筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VIvANKgQ7
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「獨處是不錯的。」我862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSpGLasQrr
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSy6vqNMm1Z
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjeP4GpDGF
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyC2JC0ECmj
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYuA43vF6G
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「原本想。」他862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqZYIGdWWb
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrWvXsx8az
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrhRk8pnso
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5Mk7ChCfq
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscJiCAsfWT
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWhDPB3t0L
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6RiVD5HTm
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JOA7Nt7nG
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmJmRlsVxA
至少我當下還有介意著你的心862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv42uwOvsEK
雖然明天可能沒了862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvuAX75pNj
但明天你也會面對新的別人862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHJo6HD5JJ
到時就到他們在乎你。」我862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm51Xy6xEho
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jHKh0PSFi
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「可能不會了862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQJXeFkGxR
但當重遇某個相近的剎那862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUmHjD0WtZ
還會有冒起對你的記憶。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Pwv3GuHm6
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCtUNrsx7Q
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlDY1r9Pnp
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkzBweoZ1w
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnL9SU3B6h
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OWdDTs4oI
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「那就去吧862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2yCxa8CL6
趁還記得的時候。」我862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfU1Jhj9850
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCXaDaNHzX
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「不知道862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4XwrJWpAj
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVliVqYP7E
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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