聽著Alvin一邊讀著這封信,我也一邊強忍著淚水。96Please respect copyright.PENANApi80HEr0mU
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但身為專業的電台主持人怎能這樣呢?96Please respect copyright.PENANAxhJ7617dTL
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「老實講,我其實知道呢個消息之後,我一直都冇喊過。我一直都覺得佢唔想見到我咁傷心。」他接著說。96Please respect copyright.PENANATPRXFXPC8o
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「但其實你只係強制壓抑住自己,你搵唔到方法去發洩自己嘅情緒。」我說。96Please respect copyright.PENANAuPq5ogXJs6
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「佢喺我心目中係個好堅強嘅人,我都唔想變得咁脆弱。」96Please respect copyright.PENANAUBBo491nbL
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「愛情之間邊有得話佢係咁我就要係咁?我覺得呢個時候都冇話堅唔堅強,喊就代表你唔堅強啦咩?喊出黎只係一種宣洩唔開心嘅一種方法。如果你冇唔開心你就真係堅強啦!因為你係冷血嘅。但我相信你一定係好愛佢,你一定係好唔開心。96Please respect copyright.PENANAlvD4cFPxgi
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聽我講啦,咩男人流血不流淚其實只係廢話,有啲淚,係要流出黎。」96Please respect copyright.PENANAp5Ks12xMz5
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「不過咁,我地今日要討論嘅,都唔係咩要唔要喊嘅事。你有冇咩想同佢講下啊?我俾少少時間你喺到同佢講下啦。」未待他回應,我便接著說。96Please respect copyright.PENANAJFJuQtbUnV
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「多謝你主持人。」96Please respect copyright.PENANAOcub8SlJ4L
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「啊..子月,你喺天國上面好嗎?我知你咁善良嘅女仔一定會上天國。千祈唔好怪責自己嘅..不辭而別,我知你其實係為我好嘅。你記住喺上面睇實我,睇實我點樣做人,睇實我點樣生活,睇實我點樣..過好每一日。96Please respect copyright.PENANATjaBc0nDXv
最後我想講..我真係好掛住你。」96Please respect copyright.PENANAjpjQ8k1SMt
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此時的Alvin,已經泣不成聲。96Please respect copyright.PENANAZspxUjP4Aj
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「Alvin加油啊,其實我都好明你嘅感受,不過你唔可以放棄自己。一放棄自己,就會辜負你女朋友對你嘅期望。」我說。96Please respect copyright.PENANAwuv3y5Sv87
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「我知道,我一定會好好做人。」96Please respect copyright.PENANAMgzodwMHw3
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或許人成熟了,才懂得怎樣去面對不快樂。96Please respect copyright.PENANAubAcewTlDR
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已逝的人就像自己心裡的一塊拼圖,失去了,便沒可能再完整,也成為了自己一生的缺憾。但往往像提醒著我們要好好珍惜剩下來的所有。96Please respect copyright.PENANAPfgZEZfQTX
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可是,若我們不好好面對自己的創傷,這遺失了的拼圖,卻仿佛失去了它的意義。96Please respect copyright.PENANA4AZKa64ckK
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「好啦,我地而加都要去一去廣告,廣告翻黎繼續,徘徊太子道。」我向所有在收聽節目的觀眾說。96Please respect copyright.PENANAosKd0z7WXo
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廣告一開始,我便走出了直播室。96Please respect copyright.PENANADFePIfJjKB
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「呼。」我深深的呼了一口氣。96Please respect copyright.PENANAtXMikB2kJd
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「好難受啊可?」我問Sally。96Please respect copyright.PENANAeCruztvRib
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她不斷的點頭。96Please respect copyright.PENANAiTvQQHWrGR
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「可惜啊,佢打電話黎我其實幫唔到佢啲乜,我又唔想講埋啲好例牌嘅安慰說話。」我說。96Please respect copyright.PENANAHGLOw7D23V
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「人生最痛苦嘅係生離死別,生離尚可以釋懷,但估唔到今次嘅生離竟然已經係死別。」她說。96Please respect copyright.PENANA2UyTxIJEB9
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「Sally姐果然係Sally姐,一句就講曬我想講嘅嘢。」96Please respect copyright.PENANAAdU6s17McM
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沒錯,我一直在想的就是生離死別這個命題。生離是一種痛,但仍可視作一種希望。或許Alvin在等待中,仍能盼望著有一天,子月會重新出現在他的面前,跟他說一聲:「我很好。」96Please respect copyright.PENANAJbCr7k2HNi
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但恐怕經歷死別的人卻沒有那麼幸運,不僅不能聽到一句「我很好」,甚至乎,一句「再見」也來得異常奢侈。96Please respect copyright.PENANAMe3bAvC7q5
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「希望佢可以放低呢種痛啦。」我說。96Please respect copyright.PENANADuqCHwhy79
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「估唔到睇戲先有嘅劇情發生喺自己面前,一啲都唔戲劇化。」她說。96Please respect copyright.PENANAI4Nr9JYb1m
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「我覺得係因為最重要嘅唔係個過程點樣曲折離奇,而係果種對失去嘅嘢再追唔翻嘅感覺,無論係點樣演繹,都會令所有人都有好切身嘅感受。」96Please respect copyright.PENANARhyOLcTskW
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「因為呢樣嘢係冇人可以避免到,除非你由頭到尾都係得一個人。」她補充我的話說。96Please respect copyright.PENANAbczoAKvPJf
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「冇錯啦!」我稱讚她,她的領悟力可真是高啊。96Please respect copyright.PENANAjMo1p8G56b
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「咁你呢,點解你會話你好深感受?」她突然問我。96Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9e2Ir3skM
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「唔講呢啲住啦,要繼續做節目。」我說。96Please respect copyright.PENANAEjpZP9HQnu
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我怕我一說出來,會令自己更難受。96Please respect copyright.PENANAm6lFcqMWHV
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當廣告時段完結後,我重新回到崗位繼續我的工作。96Please respect copyright.PENANAIq0YW8m6CC
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原本我該放下剛才佛留在腦中那不快的思緒,去接聽下一個電話。卻沒想到,接下來的電話都是一些有心人打來跟Alvin打氣。96Please respect copyright.PENANAanZ8EVifGA
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他們大多也分享了自己與Alvin相似的經歷。96Please respect copyright.PENANAGuJmOEY1xm
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這一晚的節目,突然變了一個為所有正在歷經離別的痛苦的朋友的加油打氣站。96Please respect copyright.PENANA9MRJDLrlog
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「嘩!你睇下個Facebook Page!」完了節目後,Sally突然大叫。96Please respect copyright.PENANALA6shAMBO9
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「有好多人都留言幫Alvin打氣!」她說。96Please respect copyright.PENANAd1bnNMhmzH
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「唔止Facebook,你個 IG都有好多人留言幫佢打氣。」她接著說。96Please respect copyright.PENANAozjrXvvYWB
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為了工作關係,我也開了一個工作用的Instagram。96Please respect copyright.PENANAf7eC5pmfS5
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我馬上拿起電話瀏覽這些留言,更多的人生經歷被記錄下來。雖然我跟他們素未謀面,他們短短的幾行字並未讓我了解他們當時的痛苦,但是,卻令我感覺到,他們都能成功地從陰霾逃出來。96Please respect copyright.PENANAeBgBbzyQo1
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「你睇下,阿彤個傻妹都有留言。」我笑著說。96Please respect copyright.PENANAjMyJnSgDqf
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「係喎!」Sally驚嘆道。96Please respect copyright.PENANATuUEzEceMB
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阿彤也是其中一位能夠忘掉過去的幸運兒。96Please respect copyright.PENANAH1tCoFe4rt
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又是一個普通的道別,把她和她的好朋友永遠的天人相隔。96Please respect copyright.PENANAGscgjWsXUv
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很多時候,痛苦都是很突然的打破我們生活的美好,突然得不能讓我們及時作出防備。96Please respect copyright.PENANAkE2DUlHqjq
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但往往我們不能做任何的事,除了接受。96Please respect copyright.PENANA4c1buDCLwK
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學會接受很困難,但也是我們必須學會的。96Please respect copyright.PENANA81Sh6Yh8ba
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到了翌日,仍不斷有新的留言在Facebook出現,雖然已經少了很多。96Please respect copyright.PENANAkTCGuRCcru
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Sally是FacebookPage的管理員,橫豎我也不怎麼喜歡做這些事。96Please respect copyright.PENANAZHxLKwR8q1
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她不斷的回覆網友的留言,起初只是循例說聲「謝謝」之類的說話。96Please respect copyright.PENANA1EXlnRc5Dt
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豈料她越回越起勁,後來更一起參與討論。96Please respect copyright.PENANAjsonnAjy2a
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「咁你覆得小心啲,唔好亂講嘢。」我在電話叮囑她。96Please respect copyright.PENANAJEHP3A9mvF
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「放心啦,你亂講嘢仲多過我啦!」在電話另一端的她說。96Please respect copyright.PENANAeP5cniAU2e
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那倒是,我所認識的Sally說話都很有分寸,也很一語中的。96Please respect copyright.PENANAIckwJliNRW
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我只是害怕她的直率會傷害到別人。96Please respect copyright.PENANAdpGRB5dDv0
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這樣想來,說話也真的是一門藝術。有時候說話已不是對與錯那般簡單,包含很多意思,並不是說著事實便代表你說得對。96Please respect copyright.PENANAYsMPeXIUYA
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能夠把說話的技巧發揮得淋漓盡致,恐怕世上只有阿強一人做到。96Please respect copyright.PENANAKyG7Sbih3G
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我係個電台DJ,每晚都做個無咩人聽嘅節目
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(二十八) 人生如戲
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