筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzSYVcFvKK
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「獨處是不錯的。」我1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPa7ojHdci2
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvjsP6Yhxh
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWICyIpihPr
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFRdTJHdcA
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSubXHx0wy4
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「原本想。」他1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIOEihD6Px
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Y46U9TYnS
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GvFXqPIoG
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kWjz7TruZ
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBREZbbCYI
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH81aydBo3Z
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnDuuHy2W7
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPzYvN3uXn
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sxR2Wfvo3
至少我當下還有介意著你的心1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhiLIz4Q9z
雖然明天可能沒了1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiGGB3SnGT
但明天你也會面對新的別人1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBF9CBsHVUE
到時就到他們在乎你。」我1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHV0PPlhuA
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXMR8D75zL
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「可能不會了1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlsY4dQxtd
但當重遇某個相近的剎那1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghLBf3JQtP
還會有冒起對你的記憶。1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOlitmE0VQ
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvgBfqf6NQ
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7Cas9QQJ6
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5W5Cb4esiF
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtC5ba5a00
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfY4QDYFRIR
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「那就去吧1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPzW7EgRct
趁還記得的時候。」我1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5ZLSJV0Ny
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyUKCYlC2s
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「不知道1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugL4cniTYC
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQBI1scw0y
也許你就會知道。」我1174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14uIHWV0Yw
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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