The Burdens - Planning Something I'll Never Go Through With

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Left the world I'm living in , broken down my elements 714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07vE8G9sVk

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Feels like I'm gonna die real soon 714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HWReRK6Gv

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The day that I stop seeing the hope inside 714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJltXclCTg

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I know it's cause I'll feel so alone 714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudOLcmBD4v

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I can't tell them when I'm leaving 714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONH7ABX88t

Even if they wouldn't take me seriously

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Than I am for my own keeping 714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgjgKBy7UE

I am too afraid of leaving

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