筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyTb3sG7QB
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「獨處是不錯的。」我943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSriS2LL5S
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEmGzGSlCM
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWNEKvuszv
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEdWf946Bz
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa55p7N0vfB
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「原本想。」他943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJVtEW2onN
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNohq5ejSwr
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoDbwsyZEM
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0oqqnv6dx
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoiSdE0nkN
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdupCkTsjq4
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhl5mhAmvOW
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jk6xTuH0a
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHaM6eu0u7
至少我當下還有介意著你的心943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhY5BwcAs7C
雖然明天可能沒了943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pfAYu4rTo
但明天你也會面對新的別人943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69AN12W4xn
到時就到他們在乎你。」我943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmcdTA8WIY
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzgPWIuWej
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「可能不會了943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5UPigdpND
但當重遇某個相近的剎那943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtJHLf0O2b
還會有冒起對你的記憶。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfgfUnbLmT
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SPxJHNLOi
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUs9hd0vsL
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadRvrjYKHB
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dGIWS8M4F
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7PWq0e5IA
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「那就去吧943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEX2sJLnfPl
趁還記得的時候。」我943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkPPl06Slf
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlswvzFJTG
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「不知道943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jo1zhBJRa
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypJSa19CgR
也許你就會知道。」我943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcoPG6Sn95
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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