筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡias0Waqm68
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「獨處是不錯的。」我859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9XX5wybdC
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4s2f9FjUK
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpW8YcQ5J8
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejIyc8TxaK
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfa13GALsr
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「原本想。」他859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfFn3E3hwa
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIEgAtwz3u
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIBUVJhIvE
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGJXSFucJ7
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzx9AUv93ZA
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3u60K94YH
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwF8q7SjKhR
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjRI67lP5G
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsL2YeASI7
至少我當下還有介意著你的心859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7SgTXHIxF
雖然明天可能沒了859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDleRqjN6S
但明天你也會面對新的別人859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZOPaOGc2a
到時就到他們在乎你。」我859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dHDrwJMJJ
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEPkUR1s1X
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「可能不會了859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡol8WnlkyIL
但當重遇某個相近的剎那859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CtxSL8Jid
還會有冒起對你的記憶。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjtcfZZ6dh
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHY6bgD4xEj
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOkqc09ZBH
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSWHdJIEvm
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFTU26Dgcp
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTHZoHFGGE
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「那就去吧859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSuqwjrNy1
趁還記得的時候。」我859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD39ZKtmzl9
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof89fDt3u1
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「不知道859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mEBMxzDtp
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOL5wNYIZJ
也許你就會知道。」我859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8SHy3rmjB
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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