筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTeUePneAn
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「獨處是不錯的。」我1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsKGXfWaB0
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQLXaYZC39
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2KiKAMTHo
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgM6k0qWLUt
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FKE482T5e
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「原本想。」他1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMEesCi3wT
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5bUnXIC01
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXDuNUeAQA
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzKDHkjUtG
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93NpJDgLnd
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEV7PJarmsI
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLqqnCAT3D
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1LR5495me
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbOOuzs0q2
至少我當下還有介意著你的心1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6xf0yfA1m
雖然明天可能沒了1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwl4aadrGIH
但明天你也會面對新的別人1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8Mub7i5bS
到時就到他們在乎你。」我1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuD7BggFQYB
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7kOxJIoZl
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「可能不會了1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZlkb4NHCe
但當重遇某個相近的剎那1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJf0lw35zj0
還會有冒起對你的記憶。1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNBGxg6Rsw
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfzoYpKfaN
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbMp0BCDvX
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn188RF5TAd
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBEGyTVaKT
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlONrNvEPl8
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「那就去吧1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LaIv18dBH
趁還記得的時候。」我1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgk0Be5JAe
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSa3DDhDbA
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「不知道1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VwsVh0z0N
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjsbkzqSc7
也許你就會知道。」我1208Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUoRramXH2
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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