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“Honey?”1091Please respect copyright.PENANATv7ai3JwWK
“Rachael, I don’t have the bloody time to – ” Adam drops his cutlery and throws up his hands.1091Please respect copyright.PENANANdxzAqwx7r
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry!” Rachael returns back to her breakfast. With a grunt, Adam returns to his.1091Please respect copyright.PENANAkJlGIhuvsE
The rest of the meal passes in silence.1091Please respect copyright.PENANADy5H6m42sO
The tall, unshaven man rises from his seat and almost trips on a bottle lying on the floor.1091Please respect copyright.PENANAQE025U7pKI
“Idiot!” He yells. “Don’t you ever clean this rotten house up?” He kicks at it forcefully and it smashes against the wall, tiny green crystals cascading onto the ground.1091Please respect copyright.PENANAaWDskwInVg
Biting her lip: “I try.”1091Please respect copyright.PENANAb1lRRaUTrt
As if satisfied by his outbreak of force, Adam deflates. “Good.”1091Please respect copyright.PENANAV4gfBtlQCg
There’s a pause. “…Honey?”1091Please respect copyright.PENANAoORRbGt4bc
“For God’s sake, Rachael, what is it?” Adam turns to face his wife.1091Please respect copyright.PENANAyeNkqpmPYK
Tentatively, she takes a small packet of white powder out from under the table. “…I found this in your pockets after you passed out last night. Adam, what is this?” Her eyes are wide, worried and pleading.1091Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZUcfaTn8E
“What do you think it is?” His reply is throwaway; he barely gives the bag a glance.1091Please respect copyright.PENANAc0GeUaYEQO
“Doesn’t it bother you?” She’s sweating: she knows that she might be crossing a line.1091Please respect copyright.PENANArl3baU0cE1
“Why would it?” His tone of voice already changes; suspicious of her intentions.1091Please respect copyright.PENANAD05aiP1cES
“I mean, for him.” She gestures vaguely to the bedroom at the back of the apartment where their son is still sleeping. “I don’t think all of this is good for him… He scratches himself.”1091Please respect copyright.PENANAOxTYlzHeEV
“…And?” Questioning. Provoking. Is this the man she married twenty years ago?1091Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZwQsFQkDb
“I think you shouldn’t drink so much. Or take…” She throws the packet onto the floor. “It’s not good. For you. Or for him.” She gasps, then holds her breath, waiting for the explosion.1091Please respect copyright.PENANATXcKtuSdOJ
For a moment, everything is frozen – but then it happens – the side of his hand coming into contact with her left cheek.1091Please respect copyright.PENANAnSRsgsscJW
Her cry of pain isn’t registered in Adam’s mind. He’s staring at his hand as if it is somehow dirty, and with a growing feeling of shame he stumbles out of the apartment, but not before grabbing the abandoned bag on the floor.1091Please respect copyright.PENANAE4KPEa8dWP
“S***, I’m sorry, Rachael.” But the words are said long after his leaving, leaving his mouth only when he is sitting on the curb of the path outside.1091Please respect copyright.PENANAOU3SiRjO7M
Confused, angry, forlorn, ashamed, he curses under his breath. Since when was he like this?1091Please respect copyright.PENANAi6D0UsipBC
He tears the packet open and pours the contents onto his hand before inhaling them, hating yet relishing the sting up his nostrils.1091Please respect copyright.PENANAF2IQCZ0BvZ
He just wants to forget. In his younger and more vulnerable years his father beat him: and every day he asks himself what he did wrong.1091Please respect copyright.PENANAAfMVhrrXAY
Dazed, he walks up the street.1091Please respect copyright.PENANArOnnPNZvAO
It hasn’t occurred to him yet that it wasn’t his fault.
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He wakes on something soft. Green. Grass?1091Please respect copyright.PENANAFRfzSIBY8F
His stomach returns the breakfast it so willingly accepted earlier that day (yesterday, perhaps?), bile burning his throat as the liquid leaves his mouth.1091Please respect copyright.PENANAmUOR9d0YbM
Rachael. Beautiful Rachael. She was upset about something. She’s always upset.1091Please respect copyright.PENANARr8l9XwPYO
He gets up onto his knees. “Rachael!” He yells. Where is she? He wants to say something to her. Something he hasn’t said to her for a long time.1091Please respect copyright.PENANAsLQEItRf16
He laughs in relief when he sees her, standing all the way at the top of the hill.1091Please respect copyright.PENANA2sz4Cc7tCi
Gone are the creases of worry that lined her face, gone are the tears she often cried.1091Please respect copyright.PENANAIu6P7pquCT
And, can he see – or is it just his imagination? – just like the first strands of sunlight dancing over the tops of distant mountains, the faintest of smiles lifting the corners of her lips?1091Please respect copyright.PENANAQJNFuE1eBA
“Rachael!” He runs up towards her with all of his dissipating strength, not stopping, not even when his legs protest in pain, he’s rushing towards her open arms, the clouds in the blue sky singing a symphony of joy – he falls into her embrace, feeling her warmth, her happiness, surround him entirely.1091Please respect copyright.PENANAQIOj67gDfp
He whispers into her ear what he never had the courage to say; just a few words, but he can tell how much they mean to her, and finally – finally! – as the sun rises on Icarus Point, her growing smile lights up those final moments, with her laugh outplaying the birds spiraling into the heavens, he knows that she forgives him.1091Please respect copyright.PENANAsQsSIEut8l
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diende…
~Ad infinitum~1091Please respect copyright.PENANApb4LFyQ4Dm
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