「我以前，持住自己好多人追，就無理過一個對我好好既男仔，只要我想搵人接送，搵佢一定要，我唔開心，佢一定陪我，就算我有男朋友，同男朋友吵後都一定會搵佢，因為我對佢好放心，佢唔會傷害我，甚至，我比其他男仔傷害佢都會陪我一齊去面對。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSktzdrIS4
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個女仔講講下，眼角慢慢流下眼淚，「但係，我辜負左個男仔，最後都係選擇同一個傷害我既人一齊都無同佢，佢喊住問我點解，點解咁多年入面，都好似對佢既付出不聞不問，點解我唔比機會佢，點解佢十年入面一直為我做咁多野，我都無一刻感動過……」佢擦去眼淚，然後話：「但其實我係好感動，只不過，我已經係一個傷痕纍纍既人，已經配唔起佢……」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiiGusYnYG
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我睇得出，呢個女仔既眼淚帶住既無奈，遠比起頭先比果個男仔打佢既傷痛仲要多。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLpQ42gDVC
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「但係，妳應該選擇對妳好果個啊，妳都話妳已經傷痕纍纍，點解仲要搵其他人去傷害自己？」我問佢。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNs2W3Ve9H5
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而佢望一望我，眼淚更加湧出黎話：「因為當我想搵返果個男仔既時候，先發現果個男仔比我傷害得仲慘，佢比我仲傷，傷到佢要遺棄以前自己既原則，去做一個壞人。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGuwFqGQAJ
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呢一剎那，我腦入面諗起一個人。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCbO5zZh4e
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