筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTgT6YeN6R
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「獨處是不錯的。」我861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOmNbSJzl7
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5bsI5434Q
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwc1mF4Rt1
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzM6cQuoXDM
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnA27NrbeI1
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「原本想。」他861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwOZXxrlos
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBx0KHcQ6jM
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Z9U9NbkzL
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUSY4PEvZR
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX01YbCoLIK
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eIMbO805m
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaa2tpsD0EM
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdB071yLex
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7cDY2TjVq
至少我當下還有介意著你的心861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyCjer09Ow
雖然明天可能沒了861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Z35WDtN3Y
但明天你也會面對新的別人861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZkDXEeGTe
到時就到他們在乎你。」我861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47GLcC432X
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9SUDk6oyG
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「可能不會了861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0e0NL37xQ
但當重遇某個相近的剎那861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRI7TArH57h
還會有冒起對你的記憶。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6H35xfzYBO
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtDqWIrXmK
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uusgJtPZe
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShfZVpGBJe
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeDeM7tDI1
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebE89eDQp9
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「那就去吧861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZmZzS9bCK
趁還記得的時候。」我861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkPll5twvE
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxSIt2vkJg
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「不知道861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShD6s1QAJw
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvY3pdMcae
也許你就會知道。」我861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrPsmAWmGL
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

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