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天氣:陰550Please respect copyright.PENANALFIAZRnlTd
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在我的印象中,他是個很寡言的人。550Please respect copyright.PENANAa9tgg5XBNb
「喂——你今天衛生紙帶夠了嗎?」一個男生推了推他,以大家都能聽到的音量大聲說。550Please respect copyright.PENANAt1eqZ2rjXM
幾個人笑出來,跟著起鬨。550Please respect copyright.PENANAWs2qCd2zaw
「鼻血哥,你會不會失血而死啊?」550Please respect copyright.PENANADrwMAEW6co
「噁,反正別沾到我就好。」550Please respect copyright.PENANAZzXVNcbT4E
許多人以玩笑的語氣圍在他身邊戲弄道。550Please respect copyright.PENANAMi35BldPXZ
而他本人只是坐在位子上,默默把正留著鼻血的鼻子捏住,以熟練的動作止血。550Please respect copyright.PENANAX9thPQsu1e
好像是開學幾天後知道的吧。知道他因為鼻腔內部比較脆弱,因此只要有些微的刺激,就會流血。550Please respect copyright.PENANAqSlAqt9hgG
「你衛生紙真的都不離手欸。」A把整包衛生紙拿走。550Please respect copyright.PENANA1BsNRtdjaG
「這樣他要用什麼擦?」旁邊的B問。550Please respect copyright.PENANAUB1rr1BAWE
「用——啊哈,這個!」A把B的手帕丟到那個人桌上。550Please respect copyright.PENANANPeUe8faxC
「不要拿我的啦!你們很無聊欸!」B同學拿走手帕之後就出了教室。550Please respect copyright.PENANAbA2tcQUyDC
「______,他不借你耶。真可憐。」A說,並把衛生紙連同那句話丟還給了他。550Please respect copyright.PENANAI0CBsuFrX7
我每天都會看到類似的情形上演,因為我一直在他身邊看著。550Please respect copyright.PENANAwmSEwqwvee
儘管每天聽他們喊,但不知為什麼,我到現在還是記不起他的名字。550Please respect copyright.PENANAJqeaT2gtul
或許,你會問:為什麼沒人制止?畢竟,總會有幾個正義感比較強的人去說說他們吧。550Please respect copyright.PENANA6SBEXwqs3E
但事實上,真的就是沒有這樣的人。550Please respect copyright.PENANAqJgJHEurUn
每個人都不曾從自己的小小空間裡跨出那一步;只有當別人越界了,才會有所反應——就像那個B一樣。550Please respect copyright.PENANAdQicc5G3iR
就這樣形成一個氛圍,大家都以看戲的表情,看著這齣每日戲。550Please respect copyright.PENANA4TuoD7kZoj
雖然,他們並不知道,自己也是戲裡的一員。550Please respect copyright.PENANA7GUERXxOro
「獨善其身的演員們」,我這樣為他們命名。550Please respect copyright.PENANAYUwjx6X2Xt
那麼,在這齣戲裡,誰才是反派的一方呢?550Please respect copyright.PENANAXmqQYrTCcm
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有一天,我趁周圍都沒人時,問那個人:「你不厭倦嗎?」550Please respect copyright.PENANAATsIzIUTZL
他頓了一下,然後輕輕點了點頭。550Please respect copyright.PENANADmlc6eoSss
「你難道不希望他們不要再這樣鬧你嗎?」550Please respect copyright.PENANAKMK6bl9YKB
——他點頭。550Please respect copyright.PENANAsDiBNnNRBY
「那你為什麼都不說話?像反駁之類的,總之說點什麼。」550Please respect copyright.PENANA7T4a295q0f
他猶豫許久,才小聲說:「我沒那個膽。」550Please respect copyright.PENANAoUo3dWLkoE
沒那個膽。就這樣直接把我想試圖接下去的話給截斷,連同可能會有所改變的未來。550Please respect copyright.PENANAT8cizk8QBh
「好吧。」550Please respect copyright.PENANAk5XX4SQkk5
既然你都這麼說了。550Please respect copyright.PENANAtIyWpPe6iH
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我呢,是個旁觀者。550Please respect copyright.PENANAFsX1eYTNOw
現在是,以後也不會變。550Please respect copyright.PENANAUKGvGNLTY6
我會跟其他人一樣,只待在自己的空間內。550Please respect copyright.PENANAx60He7Lx67
因為,我已經收到他的答覆。沒勇氣嘛,就只是這樣。550Please respect copyright.PENANA4JBYWYebf2
好可憐。550Please respect copyright.PENANAWoXGmbxf6U
真令人唏噓啊。550Please respect copyright.PENANAW45GKJj0mt
嗯,我想我下次再遇到時也不會幫他吧。550Please respect copyright.PENANA7s0OG6E0WS
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一個身影坐在書桌前,在日記上寫下最後幾個字。550Please respect copyright.PENANADD3Qffwbt2
他從桌子上拿了幾張衛生紙,把不小心滴到本子上的液體擦掉。550Please respect copyright.PENANAGMzXDL8jL7
「⋯⋯可惡,髒掉了。」他邊說邊收拾桌面,把水杯移到別的地方。550Please respect copyright.PENANArxoP7wBC08
「討厭死了。」他厭惡的說。「我要去洗燥了。」550Please respect copyright.PENANAJXbTw5XbuA
碰的一聲。房間門被關上。550Please respect copyright.PENANAuPBNIX3Rcu
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桌上,留下了沒擦乾淨的血漬。550Please respect copyright.PENANAvN6eHJFQ9A
以及不知到底誰才是主角的日記。550Please respect copyright.PENANAkvytr20E6f
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草:以防有人看不太懂,日記裡的「我」和「他」其實是同一人喔
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