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迴憶
Author:
玄涵月

ISSUE #12
迴憶11 好朋友
#玄涵月346Please respect copyright.PENANANALHB2WDML
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返家後月霖拿了一個手工便當給我,他說本來打算在山上一起吃,結果尷尬癌發作不好意思交給我,但又怕我餓,所以最後還是拿出來了。346Please respect copyright.PENANArmOrj9MXuM
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精緻的木盒裡裝的是花壽司,夾起來會發現中間的熱狗,特意排成心型,只是有幾塊長得歪歪斜斜的,看起來特別好笑。346Please respect copyright.PENANARdOxoAq474
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真是個傻瓜⋯⋯346Please respect copyright.PENANA0vIvV13RuY
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我拿出手機準備替這盒壽司拍照,就在開啟屏幕的時候,沈鈺芯的臉書跳了出來。346Please respect copyright.PENANAzUdr4EcZyb
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對了,剛才忘了關。346Please respect copyright.PENANA2wWPcPubxY
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我收起餐盒,走到房間準備好好研究一下她的臉書。346Please respect copyright.PENANAYTI0eS14Hb
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點入鈺芯的私人介面時,發現她跟一個空白帳號掛著穩定交往,往下滑赫然發現那個空白帳號的主角居然就是『月霖』,裡面滿滿的閃照,相片中的鈺芯笑得好燦爛。346Please respect copyright.PENANAMj8BoiO8Tq
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這是到底怎麼回事⋯⋯月霖跟鈺芯是情侶?346Please respect copyright.PENANAOek4ALzECv
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那為什麼小月還要跟我告白?346Please respect copyright.PENANAfmotXM5Yix
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所以現在是⋯⋯?346Please respect copyright.PENANAeQQrYy2Jgz
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該不會月是愛情騙子,是個虛情假意的渣男吧⋯⋯346Please respect copyright.PENANAkmpFSMqiax
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可惡,頭好痛什麼都想不起來。346Please respect copyright.PENANAbR0Z3nB6HZ
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我試著看完所有動態,比較近期的照片幾乎都兩人甜蜜蜜的相片,月霖的表情很怪,雖然笑著但卻異常詭異,感覺就是那種皮笑肉不笑的表情,而且這個交往的連結帳號早已被刪個精光,只留下一片空白,名字也用奇怪的英文代替。346Please respect copyright.PENANA1ScZCLlxke
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看到現在,我發現鈺芯似乎是個人緣很好的女孩,她的照片有很多留言跟讚甚至也有我的留言,但只要我留言,無論說什麼都會被人圍剿,看來國中時期的我人緣很差,只是我不懂,當時的我為何要熱臉貼冷屁股呢?何不像現在這樣獨善其身就好?346Please respect copyright.PENANArmlew5zlkc
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想不通⋯⋯但應該跟這個女孩有關,爬過所有文章跟對話,鈺芯一直都會友善的回應我,甚至還會特別標註我,因為被點名所以不得不回應嗎⋯⋯346Please respect copyright.PENANAPSJS9rOTen
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算了,不想了。346Please respect copyright.PENANAgoM1jkFrqi
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我把動態拉到比較前面的日期,狀態開始出現三人行的照片,相片中的我眼神黯淡無光,我總是在那女孩的左手邊,她的右手永遠是摟著月霖的手臂,看起來非常幸福。346Please respect copyright.PENANA4SUJvXTWfx
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動態上的文字還寫著,我與兩個最愛的人⋯⋯346Please respect copyright.PENANAHneb6tcToR
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嘔——346Please respect copyright.PENANAak0mm7pD9v
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我的胃突然一陣痙攣,強烈的不適感令我發抖,額角跟掌心也莫名的出汗。346Please respect copyright.PENANAkzrxSXu86V
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身體發出強烈抗議,只能起身前去浴室淨洗,當我抬頭對看到鏡內的自己時,眼淚不自覺地滑落,好像快想起什麼,但又想不起來,只覺得好難過、好想哭、心好痛⋯⋯346Please respect copyright.PENANAiN0oyaKXei
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⋯⋯五分鐘過去,總算能控制自己的情緒,我漫步到廚房為自己沖了一杯阿華田,甜甜的滋味讓我好過很多。346Please respect copyright.PENANAWA0PsCuCLe
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我回到房間裹著棉被繼續爬文滑手機,指尖往之前的日子走去,時間來到國一下。346Please respect copyright.PENANAjBTOMiPwHB
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照片中的我模樣明顯精神許多,但眼神仍藏著些許哀傷,月霖的臉色也不好看,但鈺芯依然笑容燦爛的站在我們之間。346Please respect copyright.PENANAVcM8274JLK
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很怪,真的⋯⋯很怪。346Please respect copyright.PENANAcPSGmYL265
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但哪裡奇怪,我也說不上來,只覺得我們的關係非常微妙,甚至可以說詭異?346Please respect copyright.PENANAmSZJCxAvWx
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我繼續轉動時間的紀錄,看到一個叫雲端硬碟的軟體,這讓我的心抽了一下,沒意外的話,裏頭肯定藏了什麼,這沒來由的直覺驅使我下載app,一點開我便發現,那是我曾經下載過的軟體,既然如此那麼這個軟體肯定更有故事。346Please respect copyright.PENANAeuDJyiyXtk
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等待的時間是煎熬的,所以我決定繼續爬文,分散注意力。346Please respect copyright.PENANAIxW128Ogpi
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螢幕內的照片來到剛入學時,我們三人都笑得很燦爛、一副無憂無慮的樣子,月霖正躲在我的身後扮鬼臉。346Please respect copyright.PENANAe6rb6ZnUmG
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看到她國一時期青澀卻秀麗的面容,腦中漸漸出現一幕清晰的畫面,那是在開學不久後,我們剛變成朋友的日子,她笑著跟我說。346Please respect copyright.PENANA6VCSfwPYIc
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「羽涵我們是好朋友吧?那我想告訴妳一個秘密,就是我、喜、歡、月、霖。」346Please respect copyright.PENANAlyjIWP8qco
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她的笑容好美、好甜,像盛開的花蕊,鈺芯握住我的手,撒嬌的說。346Please respect copyright.PENANAJu407BS85Z
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「這個秘密只有妳知道,妳一定得幫我,我打聽過了,妳們並沒有交往,因此身為我最好朋友的妳一定會幫我的吧?」346Please respect copyright.PENANApOdBojlej6
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⋯⋯她的表情不容拒絕。346Please respect copyright.PENANAj1VbJkWJW3
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所以我沒有拒絕⋯⋯346Please respect copyright.PENANAunym5e1k5g
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頓時,明白當時的自己為什麼會哭了,難怪剛剛小月告白時,會浮現她的名字。346Please respect copyright.PENANAZOlY6R3IUn
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原來是這樣,我站起身走了走,喝了一口溫掉的阿華田試著整理自己的心情。346Please respect copyright.PENANAhnbGhPLlpa
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就在這時一個念頭突然閃進我的思緒中,剛剛的動態,他們好像從三年級才開始交往,三年級下學期開始熱戀,為什麼不是國一或國二就交往?而是在國三呢?346Please respect copyright.PENANA5bmAYi8bfh
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國三⋯⋯346Please respect copyright.PENANAy4pmbolyFF
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三年級下學期,畢業前夕,不就是車禍的時間⋯⋯346Please respect copyright.PENANAVRmKHMwixh
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月霖怎麼會在熱戀期間跟她發生那麼劇烈的爭執,甚至還痛下毒手做出殺人計劃,而我當時又為什麼會衝出去罵她?346Please respect copyright.PENANAsilkpAjjra
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事情怎麼會越來越複雜了,討厭!煩死了——346Please respect copyright.PENANA1EC9pkjy6a
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叮!346Please respect copyright.PENANAYsx3nr0KDZ
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手機發出下載好的提示聲響,下方閃動的狀態,如警示燈般,告訴我危險勿入。346Please respect copyright.PENANANRgQydntoW
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我遲疑了一會,還是點開那個軟件,裏頭並沒有什麼奇怪的地方,但總是覺得卡卡的,甚至有點緊張,難道這一切都是我想多了⋯⋯346Please respect copyright.PENANAXWYPmsNLxV
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正當我要關掉前下意識點開未讀的紅點,系統信的下方有個與我共用的項目,在好奇心驅使之下,我啟開潘朵拉的盒子,惡意立刻穿越頻幕向我撲來。346Please respect copyright.PENANA4TsKNsfXmu
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螢幕上的檔案夾,有著醒目的標題,上頭打著『母豬』二字,持有人是Queen,發送日期是國二那年暑假,看到這我突然覺得異常痛苦,連換氣都覺得困難、淚水立刻奪眶而出、心痛如絞、肝膽欲裂,明明什麼都還沒看到卻已經難受到坐立難安。346Please respect copyright.PENANA5SGcrbn42B
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我再度離席,去廚房沖了杯熱牛奶,濃郁的奶香穩定我的情緒,我來回踱步了好一會,摸了摸籤筒,做好萬全的心理準備後才點開。346Please respect copyright.PENANA9Y1nOzTrME
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⋯⋯唔,嘔。346Please respect copyright.PENANA8WrdwCJpHa
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我摀著口鼻忍住翻騰的胃液,直瞅著手機裡面的圖片,那是一張張不堪入目的照片,相片中的主角,就像市場ˊ豬肉攤上躺平的母豬,全身被扒個精光,屈辱的攤在那,任人宰割。346Please respect copyright.PENANAt4RuYNBDfr
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雖然沒有血腥,但一樣令我感到震撼恐懼,因為那些是裸照⋯⋯346Please respect copyright.PENANAd98znWRKqK
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我的裸照——346Please respect copyright.PENANAXQdBHho5AC
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我沒想過,這樣的相片主角居然是我,照片中的我看起來神智不清、眼神渙散,背景很暗,感覺像在汽車旅館之類的地方。346Please respect copyright.PENANA5SwoqjNBC3
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我的腦袋一片慘白,無法接受眼前看到的一切,只能機械式的點開下個檔案,那是一封信,上面要求我每個月必需付五萬元,否則就公開照片張貼在各大援交網站上。346Please respect copyright.PENANAoR3T9F8YGM
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Queen提醒我,她擁有我所有資料,包含住家地址、電話跟就讀班級,就連我跟誰比較好都寫的清清楚楚。346Please respect copyright.PENANABEGpA5AEaZ
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只要我不聽話照做,她就會運用勢力讓我父母、朋友一起陪葬。346Please respect copyright.PENANAq7N7HXiFQC
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我雙肘靠在電腦桌上,掌心蓋住自己的臉,我不能理解現在看到的事物,到底是真是假,如果是真的⋯⋯那時的我是遇到什麼事,威脅我的又是誰?346Please respect copyright.PENANA0BRivGxBj9
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一個月五萬是多可怕的數字,那封信的下方有留下她的聯絡方式,包含line跟電話,這很明顯是恐嚇,如果我現在報警是否可以追溯到她?346Please respect copyright.PENANA9olzDjIZ82
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但如果報警我父母一定就會知道,弄不好學校也會知道,更不幸還可能被放上網取笑,想想就覺得頭皮發麻⋯⋯346Please respect copyright.PENANATPiSoRIlYw
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外婆我該怎麼辦?346Please respect copyright.PENANAqOn8Atmaor
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我起身為自己再沖了杯牛奶,加了兩顆方糖,試著以條列式列出自己的想法,我打開筆記本輸入幾個方案。346Please respect copyright.PENANAF9y0kE1UJ3
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1、豁出去報警。346Please respect copyright.PENANAYo26ADMZu7
2、找父母談談。346Please respect copyright.PENANAePTOXXny3o
3、找小月談談。346Please respect copyright.PENANABjn1T52XBx
4、裝作沒看到。346Please respect copyright.PENANAbPLL2l8jaC
5、去找那些好友套話。346Please respect copyright.PENANAFadlvxPdku
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我拿起籤筒搖晃,未來的命運將靠這一根生死籤,掉在我的面前是三號。346Please respect copyright.PENANAHIMYdghaur
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3宛如一隻展翅飛翔的鳥,我撫著上面的數字,默默許下心願,願神保佑。346Please respect copyright.PENANAhBTx2oBDcz
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