筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWc0TXe35o9
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「獨處是不錯的。」我900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtocvveYerh
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZYZIOFq1R
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNB7iSKDva
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KA7GnZRUe
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5BWBs3ndV
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「原本想。」他900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGEVADcG9R
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawAljTyLx3
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXZwUHbbgT
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡao5I6aLQeM
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCB2kjURfnW
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aC6U7J5AV
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJqqK3adAW
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvEkCISsFV
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWz2PRjyqeo
至少我當下還有介意著你的心900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pwzJTsNVn
雖然明天可能沒了900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWs4I9xdxhT
但明天你也會面對新的別人900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsTEv6TA25
到時就到他們在乎你。」我900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eWY2OrI98
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCm1JA74ZC7
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「可能不會了900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiazZAvyMn
但當重遇某個相近的剎那900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbwIVPKSwv
還會有冒起對你的記憶。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdL5arQc0V
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgQuMK06Vp
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnn2wPmHYH
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxAzlXQFZs
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNNnbL7m25
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXn2DoxA5A
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「那就去吧900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FaOQIB5IT
趁還記得的時候。」我900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCH9soe4UL
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nIUJd9Fwu
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「不知道900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwM5AAsFFx
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1jbt9z1Uj
也許你就會知道。」我900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1pZRCIk6d
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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