筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYcBuNTag6
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「獨處是不錯的。」我981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjddqM8q5YZ
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkC9s0C7ic
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQ9Yo7uCxk
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakV9KucqVM
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepvBr7pXmK
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「原本想。」他981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItcjA9ro5D
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstzUtyaztG
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajsCiiGxZs
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVdr510jqd
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxiTnb2jnz
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRrd8p9WUc
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWElBAIy8BN
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8rJsY3Xar
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7bO62eO3O
至少我當下還有介意著你的心981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TS5ltGPD7
雖然明天可能沒了981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2KoP6YDjV
但明天你也會面對新的別人981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXdCEwfHdr
到時就到他們在乎你。」我981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PUTcf0lGm
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGx1wkUTYu3
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「可能不會了981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIgMlNBXDz
但當重遇某個相近的剎那981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBl6z399FUR
還會有冒起對你的記憶。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡermVzxZzDK
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjeAHKRJeR
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJTQsp5eph
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1VONaBEM3
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HqFipcSw1
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeDUfF4Vfz
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「那就去吧981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPT5duGasB
趁還記得的時候。」我981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFdSOEXMw8
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHC2BBtEcZe
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「不知道981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPywG6qBLoa
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也許你就會知道。」我981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ha4uBcIqR
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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