筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWO0hxjQN0z
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「獨處是不錯的。」我906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Hlg1BvVqM
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyE4v3ieoq
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzkmbHH828
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLGKwNElG9
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WFNdVYmdF
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「原本想。」他906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8a5GxDQ4G
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36K4JaUS2s
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XlQrM611a
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxzVogDOhd
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ480f1hemvf
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7WotloNxo
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5EaMvFIyM
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96mRZK7SfH
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKngSggHF9
至少我當下還有介意著你的心906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPcnEVSx1V
雖然明天可能沒了906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmpncnf4Zg
但明天你也會面對新的別人906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KXDOUVejh
到時就到他們在乎你。」我906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcaMcQUk7y
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXAfZ9VR7W
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「可能不會了906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvmyJNLzx7
但當重遇某個相近的剎那906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOIzaM7M7C
還會有冒起對你的記憶。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0E7J3wyJC
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzo16mTviz1
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3STlLj9Qv
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyaL3uHuKk
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡed7XtW08WR
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqh6n3PMp7
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「那就去吧906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzF7z4mqRA1
趁還記得的時候。」我906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjrZRa6zJo
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgc6lorJYqa
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「不知道906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHrHOGxcxx
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJs5f3J0GBB
也許你就會知道。」我906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LV9YSYdro
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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