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天氣:陰543Please respect copyright.PENANARljpo4Iks0
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在我的印象中,他是個很寡言的人。543Please respect copyright.PENANAqR3H7V87A8
「喂——你今天衛生紙帶夠了嗎?」一個男生推了推他,以大家都能聽到的音量大聲說。543Please respect copyright.PENANAiew5dZRJYD
幾個人笑出來,跟著起鬨。543Please respect copyright.PENANAeSvyV9HQ00
「鼻血哥,你會不會失血而死啊?」543Please respect copyright.PENANA9pYzvfUePH
「噁,反正別沾到我就好。」543Please respect copyright.PENANAIBbsfl8WL0
許多人以玩笑的語氣圍在他身邊戲弄道。543Please respect copyright.PENANAsp996UKUwd
而他本人只是坐在位子上,默默把正留著鼻血的鼻子捏住,以熟練的動作止血。543Please respect copyright.PENANA0rcQzqrQxk
好像是開學幾天後知道的吧。知道他因為鼻腔內部比較脆弱,因此只要有些微的刺激,就會流血。543Please respect copyright.PENANAuh2o83CF7d
「你衛生紙真的都不離手欸。」A把整包衛生紙拿走。543Please respect copyright.PENANANMUfyvv5lu
「這樣他要用什麼擦?」旁邊的B問。543Please respect copyright.PENANAtIhHw3O8BE
「用——啊哈,這個!」A把B的手帕丟到那個人桌上。543Please respect copyright.PENANAnJyjGQqJfN
「不要拿我的啦!你們很無聊欸!」B同學拿走手帕之後就出了教室。543Please respect copyright.PENANApdEitsJnNx
「______,他不借你耶。真可憐。」A說,並把衛生紙連同那句話丟還給了他。543Please respect copyright.PENANAQpebZ8F3fj
我每天都會看到類似的情形上演,因為我一直在他身邊看著。543Please respect copyright.PENANAtfkEiFEG0i
儘管每天聽他們喊,但不知為什麼,我到現在還是記不起他的名字。543Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3oswpZyBk
或許,你會問:為什麼沒人制止?畢竟,總會有幾個正義感比較強的人去說說他們吧。543Please respect copyright.PENANA5NA5h4fjNh
但事實上,真的就是沒有這樣的人。543Please respect copyright.PENANAqBGtbrGlBI
每個人都不曾從自己的小小空間裡跨出那一步;只有當別人越界了,才會有所反應——就像那個B一樣。543Please respect copyright.PENANAl1CG3GhIeJ
就這樣形成一個氛圍,大家都以看戲的表情,看著這齣每日戲。543Please respect copyright.PENANAXQY7fci1SA
雖然,他們並不知道,自己也是戲裡的一員。543Please respect copyright.PENANApLKSHflpIR
「獨善其身的演員們」,我這樣為他們命名。543Please respect copyright.PENANAWlEt18PS4b
那麼,在這齣戲裡,誰才是反派的一方呢?543Please respect copyright.PENANAFRLD2X9HdN
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有一天,我趁周圍都沒人時,問那個人:「你不厭倦嗎?」543Please respect copyright.PENANAJSLn4weKai
他頓了一下,然後輕輕點了點頭。543Please respect copyright.PENANAbDzmli4FKC
「你難道不希望他們不要再這樣鬧你嗎?」543Please respect copyright.PENANAXcMt21NwAd
——他點頭。543Please respect copyright.PENANADzndr5TUd9
「那你為什麼都不說話?像反駁之類的,總之說點什麼。」543Please respect copyright.PENANAd8oEJl1lQH
他猶豫許久,才小聲說:「我沒那個膽。」543Please respect copyright.PENANAzFGRbVThQp
沒那個膽。就這樣直接把我想試圖接下去的話給截斷,連同可能會有所改變的未來。543Please respect copyright.PENANAtVUw334BCQ
「好吧。」543Please respect copyright.PENANANAuRIXh5CR
既然你都這麼說了。543Please respect copyright.PENANAw4m67B4SwO
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我呢,是個旁觀者。543Please respect copyright.PENANA63TdArFflj
現在是,以後也不會變。543Please respect copyright.PENANA8FVCf4Y0lb
我會跟其他人一樣,只待在自己的空間內。543Please respect copyright.PENANAWAmOPKeSQT
因為,我已經收到他的答覆。沒勇氣嘛,就只是這樣。543Please respect copyright.PENANAHTlgNKqBHx
好可憐。543Please respect copyright.PENANAvTfQomdIX3
真令人唏噓啊。543Please respect copyright.PENANA1COhfIOSwj
嗯,我想我下次再遇到時也不會幫他吧。543Please respect copyright.PENANAduiPppMXbY
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一個身影坐在書桌前,在日記上寫下最後幾個字。543Please respect copyright.PENANA0BLE48iZi8
他從桌子上拿了幾張衛生紙,把不小心滴到本子上的液體擦掉。543Please respect copyright.PENANAeivXeuMURF
「⋯⋯可惡,髒掉了。」他邊說邊收拾桌面,把水杯移到別的地方。543Please respect copyright.PENANA7SwvvKyYk9
「討厭死了。」他厭惡的說。「我要去洗燥了。」543Please respect copyright.PENANAPeiFGfFZ9f
碰的一聲。房間門被關上。543Please respect copyright.PENANAzqZdo8R43k
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桌上,留下了沒擦乾淨的血漬。543Please respect copyright.PENANAP8HrCo4KgW
以及不知到底誰才是主角的日記。543Please respect copyright.PENANAaadkrtjT27
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草:以防有人看不太懂,日記裡的「我」和「他」其實是同一人喔
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