筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJNvNeL1XG
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「獨處是不錯的。」我855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cF0joUJd7
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91byz8xitF
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSRzATugX6
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fMf50jR9i
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIayNrKHON
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「原本想。」他855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXrLkXPKGK
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5QtKtWMGu
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdGes6zXzJ
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZNIgCM1pp
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVJebPMEBB
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiH5NK5MDj
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6V3uZgroXz
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxY33Deoph
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zCR2JcZxA
至少我當下還有介意著你的心855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2d3JvBPcib
雖然明天可能沒了855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrW0quENVw
但明天你也會面對新的別人855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsyNms0lTw
到時就到他們在乎你。」我855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHJQMnnFzc
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0fClMqdxT
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「可能不會了855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfGopgvbPE
但當重遇某個相近的剎那855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuwXXqLQhj
還會有冒起對你的記憶。855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXM9ZLOtFYM
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsxLSZPo9X
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAP7X6A9nLm
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyI828JBZS
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAKRn9FqbA
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3JPCDt0q9
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「那就去吧855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sIYKnho58
趁還記得的時候。」我855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKwEHqbIlm
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKBg0oPrwj
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「不知道855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1sHywIg1K
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vPoIqM5LR
也許你就會知道。」我855Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJBN5WKgth
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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