筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMc5Ztnknwa
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「獨處是不錯的。」我903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPcf2EVTwz
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLXDyFT6m8
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lC6bvAO6b
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlvzpuEUnv
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOs47f6wRLE
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「原本想。」他903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QkH6HxqhN
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuh9SaJ0cIY
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFj61dk83Jg
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56uSl2R5Rx
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsysGjVkdM8
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3E21JhiwL
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDz4tvh2tj
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGFeWYrKYM
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNUSfl8lGw
至少我當下還有介意著你的心903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHXwrpCPKt
雖然明天可能沒了903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbrSJSr8I1
但明天你也會面對新的別人903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqa4t3yhyE
到時就到他們在乎你。」我903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMSDbPfeVS
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP432wkHvZF
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「可能不會了903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNEoMj0e3L
但當重遇某個相近的剎那903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsmTV0NHdc
還會有冒起對你的記憶。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3T9rN5S1X
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXnZC2sKsr
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRwwpcI2iy
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqx278Ijcc
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRdGSPmfhr
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVYiPWyVxt
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「那就去吧903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIHIhwRF4j
趁還記得的時候。」我903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrPGUoAD5z
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvNLuuT1RJ
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「不知道903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2HzYtRgoA
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmAOxrRkgK
也許你就會知道。」我903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1sJMY3miE
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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