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玄涵月
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ISSUE #12
迴憶11 好朋友
#玄涵月247Please respect copyright.PENANABmMXfgGnjv
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返家後月霖拿了一個手工便當給我,他說本來打算在山上一起吃,結果尷尬癌發作不好意思交給我,但又怕我餓,所以最後還是拿出來了。247Please respect copyright.PENANAP2Y3lbyV4w
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精緻的木盒裡裝的是花壽司,夾起來會發現中間的熱狗,特意排成心型,只是有幾塊長得歪歪斜斜的,看起來特別好笑。247Please respect copyright.PENANAsrnuA3hYI1
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真是個傻瓜⋯⋯247Please respect copyright.PENANATlZZWHN5zZ
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我拿出手機準備替這盒壽司拍照,就在開啟屏幕的時候,沈鈺芯的臉書跳了出來。247Please respect copyright.PENANAJIzgeG6s7y
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對了,剛才忘了關。247Please respect copyright.PENANAk2yyaPaeJD
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我收起餐盒,走到房間準備好好研究一下她的臉書。247Please respect copyright.PENANArbLsz0pYvQ
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點入鈺芯的私人介面時,發現她跟一個空白帳號掛著穩定交往,往下滑赫然發現那個空白帳號的主角居然就是『月霖』,裡面滿滿的閃照,相片中的鈺芯笑得好燦爛。247Please respect copyright.PENANAOYcpD1oE6f
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這是到底怎麼回事⋯⋯月霖跟鈺芯是情侶?247Please respect copyright.PENANABPhU9Kpa7R
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那為什麼小月還要跟我告白?247Please respect copyright.PENANAtBWLuJNQCw
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所以現在是⋯⋯?247Please respect copyright.PENANAJHZBEWSHyU
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該不會月是愛情騙子,是個虛情假意的渣男吧⋯⋯247Please respect copyright.PENANAA8VTF9WhCu
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可惡,頭好痛什麼都想不起來。247Please respect copyright.PENANAo3ClFBHVMv
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我試著看完所有動態,比較近期的照片幾乎都兩人甜蜜蜜的相片,月霖的表情很怪,雖然笑著但卻異常詭異,感覺就是那種皮笑肉不笑的表情,而且這個交往的連結帳號早已被刪個精光,只留下一片空白,名字也用奇怪的英文代替。247Please respect copyright.PENANAxA5ojssoeh
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看到現在,我發現鈺芯似乎是個人緣很好的女孩,她的照片有很多留言跟讚甚至也有我的留言,但只要我留言,無論說什麼都會被人圍剿,看來國中時期的我人緣很差,只是我不懂,當時的我為何要熱臉貼冷屁股呢?何不像現在這樣獨善其身就好?247Please respect copyright.PENANADx6ZhcAAQf
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想不通⋯⋯但應該跟這個女孩有關,爬過所有文章跟對話,鈺芯一直都會友善的回應我,甚至還會特別標註我,因為被點名所以不得不回應嗎⋯⋯247Please respect copyright.PENANAdAirPB3PJT
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算了,不想了。247Please respect copyright.PENANAtgJjqfwwmX
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我把動態拉到比較前面的日期,狀態開始出現三人行的照片,相片中的我眼神黯淡無光,我總是在那女孩的左手邊,她的右手永遠是摟著月霖的手臂,看起來非常幸福。247Please respect copyright.PENANAjAZ7Fhh3zc
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動態上的文字還寫著,我與兩個最愛的人⋯⋯247Please respect copyright.PENANAsIpQGQ1puj
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嘔——247Please respect copyright.PENANAiBRr3vWCOA
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我的胃突然一陣痙攣,強烈的不適感令我發抖,額角跟掌心也莫名的出汗。247Please respect copyright.PENANADuEXHM3H6z
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身體發出強烈抗議,只能起身前去浴室淨洗,當我抬頭對看到鏡內的自己時,眼淚不自覺地滑落,好像快想起什麼,但又想不起來,只覺得好難過、好想哭、心好痛⋯⋯247Please respect copyright.PENANAQyUqcnBazh
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⋯⋯五分鐘過去,總算能控制自己的情緒,我漫步到廚房為自己沖了一杯阿華田,甜甜的滋味讓我好過很多。247Please respect copyright.PENANA5rGpcxP5g7
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我回到房間裹著棉被繼續爬文滑手機,指尖往之前的日子走去,時間來到國一下。247Please respect copyright.PENANAXgwbnRcqYb
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照片中的我模樣明顯精神許多,但眼神仍藏著些許哀傷,月霖的臉色也不好看,但鈺芯依然笑容燦爛的站在我們之間。247Please respect copyright.PENANAg0nqluqWCk
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很怪,真的⋯⋯很怪。247Please respect copyright.PENANANbsBCg9I43
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但哪裡奇怪,我也說不上來,只覺得我們的關係非常微妙,甚至可以說詭異?247Please respect copyright.PENANAKH8tPWfjND
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我繼續轉動時間的紀錄,看到一個叫雲端硬碟的軟體,這讓我的心抽了一下,沒意外的話,裏頭肯定藏了什麼,這沒來由的直覺驅使我下載app,一點開我便發現,那是我曾經下載過的軟體,既然如此那麼這個軟體肯定更有故事。247Please respect copyright.PENANALs3OB6K3PD
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等待的時間是煎熬的,所以我決定繼續爬文,分散注意力。247Please respect copyright.PENANAYg3LqPv25I
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螢幕內的照片來到剛入學時,我們三人都笑得很燦爛、一副無憂無慮的樣子,月霖正躲在我的身後扮鬼臉。247Please respect copyright.PENANAxhOlYreycc
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看到她國一時期青澀卻秀麗的面容,腦中漸漸出現一幕清晰的畫面,那是在開學不久後,我們剛變成朋友的日子,她笑著跟我說。247Please respect copyright.PENANAVF9cXK6MXM
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「羽涵我們是好朋友吧?那我想告訴妳一個秘密,就是我、喜、歡、月、霖。」247Please respect copyright.PENANAAJdqPIjdfT
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她的笑容好美、好甜,像盛開的花蕊,鈺芯握住我的手,撒嬌的說。247Please respect copyright.PENANAyHaOyjv5fo
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「這個秘密只有妳知道,妳一定得幫我,我打聽過了,妳們並沒有交往,因此身為我最好朋友的妳一定會幫我的吧?」247Please respect copyright.PENANAL5h8fcRmch
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⋯⋯她的表情不容拒絕。247Please respect copyright.PENANAi6wm3zbKpD
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所以我沒有拒絕⋯⋯247Please respect copyright.PENANARYen3X6uRa
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頓時,明白當時的自己為什麼會哭了,難怪剛剛小月告白時,會浮現她的名字。247Please respect copyright.PENANAadOXbF0Deh
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原來是這樣,我站起身走了走,喝了一口溫掉的阿華田試著整理自己的心情。247Please respect copyright.PENANAeLWWOEfzSd
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就在這時一個念頭突然閃進我的思緒中,剛剛的動態,他們好像從三年級才開始交往,三年級下學期開始熱戀,為什麼不是國一或國二就交往?而是在國三呢?247Please respect copyright.PENANAobbvZNwc84
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國三⋯⋯247Please respect copyright.PENANABRRJn6bTxX
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三年級下學期,畢業前夕,不就是車禍的時間⋯⋯247Please respect copyright.PENANAnCpRuuvdIg
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月霖怎麼會在熱戀期間跟她發生那麼劇烈的爭執,甚至還痛下毒手做出殺人計劃,而我當時又為什麼會衝出去罵她?247Please respect copyright.PENANAE0ytDhVzn7
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事情怎麼會越來越複雜了,討厭!煩死了——247Please respect copyright.PENANAIUR1GfzXCo
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叮!247Please respect copyright.PENANAhJwtrrGnkl
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手機發出下載好的提示聲響,下方閃動的狀態,如警示燈般,告訴我危險勿入。247Please respect copyright.PENANAlE6zzd70iJ
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我遲疑了一會,還是點開那個軟件,裏頭並沒有什麼奇怪的地方,但總是覺得卡卡的,甚至有點緊張,難道這一切都是我想多了⋯⋯247Please respect copyright.PENANAcLTTowhet6
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正當我要關掉前下意識點開未讀的紅點,系統信的下方有個與我共用的項目,在好奇心驅使之下,我啟開潘朵拉的盒子,惡意立刻穿越頻幕向我撲來。247Please respect copyright.PENANA7OtwTQgY5T
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螢幕上的檔案夾,有著醒目的標題,上頭打著『母豬』二字,持有人是Queen,發送日期是國二那年暑假,看到這我突然覺得異常痛苦,連換氣都覺得困難、淚水立刻奪眶而出、心痛如絞、肝膽欲裂,明明什麼都還沒看到卻已經難受到坐立難安。247Please respect copyright.PENANAxl6L2OeZrx
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我再度離席,去廚房沖了杯熱牛奶,濃郁的奶香穩定我的情緒,我來回踱步了好一會,摸了摸籤筒,做好萬全的心理準備後才點開。247Please respect copyright.PENANA2iK3NsTYmG
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⋯⋯唔,嘔。247Please respect copyright.PENANAZtzDOY4zfb
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我摀著口鼻忍住翻騰的胃液,直瞅著手機裡面的圖片,那是一張張不堪入目的照片,相片中的主角,就像市場ˊ豬肉攤上躺平的母豬,全身被扒個精光,屈辱的攤在那,任人宰割。247Please respect copyright.PENANAldm1PbK8xb
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雖然沒有血腥,但一樣令我感到震撼恐懼,因為那些是裸照⋯⋯247Please respect copyright.PENANAqSABYmH1ra
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我的裸照——247Please respect copyright.PENANAhwayzJYCGa
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我沒想過,這樣的相片主角居然是我,照片中的我看起來神智不清、眼神渙散,背景很暗,感覺像在汽車旅館之類的地方。247Please respect copyright.PENANAWTL7MePeGb
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我的腦袋一片慘白,無法接受眼前看到的一切,只能機械式的點開下個檔案,那是一封信,上面要求我每個月必需付五萬元,否則就公開照片張貼在各大援交網站上。247Please respect copyright.PENANAWkclpsaOOh
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Queen提醒我,她擁有我所有資料,包含住家地址、電話跟就讀班級,就連我跟誰比較好都寫的清清楚楚。247Please respect copyright.PENANAvEINmoRAJI
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只要我不聽話照做,她就會運用勢力讓我父母、朋友一起陪葬。247Please respect copyright.PENANAPYpqk1dsKT
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我雙肘靠在電腦桌上,掌心蓋住自己的臉,我不能理解現在看到的事物,到底是真是假,如果是真的⋯⋯那時的我是遇到什麼事,威脅我的又是誰?247Please respect copyright.PENANAAVYkWABT5X
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一個月五萬是多可怕的數字,那封信的下方有留下她的聯絡方式,包含line跟電話,這很明顯是恐嚇,如果我現在報警是否可以追溯到她?247Please respect copyright.PENANAWnIEThb6zH
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但如果報警我父母一定就會知道,弄不好學校也會知道,更不幸還可能被放上網取笑,想想就覺得頭皮發麻⋯⋯247Please respect copyright.PENANAqOyUUwAkg2
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外婆我該怎麼辦?247Please respect copyright.PENANAZnQ9mTyYmU
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我起身為自己再沖了杯牛奶,加了兩顆方糖,試著以條列式列出自己的想法,我打開筆記本輸入幾個方案。247Please respect copyright.PENANAIALk2IdveE
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1、豁出去報警。247Please respect copyright.PENANAqCoYlscGXo
2、找父母談談。247Please respect copyright.PENANAZE2hq4o2lU
3、找小月談談。247Please respect copyright.PENANAq3yZkZnnvN
4、裝作沒看到。247Please respect copyright.PENANAH5X7fy0D0g
5、去找那些好友套話。247Please respect copyright.PENANA2uE6i5tGWM
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我拿起籤筒搖晃,未來的命運將靠這一根生死籤,掉在我的面前是三號。247Please respect copyright.PENANARGkO7jP5bw
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3宛如一隻展翅飛翔的鳥,我撫著上面的數字,默默許下心願,願神保佑。247Please respect copyright.PENANA2NvsED15Dj
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