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天氣:陰700Please respect copyright.PENANAdvyTq51ucV
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在我的印象中,他是個很寡言的人。700Please respect copyright.PENANA2S1SOO2YGm
「喂——你今天衛生紙帶夠了嗎?」一個男生推了推他,以大家都能聽到的音量大聲說。700Please respect copyright.PENANAuXf2H3ewAu
幾個人笑出來,跟著起鬨。700Please respect copyright.PENANAjgFv6oKK49
「鼻血哥,你會不會失血而死啊?」700Please respect copyright.PENANAN5MpbrJVLR
「噁,反正別沾到我就好。」700Please respect copyright.PENANAXDWEozeBF9
許多人以玩笑的語氣圍在他身邊戲弄道。700Please respect copyright.PENANAsniz4yAki5
而他本人只是坐在位子上,默默把正留著鼻血的鼻子捏住,以熟練的動作止血。700Please respect copyright.PENANA6RkonvqGqP
好像是開學幾天後知道的吧。知道他因為鼻腔內部比較脆弱,因此只要有些微的刺激,就會流血。700Please respect copyright.PENANAc8IincFwSn
「你衛生紙真的都不離手欸。」A把整包衛生紙拿走。700Please respect copyright.PENANALfbWw5laPM
「這樣他要用什麼擦?」旁邊的B問。700Please respect copyright.PENANA3fhckZM1ig
「用——啊哈,這個!」A把B的手帕丟到那個人桌上。700Please respect copyright.PENANAE9jFVhDrdX
「不要拿我的啦!你們很無聊欸!」B同學拿走手帕之後就出了教室。700Please respect copyright.PENANA7UvGW1p92V
「______,他不借你耶。真可憐。」A說,並把衛生紙連同那句話丟還給了他。700Please respect copyright.PENANAK09HXuVpue
我每天都會看到類似的情形上演,因為我一直在他身邊看著。700Please respect copyright.PENANA5sQodcvsIM
儘管每天聽他們喊,但不知為什麼,我到現在還是記不起他的名字。700Please respect copyright.PENANAm8cgeyuaxy
或許,你會問:為什麼沒人制止?畢竟,總會有幾個正義感比較強的人去說說他們吧。700Please respect copyright.PENANAkBfGAOZHRK
但事實上,真的就是沒有這樣的人。700Please respect copyright.PENANAvlln7OUFYA
每個人都不曾從自己的小小空間裡跨出那一步;只有當別人越界了,才會有所反應——就像那個B一樣。700Please respect copyright.PENANAVopftHyesr
就這樣形成一個氛圍,大家都以看戲的表情,看著這齣每日戲。700Please respect copyright.PENANAUjwUjAPfeP
雖然,他們並不知道,自己也是戲裡的一員。700Please respect copyright.PENANAjr70xpXmXe
「獨善其身的演員們」,我這樣為他們命名。700Please respect copyright.PENANAal3itA7wIy
那麼,在這齣戲裡,誰才是反派的一方呢?700Please respect copyright.PENANAbK1n14E9Gt
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有一天,我趁周圍都沒人時,問那個人:「你不厭倦嗎?」700Please respect copyright.PENANAAnnuKLtEY4
他頓了一下,然後輕輕點了點頭。700Please respect copyright.PENANAwZAWLof9TI
「你難道不希望他們不要再這樣鬧你嗎?」700Please respect copyright.PENANArzLCwVuvfP
——他點頭。700Please respect copyright.PENANAPJlaqiPLIH
「那你為什麼都不說話?像反駁之類的,總之說點什麼。」700Please respect copyright.PENANAihpLoshKqk
他猶豫許久,才小聲說:「我沒那個膽。」700Please respect copyright.PENANA4nfXDZmsus
沒那個膽。就這樣直接把我想試圖接下去的話給截斷,連同可能會有所改變的未來。700Please respect copyright.PENANA9KM322R7HH
「好吧。」700Please respect copyright.PENANAVcnjdNRYuS
既然你都這麼說了。700Please respect copyright.PENANAsLiPYXxAhe
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我呢,是個旁觀者。700Please respect copyright.PENANAUsfeMECgfk
現在是,以後也不會變。700Please respect copyright.PENANAUigRt1TWEJ
我會跟其他人一樣,只待在自己的空間內。700Please respect copyright.PENANAdnUfYIs6BP
因為,我已經收到他的答覆。沒勇氣嘛,就只是這樣。700Please respect copyright.PENANA1MiiEVC4Ba
好可憐。700Please respect copyright.PENANA0hXGtN5ONP
真令人唏噓啊。700Please respect copyright.PENANAA3B9HJf9qO
嗯,我想我下次再遇到時也不會幫他吧。700Please respect copyright.PENANA8kcbag0jEp
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一個身影坐在書桌前,在日記上寫下最後幾個字。700Please respect copyright.PENANAfYLeSsuuDA
他從桌子上拿了幾張衛生紙,把不小心滴到本子上的液體擦掉。700Please respect copyright.PENANAfs6Cyw27Xd
「⋯⋯可惡,髒掉了。」他邊說邊收拾桌面,把水杯移到別的地方。700Please respect copyright.PENANATyLxQ7glKJ
「討厭死了。」他厭惡的說。「我要去洗燥了。」700Please respect copyright.PENANANAB2H6spDh
碰的一聲。房間門被關上。700Please respect copyright.PENANAM8jeJv858O
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桌上,留下了沒擦乾淨的血漬。700Please respect copyright.PENANAoBzzPLjODV
以及不知到底誰才是主角的日記。700Please respect copyright.PENANA8SLhV3w5WD
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草:以防有人看不太懂,日記裡的「我」和「他」其實是同一人喔
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