The Burdens - Planning Something I'll Never Go Through With

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The day that I stop seeing the hope inside 712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UHae9llem

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I know it's cause I'll feel so alone 712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeochlxFKwZ

Then my goodbye won't just be leaving 712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMq3kGRn6x

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I can't tell them when I'm leaving 712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZZdLmirBb

Even if they wouldn't take me seriously

I'm More concerned of their well being712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6dHZkOIEA

Than I am for my own keeping 712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFAn9aXhHQ

I am too afraid of leaving

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