筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwirF23n1t
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「獨處是不錯的。」我944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzN08w4z2G0
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeUfqG7IUu
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZRcljhVR6
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFGer7YvhD
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEys4SetbTM
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「原本想。」他944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQkjnjhkFq
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapnGrT189B
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcIYyqz9dc
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7BhSqSBcI
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8p3YWbdQr
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYdh7RgYaP
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkwvqjfZpb
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LxgQwqSt8
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowUFtljL6o
至少我當下還有介意著你的心944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvbCRFN7Eo
雖然明天可能沒了944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GaZcQuzc8
但明天你也會面對新的別人944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJQlmM4ObW
到時就到他們在乎你。」我944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡif79jyJnYT
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERVaxJphrJ
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「可能不會了944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfsNOke9hq
但當重遇某個相近的剎那944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWUi9WCFXg
還會有冒起對你的記憶。944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIziW10gfo
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mXuuYyd7y
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEeyuwVzgc
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfdI0ynSrb
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsurF9n6am2
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmbcwJKpl7
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「那就去吧944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1N8dZa4ZW5
趁還記得的時候。」我944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOPbBp2uvf
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1hTb0EcUa
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「不知道944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70J7Qmeqi1
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaZ0M0yzwo
也許你就會知道。」我944Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1DeLknAIu
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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