Summary: Set in S8. Based on the song “Not Meant To Be.” Katherine comes back to life after escaping the 1994 prison world and Kai. Will Damon save her or not?555Please respect copyright.PENANASCWSnbaLet
It’s never enough to say I’m sorry555Please respect copyright.PENANAp8eIvync2g
It’s never enough to say I care555Please respect copyright.PENANArOwjIO9iRc
But I’m caught between what you wanted from me555Please respect copyright.PENANAw4KuHXbbK0
And knowing that if I give that to you555Please respect copyright.PENANAUAVNfSKVtM
I might just disappear555Please respect copyright.PENANAgu3jwd3UUl
Nobody wins when everyone’s losing
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It was a nebulous night, as Damon drove through Mystic Falls, on the way out of town. A few weeks ago, he and Enzo had been saved from the siren, Sybil, when they’d destroyed it. Just last week he’d gotten his humanity back on. Now he was on his way out of town for a break from Mystic Falls and everything that came with it.555Please respect copyright.PENANAsWd4FMtPtD
Suddenly, on a road, close to the edge of town, he stopped the car, seeing someone on the road. Deciding to see who it was and if he could help, he got out and walked towards the shoulder of the road.555Please respect copyright.PENANAemND1eObsy
Once there, he immediately knew who it was. She wasn’t Elena, but he’d know her anywhere.555Please respect copyright.PENANAcoV3wWe6kc
“Katherine?”555Please respect copyright.PENANAb2QczIpTQj
He knelt by her to assess her condition and wounds with his eyes. When he did and saw the arrow in her lower stomach and the ascendant not far from her, he knew where she’d come from.555Please respect copyright.PENANAaDZq2QBZ92
“I’m so sorry. You didn’t deserve this,” he said, knowing she’d just escaped Kai and it was partly his fault. He was the one that killed Kai to save Bonnie, and Stefan was the one that had killed her. Damon had just watched instead of trying to keep her alive, because he’d loved Elena. He couldn’t deny that there was still connection between them, though. She’d taught him everything he knew.
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*As I Lay Dying*
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It’s like one step forward and two steps back555Please respect copyright.PENANAbe7IudUthW
No matter what I do you’re always mad555Please respect copyright.PENANAUgcOpxIx38
And I, I can’t change your mind555Please respect copyright.PENANALpORmea6zb
I know it’s like trying to turn around on a one way street555Please respect copyright.PENANAQR4Unabe3I
I can’t give you what you want555Please respect copyright.PENANAIwCShToqp4
And it’s killing me555Please respect copyright.PENANApnrCIFQBxG
And I, I’m starting to see555Please respect copyright.PENANAtqRmKwHAfX
Maybe we’re not meant to be555Please respect copyright.PENANA18MNtxclZI
It’s never enough to say I love you
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It was a dismal night in the Mystic Falls woods in 1864, as human Damon stood in front of her, her standing against a tree.555Please respect copyright.PENANACfzAodgLZ3
“Why must you run from me?”555Please respect copyright.PENANAyLPB8ITerr
“Because I know that you will chase,” she answered with a smile.555Please respect copyright.PENANAY0wZq7ffMd
“Then let me chase you forever,” he replied.555Please respect copyright.PENANAeHM7MsMFDH
She used a fingernail to make a cut by her collarbone.555Please respect copyright.PENANAWx2Yhbse4Q
“I’m not going to feed you, Damon. If you want it, take it. Choose.”555Please respect copyright.PENANAGB0qb14oa9
“I choose you, Katherine,” he said, before he began to drink from the cut. That was the first lesson she taught him; take what you want without consequences.
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*500 Years of Solitude*
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No it’s never enough to say I try555Please respect copyright.PENANAlEdbIOTvmG
It’s hard to believe555Please respect copyright.PENANA50BnpN8tWi
That there’s no way out for you and me555Please respect copyright.PENANAdHuS1OxcoL
And it seems to be the story of our lives555Please respect copyright.PENANA6EIhju8yKf
Nobody wins when everyone’s losing555Please respect copyright.PENANAQi1IKmHNlN
There’s still time to turn this around555Please respect copyright.PENANAGL4YbrPiRn
You could be building this up instead of tearing it down555Please respect copyright.PENANA8alDG6IfmQ
But I keep thinking555Please respect copyright.PENANAN2LXiZuvge
Maybe it’s too late
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As Katherine lay in bed, resting, stuck in the memory of her parents slaughtered, Damon appeared in her memory, ready to torment her about it.555Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0CoFJjnDU
“You know, your family’s death was all your fault,” he told her.555Please respect copyright.PENANAMZPrcA7Jzh
“Get. Out. Of. My. Head,” she said angrily, mad at him for being inside her head and trying to torment her.555Please respect copyright.PENANAncPcwFeBLf
He didn’t heed, but instead, went on to comment about the style that Klaus used, saying that he admired how he’d put the sword through her father and made him hang on the wall.555Please respect copyright.PENANA9AhwFN1Owi
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*The Return*
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Katherine stood in front of him in the living room.555Please respect copyright.PENANAHF9RD6n6mf
“Kiss me or kill me. Which will it be, Damon? We both know you’re only capable of one.”555Please respect copyright.PENANAM2iUVwlvYN
He pinned her to the floor with a hand around her throat. He thought about the latter, but then a moment later, he let go of her and kissed her.555Please respect copyright.PENANA1LPxzJAHhR
She kissed back with a smile and they blurred towards a wall, her against it, and they continued kissing.555Please respect copyright.PENANAtbOlXQ43lQ
He pulled away five minutes later.555Please respect copyright.PENANAJrwKli6rIH
“Wait. Time out.”555Please respect copyright.PENANAkxLw64cQiG
She pushed him away and stepped back, waiting for him to continue.555Please respect copyright.PENANAgWxwNq6IWx
“I have a question. Answer it and it’s back to rockets and red glare. Answer it right and I’ll forget the last 145 years I spent missing you. I’ll forget everything and we can start over. That’s the beauty of eternity. See, we have time. I need the truth just this once.”555Please respect copyright.PENANAGfzT9W9voY
She stood in front of him.555Please respect copyright.PENANA22Z3GKukqZ
“Stop. I already know the question and its answer.”555Please respect copyright.PENANAmluiCxGjUO
He rested gentle hands on either side of her face.555Please respect copyright.PENANAy493lKYWVL
“The truth is…I’ve never loved you.”555Please respect copyright.PENANAgbv9pDyI32
She took his hands and put them down, before walking off.555Please respect copyright.PENANAqV4s9VEjPf
As she walked off, everything she said sunk in and he grabbed a shot glass, chucking it at the fireplace. As a result, it shattered into a million pieces, just as he felt like right now.
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*Present*
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It’s like one step forward and two steps back555Please respect copyright.PENANAkWRSVg2lmZ
No matter what I do you’re always mad555Please respect copyright.PENANACbuA6NlaK6
And I, baby, I’m starting to see555Please respect copyright.PENANAsIjhuYg6Wh
Maybe we’re not meant to be
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As he scanned her, he saw a dagger in her thigh and her lower stomach and side were bleeding. To top it off, there was blood on either side of her head and she was pale from blood loss.555Please respect copyright.PENANA7tIUSIWEYT
After another moment of looking her over, he pulled the arrow out and gently picked her up in his arms, taking her to his car.555Please respect copyright.PENANAA1nc3OAwhD
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As he drove out of town to the nearest town and hospital, he hoped that she’d make it. All he could do was hope. He’d hated her for so long and now he cared for her. He didn’t hate her anymore. He just wanted her to live. His hatred had died when she had died. Besides, no one deserved to be treated the way Kai liked to treat others.555Please respect copyright.PENANAJoeA85fu8I
He looked over at her.555Please respect copyright.PENANAVNIXik9Fix
“Katherine, can you hear me? I need you to open your eyes. I know I was an ass before you died and I’m sorry for that.”555Please respect copyright.PENANAPDct0H7n8a
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When he got parked in the hospital parking lot and opened her side of the car, she began to wake up and he went to her side. He could see that though she was awake, she was fighting as to not go under again.555Please respect copyright.PENANAeNjczxzd5U
“Hey. You’re finally awake.” He gently picked her up in his arms and walked to the hospital building. “Stay with me. You’re going to be okay. Just stay with me.”555Please respect copyright.PENANAQN4kIurZ77
She was barely awake, as he entered and got some help for her.555Please respect copyright.PENANAr3KRlVVDy4
A few minutes later, she was rushed down the hallway with a breathing mask on her.555Please respect copyright.PENANAVx7OUFk8F4
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A few hours later, he entered her hospital room after she’d survived the surgery, and sat on her bedside, his hands in hers.555Please respect copyright.PENANAxv120lYBGN
“You’re lucky. You know that? You’ve been through hell and back and survived.”555Please respect copyright.PENANAiQHZdOIxrD
He gave a smile, though she wasn’t awake yet.555Please respect copyright.PENANAnOHrwPfXJC
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An hour later, she woke up and he gave a smile, which she returned.555Please respect copyright.PENANAFQsvvxe0vr
“Thanks,” she said.555Please respect copyright.PENANA4Ic4cQ9HWX
“Well, you didn’t deserve that and I don’t hate you anymore,” he replied.555Please respect copyright.PENANAwMlbqTMhRZ
“Well, thanks for the save anyway.” She smiled. “If it’s any consolation, thinking about you kept me going.”555Please respect copyright.PENANALwCdVyWRHO
She slowly sat up in bed and gave him a kiss, which he lustfully returned. After her death and near death experience, he realized that he loved her.555Please respect copyright.PENANA1LYG4nApRo
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A month later, they were a couple again.