He thought she couldn’t hear him. But she could. She could hear him sliding into the room, moving to the chair when everyone else had left. When only nurses stalked the halls, and visiting hours were for those who slept in armchairs. He was there. 969Please respect copyright.PENANAEn257plSOn
Her family didn’t like him. Not really. They had worried he would lead her away, lead her down a path she shouldn’t go. She couldn’t go. The family was good at looking him up and down, wondering what she saw…what-what I saw.969Please respect copyright.PENANAoHoHrgazYs
Yes. This is me. Lying here, listening to him watch me.969Please respect copyright.PENANAIiAzB5NurI
Was I in a coma?
No. Not really. Not in the way that dulled my mind and lulled my senses to sleep. I’m still here.969Please respect copyright.PENANAqJVkmdapwR
I’m here. 969Please respect copyright.PENANAeMuoSEGH4k
But not really.969Please respect copyright.PENANAOkNWIu8p4B
I could feel him bend down to press his lips to my pale knuckles; I could sense his eyes on my face as surly as sunlight once did.969Please respect copyright.PENANARisnu2a4HP
But I could not move. I could not let him know. Let anyone know.969Please respect copyright.PENANAszZ1J0o7Dz
I’m here. 969Please respect copyright.PENANAp86daVxWkK
Yet somehow I knew he knew. He could see me. He pulled the chair closer to me, resting his head beside my still form.969Please respect copyright.PENANA2uBEeycMzj
A touching situation, a desperate hope, unspoken questioned fears.969Please respect copyright.PENANA3LS52D0bJY
How did we end here? How could I feel his hair brush against my fingers and remain motionless?969Please respect copyright.PENANAMzfGj3R3cq
One day my body just… stopped. A clock that stopped ticking. My heart still beat, my lungs still responded. My body swallowed.969Please respect copyright.PENANAKjcZwizLnL
Then why did I stop? Why did my arms stop moving? Why did my eyelids slam shut?969Please respect copyright.PENANACU5c25JG6q
Because I don’t belong here.969Please respect copyright.PENANAUOSfOTpll7
I’m no angel, though he always said I was. It holds no importance now. I had fallen in love with my project. I had been warned of the consequences, I know that. I had been called foolish, selfish, honour breaking, deceitful. I was a machine that was put down.969Please respect copyright.PENANA1LsZHQxtab
He didn’t know that. He doesn’t know what I am. He doesn’t know that I- that I’m not as real as I made out to be. I’m not a machine as such. I can think and feel, I can feel my heart racing through me as surly as any human being. If you scratch away my flesh, organs reside within. But my mind – my cerebral structure is the perfect replica of the human brain. I remember when I opened my eyes, when I looked about me and felt the white light dancing across me, turning to the eyes that boggled me through the glass. I was a baby, an infant with growing potential. I felt more than out of place within the world – I felt curious about it the way a tourist explores a new city, knowing they don’t belong, yet excited for the possibilities. 969Please respect copyright.PENANAa7GZRbKJ7L
But I belonged with him.969Please respect copyright.PENANAhnUisxk97q
I was created for people. I was directed to guide them, to care and protect them. I loved them. Strength hidden within tender fragility, love healing blinding hate and consuming fear. Humans’ burn brightly, a fire that could heal or destroy in the same breath. I loved them against better judgement. So was it such a leap to fall for a boy who held the spark in his soul, yet shrouded in darkness? He encompassed my purpose and my love all in one human body. Was it such a shock? The computer data in my systems say it was a logical step, so logical my creators ought to have seen it coming. But they didn’t.969Please respect copyright.PENANAePYi6NVH62
Do I regret it?969Please respect copyright.PENANAIplVdVQi8x
Not for a moment. But maybe I should.969Please respect copyright.PENANA1x0MEvZvnN
“Shasha,” he mumbled beside me, his face planted into the hospital bed, “I heard the doctors talking… they said they were going to shut you down. What does that mean?”969Please respect copyright.PENANAHfxt3ipqMC
I fought my circuits. I wanted to yell, to scream, to hold him as he shook beside my still form. And yet, I couldn’t blink as he demanded answers from me. 969Please respect copyright.PENANAml2A2rt5SA
“Shasha, I was hoping you’d wake up for me. I know it was stupid to think that… but I don’t know, I just hoped…”969Please respect copyright.PENANAY93U2x9AHe
I wanted to intertwine my fingers into his, to run them up his face and smile reassuringly into his face. But I couldn’t, no matter how I struggled.969Please respect copyright.PENANAiKqLe3UfPi
But then.969Please respect copyright.PENANAaAjQzqKnum
A finger moved. My ring finger gracefully bent at the knuckle as though bowing to an assembly.969Please respect copyright.PENANApPgOumljXj
I heard his breath catch, I felt his own rough, calloused fingers running over my own feverishly, as though trying to capture that moment of freedom. My spirit – for indeed I believed I had one mustered together for one final assault.969Please respect copyright.PENANAkE2cSs7PDv
I opened my eyes to the trudging of boots in the hallway. I watched the fear and rage battle across his face as men with the logo of a snake around an apple marched into the room. He moved in front of me, attempting to block them as his instincts read their body language.969Please respect copyright.PENANAszGDXCHbGS
The captain smiled as he padded into the room, his pony tail held back with a single blood red ribbon.969Please respect copyright.PENANAnf6rFvznqo
“You can’t have her!” My visitor growled, hand out over my frozen body.969Please respect copyright.PENANACZSnjXBdar
The captain’s smile deepened, his face the likeness of a Greek god sneering down to the earthlings below him.969Please respect copyright.PENANAczuQVCP1xY
“Human, we were not sent for her.”969Please respect copyright.PENANA7RzITfvQT7
My visitor lifted his chin, his eyes burning, "I know what she is, but-but I don't care."969Please respect copyright.PENANACldaaCkQXV
The captain raised his hand and he smiled cheerfully. My insides screamed, no programing could stop the hot tears sliding peacefully down my cheeks.969Please respect copyright.PENANAMHpDFoWR3x
As I watched my visitor fall. 969Please respect copyright.PENANAQSe0FI9zqO
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