筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNoPmoJA2z
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「獨處是不錯的。」我886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4U67KJEgxf
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuD5flZmH00
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1ZYAhlgJt
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnIjEq1LRk
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYVUzZEKoa
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「原本想。」他886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EiQV5wCab
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCy6Vx5wPyY
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgfv3lBeb2
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHzTECBdxD
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYISiNoX25d
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpjDyPB6Sx
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaGZLy793N
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHOExg3F6y
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJs8C9GvKf1
至少我當下還有介意著你的心886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoX7tqPxabs
雖然明天可能沒了886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLhgyRpdps
但明天你也會面對新的別人886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRlVDjgytF
到時就到他們在乎你。」我886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrllvNKXf1
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsiZ5Yy2y2
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「可能不會了886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhyN7tdJru
但當重遇某個相近的剎那886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lbYZ0RBu9
還會有冒起對你的記憶。886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxijiiRLIw2
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1qtgRwVw1
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NwSaGOVvS
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCVm0IwHXz
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2icUWoJnl4
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42CBnXsEnp
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趁還記得的時候。」我886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPISHGakyIj
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUv7C6XNDg
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「不知道886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDx9arA1ETA
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdbDPieOfR
也許你就會知道。」我886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JgNKREgAf
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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