tell me something
what are you supposed to feel179Please respect copyright.PENANADk1lYnEcA4
when your world is crashing down around you,179Please respect copyright.PENANAzVW5GLVrVj
when atlas can no longer bear the weight of the sky,179Please respect copyright.PENANAmobxAg9JHI
just as you can’t take the beating from your heart anymore?
did you know179Please respect copyright.PENANAZsDYKi2SvF
that stars die?179Please respect copyright.PENANAQTBKo5dgaW
these gigantic floating masses of the physical embodiment of light die179Please respect copyright.PENANAGWYKD5qQMY
and we think we can live forever on this dying, fallen earth179Please respect copyright.PENANANt8tJt4jeX
(orbiting a sun that’s burning itself out)
— in memories?179Please respect copyright.PENANAlS26HpXhlC
memories don’t mean a thing179Please respect copyright.PENANALMLgu5kKea
when the people who knew of us have died179Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5xyf7SaUH
when the books that were written about us have never been plucked off the shelves179Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4gU6CH1t6
and when even our bones disappear to fill this dying earth179Please respect copyright.PENANAB8hyGS3X7x
with even more forgotten dead things
and i can’t179Please respect copyright.PENANASM4jAiqgNT
i can’t
i c a n n o t
stress enough that when i’m gone179Please respect copyright.PENANAO1wmnvXQMS
it will not matter to anyone on this earth in the end179Please respect copyright.PENANAkiXvpB5N86
because those gone are better off dead179Please respect copyright.PENANAuRcZdZdbuX
and those dead are better off forgotten
so tell me179Please respect copyright.PENANAHBD5Qnjmv1
why do you insist that i should live?
is it so that you can feel better about yourself?179Please respect copyright.PENANA4oSwKj2317
is it so that you can believe without a doubt179Please respect copyright.PENANAy4f4oepSvI
that you have made a positive difference in someone else’s life?179Please respect copyright.PENANA7atVeMGouU
is it so that you don’t have to feel the guilt179Please respect copyright.PENANAfMP4zRyD1K
knowing that maybe there could have been one more useless piece of trash179Please respect copyright.PENANAvtdyeIUadG
taking up space, air, and resources someone else who was worth anything needed179Please respect copyright.PENANAfUHyuv9o7X
except there isn’t because you didn’t say anything?
don’t you know179Please respect copyright.PENANAd8I8GO29hQ
don’t you know179Please respect copyright.PENANAe8oOkLQ6Jm
don’t you know179Please respect copyright.PENANA8oMNwPMq7d
i’m already dead179Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3qZJFzr5V
this body still moves179Please respect copyright.PENANAftY1oS5B3g
but my heart has been torn apart so many times179Please respect copyright.PENANASgfiyPZ3Fv
that sometimes i wonder if its beating is not because it is alive179Please respect copyright.PENANA0QFdvattOm
but because the world insists on making sure it’s dead179Please respect copyright.PENANArlnYpLkFRv
by pounding all tragedy into it
what can you do to save me from that?179Please respect copyright.PENANA4A4ngyNF0Q
what am i supposed to do to come back to life?
tell me179Please respect copyright.PENANAvOoMTk9ToL
tell me179Please respect copyright.PENANAM5K9Petpye
tell me
please
maybe i want to live
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