筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQ0YE7aGx1
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「獨處是不錯的。」我1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlIJv1rvB3
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxHo3Hx0zK
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMZntRymn9
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXT5pWFuRiw
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0I0CSwqBt
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「原本想。」他1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuEOAxkiJt
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleNGNPl7sy
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpBYrxpJfQ
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZKIxWM9YP
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GjNXf15JD
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuChwWLasat
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAhZVQIA96
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVzrBFvCMX
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWmn1EzTgi
至少我當下還有介意著你的心1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4vaJakhcm
雖然明天可能沒了1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYO9x3EKTM8
但明天你也會面對新的別人1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAE5ADCS8Ab
到時就到他們在乎你。」我1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiXhBCzLAa
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxq5NKrtDk
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「可能不會了1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlbZ6FsnzU
但當重遇某個相近的剎那1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqlhEllnRh
還會有冒起對你的記憶。1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhCSoLGy02
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YxFcsngma
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDorPwatzc
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeMyBkw3YR
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cJrI5UAZJ
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSA3i40Unx6
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「那就去吧1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxT4JBCLIN
趁還記得的時候。」我1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EZHdgyhZH
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogcR7XrQDj
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「不知道1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpiFYPcWNB
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qqMW9kwKX
也許你就會知道。」我1003Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYv2FSCNqeL
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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