筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6S2gaD11C0
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「獨處是不錯的。」我930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hgjn831Sk
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15u9buS0yH
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpRgIO2cqx
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxNP6O6zTr
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiSB0SZYaB
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「原本想。」他930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5z2rldOHx
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3ozNmav71
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTHUxGRzMB
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYIpltXziD
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiutpf33sr2
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyYbSqmlLU
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgrmrI9vPm
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2jnnngBiJ
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrq26i1i7jt
至少我當下還有介意著你的心930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVE8ftoBheU
雖然明天可能沒了930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwiPGwRRzG
但明天你也會面對新的別人930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIQK2bl86m
到時就到他們在乎你。」我930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4wWbxd3pE
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMxgqYCAKo
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「可能不會了930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0MwVqqoBF
但當重遇某個相近的剎那930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxkqYgZ1y9
還會有冒起對你的記憶。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpGV64jcI4
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsI9iWCB6F
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwa1Qz1Prxy
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLcO1JgbCd
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpFkQRxJWJ
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRAvmlkfhv
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「那就去吧930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bXnfMqQtK
趁還記得的時候。」我930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseYDeIOnTi
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFzjPMHFix
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「不知道930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hjXtqY2bP
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBwtCv4o5e
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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