筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEp3XR8M9ul
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「獨處是不錯的。」我899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3Fz0YYFeV
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPWAZLFmDW
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4UmLIGjq2
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcgNeZ44BB
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBFIT6QBbT
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「原本想。」他899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1c1cdC2T5
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOHngJxgJZ
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZddSinOcdJ
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xlkiXxm8f
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDR6cayePh6
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAvXokPYAq
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpbVlM7rTR
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFrtjoJqGK
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQM0wnWN0QU
至少我當下還有介意著你的心899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uzEyZIZhb
雖然明天可能沒了899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjadBzHSSP
但明天你也會面對新的別人899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMhRjrOj29
到時就到他們在乎你。」我899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sBY046ftx
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhfZ6EVfZe
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「可能不會了899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNCD29wS2Z
但當重遇某個相近的剎那899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRLaN7E23v
還會有冒起對你的記憶。899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjymalxquQ
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnoXjr8Dov
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDQauiBmOR
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLs2Tq4r9q
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKyKKpzMPR
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVC7VQcWLbs
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「那就去吧899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0A0xIeOp1
趁還記得的時候。」我899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7I6pxoOj8
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzdv6JtMuv
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「不知道899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCm1jWztB0a
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1gQFK7xsJ
也許你就會知道。」我899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcCXd6I8iW
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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