My greatest fear is being alone, because when you are alone, you truly have nothing. It's like running down an empty hallway, the only door lies at the end. However the more you run, the more you try the hallway keeps growing, until you're even more alone than you were to start with.
When I was young, my father left me locked in a closet. I was scared and crying, because it was dark and along, until I heard a voice talking to me through the door. It was my brother, and I knew then that I wasn't alone.
It's so easy to feel empty when your mind is filled with emotions. It's even easier to feel so alone yet be surrounded by people, and that scares me because I don't want to be alone anymore. When your alone, this darkness surrounds you. The air becomes heavy with nothingness and you feel yourself start to die inside. It's the day you can stand in a room with family and friends yet not recognize them. And, most often, it is on the days when you need someone the most that you realise just how alone you truly are.
I hate the feeling of being alone, because it brings back memories from a time when no one cared, when no one heard the cries for help, and not one person saw the tears streaming down a small boy's face. It brings back nights of screaming for someone to hear me, only to wake up and realize not a single person was around. It's when I'm at my weakest, nothing more than a scared boy inside a shell of a man, and its always there waiting for me.
Being alone hurts, especially when you've been alone way too long.
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