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天氣:陰514Please respect copyright.PENANA6bsF5OXcmG
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在我的印象中,他是個很寡言的人。514Please respect copyright.PENANANVWXp6zcK1
「喂——你今天衛生紙帶夠了嗎?」一個男生推了推他,以大家都能聽到的音量大聲說。514Please respect copyright.PENANAeb16Zm3dg7
幾個人笑出來,跟著起鬨。514Please respect copyright.PENANAQBNODCrlrd
「鼻血哥,你會不會失血而死啊?」514Please respect copyright.PENANAxmYgPDqYtj
「噁,反正別沾到我就好。」514Please respect copyright.PENANAE6N7vI0E1b
許多人以玩笑的語氣圍在他身邊戲弄道。514Please respect copyright.PENANA0vNkYcv0cd
而他本人只是坐在位子上,默默把正留著鼻血的鼻子捏住,以熟練的動作止血。514Please respect copyright.PENANAXnjlnxdfee
好像是開學幾天後知道的吧。知道他因為鼻腔內部比較脆弱,因此只要有些微的刺激,就會流血。514Please respect copyright.PENANARkTuLhxwEV
「你衛生紙真的都不離手欸。」A把整包衛生紙拿走。514Please respect copyright.PENANAObuIiJgVAf
「這樣他要用什麼擦?」旁邊的B問。514Please respect copyright.PENANADEzgmnfcD1
「用——啊哈,這個!」A把B的手帕丟到那個人桌上。514Please respect copyright.PENANAIybDVd14Sb
「不要拿我的啦!你們很無聊欸!」B同學拿走手帕之後就出了教室。514Please respect copyright.PENANA9N81AjqEgx
「______,他不借你耶。真可憐。」A說,並把衛生紙連同那句話丟還給了他。514Please respect copyright.PENANA8ghNHmOcXD
我每天都會看到類似的情形上演,因為我一直在他身邊看著。514Please respect copyright.PENANAMT9oYEcWeG
儘管每天聽他們喊,但不知為什麼,我到現在還是記不起他的名字。514Please respect copyright.PENANAWMP9PCld0p
或許,你會問:為什麼沒人制止?畢竟,總會有幾個正義感比較強的人去說說他們吧。514Please respect copyright.PENANAaEhgIWsDdU
但事實上,真的就是沒有這樣的人。514Please respect copyright.PENANANJznSy7nqk
每個人都不曾從自己的小小空間裡跨出那一步;只有當別人越界了,才會有所反應——就像那個B一樣。514Please respect copyright.PENANAcEMpPI4rcs
就這樣形成一個氛圍,大家都以看戲的表情,看著這齣每日戲。514Please respect copyright.PENANAs8dGxnt3qj
雖然,他們並不知道,自己也是戲裡的一員。514Please respect copyright.PENANA8x3HbhNovj
「獨善其身的演員們」,我這樣為他們命名。514Please respect copyright.PENANAdrx5j4lXCY
那麼,在這齣戲裡,誰才是反派的一方呢?514Please respect copyright.PENANAbiBUz1dPrf
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有一天,我趁周圍都沒人時,問那個人:「你不厭倦嗎?」514Please respect copyright.PENANAmOhLeimnnH
他頓了一下,然後輕輕點了點頭。514Please respect copyright.PENANAOzmtd8Gs9S
「你難道不希望他們不要再這樣鬧你嗎?」514Please respect copyright.PENANAjsZMLePfpU
——他點頭。514Please respect copyright.PENANAVGgp0nnbKC
「那你為什麼都不說話?像反駁之類的,總之說點什麼。」514Please respect copyright.PENANAY5kHUoPSXX
他猶豫許久,才小聲說:「我沒那個膽。」514Please respect copyright.PENANAwBE3GNGkI3
沒那個膽。就這樣直接把我想試圖接下去的話給截斷,連同可能會有所改變的未來。514Please respect copyright.PENANA50Qd3nXc0S
「好吧。」514Please respect copyright.PENANAYb295RjEm2
既然你都這麼說了。514Please respect copyright.PENANADleCB4lzO9
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我呢,是個旁觀者。514Please respect copyright.PENANAea7tVg8R3Q
現在是,以後也不會變。514Please respect copyright.PENANAiMi44oC68K
我會跟其他人一樣,只待在自己的空間內。514Please respect copyright.PENANAfhGZB7Ja29
因為,我已經收到他的答覆。沒勇氣嘛,就只是這樣。514Please respect copyright.PENANAboDdWe7C6q
好可憐。514Please respect copyright.PENANAlHxbskEVXr
真令人唏噓啊。514Please respect copyright.PENANAMJvRNH9HzW
嗯,我想我下次再遇到時也不會幫他吧。514Please respect copyright.PENANA80DNCA7UDu
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一個身影坐在書桌前,在日記上寫下最後幾個字。514Please respect copyright.PENANA7Nmrgkziy5
他從桌子上拿了幾張衛生紙,把不小心滴到本子上的液體擦掉。514Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1sFUcHhdc
「⋯⋯可惡,髒掉了。」他邊說邊收拾桌面,把水杯移到別的地方。514Please respect copyright.PENANA2WEwAXdrfn
「討厭死了。」他厭惡的說。「我要去洗燥了。」514Please respect copyright.PENANAfyjx5oqxPs
碰的一聲。房間門被關上。514Please respect copyright.PENANAWGuIUhZFAM
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桌上,留下了沒擦乾淨的血漬。514Please respect copyright.PENANAQwy4oKnalr
以及不知到底誰才是主角的日記。514Please respect copyright.PENANAvswyBfilpU
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草:以防有人看不太懂,日記裡的「我」和「他」其實是同一人喔
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