筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXruqJ2Iz7X
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「獨處是不錯的。」我975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8TQmqQpB4
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7nkWAUJyb
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsg0LnASzfh
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡri48Bd0ZSV
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAg1M88DkI
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「原本想。」他975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJm6c5KyaWs
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaQ66hrwZZ
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQowTxV75vv
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoC8ddsZCZ7
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsksENTG0y
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94zpE8yqON
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyTGZLOQu5
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3S9wzGQzJT
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZJXFpfy2d
至少我當下還有介意著你的心975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdnmVgRQ40
雖然明天可能沒了975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0waztLLAJ
但明天你也會面對新的別人975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dzE6pcBYG
到時就到他們在乎你。」我975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn2sCGJLil
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgzCwVPJIR
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「可能不會了975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8SVEsIR8n
但當重遇某個相近的剎那975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGE2oq7ZrR
還會有冒起對你的記憶。975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28zihQVDPK
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGQ50V2RQZ
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4DM3rKAWI
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dlsFZGbSZ
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CAKAszxhA
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qbVaE7fIk
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「那就去吧975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHgJ7QDk7R
趁還記得的時候。」我975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlL9HJPVEf5
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJVbgBUNvJ
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「不知道975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3073hufnS
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKOF8YYK2t
也許你就會知道。」我975Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUzJPlT43J
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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