As crazy as it seemed, I wanted to go back inside. Even after all I went through, going back was looking more and more appealing. The outside world was just too different for me to handle. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJ3gQ4Btj2
My cube is all i'd ever known.
There was so much. Just too much. I couldn't deal with it. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WbSvlsxGw
My body froze up and I looked around for any sign of danger. My senses became more sensitive as I grew more parenoid. I had no idea what I was getting into. And I had no idea how traumatizing it would be. I just had to be free.
I had no idea there would be crisp white snow that painfully recalled memories that I had buried deep inside my mind. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANhva1KUpC
Memories of perfect white lab coats. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqQRicJDW0
'White cloth walking just out of reach from my bound hands, coldly looking at me from afar.'930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzqAcLGt1E
Memories of blue gloves that smelled of the unpleasant combonation of rubber and disinfectant. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1yBeHM16f
'Blue fingers reaching out to me. Hope that I will be saved, right before the betrayal and torcher.'930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3casqBxic
Memories of white masks covering things unknown to me.930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgttcJPNj3F
'The smooth curve of cheek, the unexpresive porceline mask. Never knowing white lies under there.'930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wQ8aOna6U
Trees that's ragged branches that lurked with dangerous unfamiliarity.930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAXQjjXO4q
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Skies that spread out endlessly making you feel as small and insignificant as the stars that shone above without purpose.930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9z7i6khLD
'Uselessness'930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnml6poitJ
And gusts of wind that felt like daggars piercing through your skin out in the cold November air.930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyCzZNx5pO
And I was only wearing a thin brown covering. Nothing decent enough to wear out in the middle of the winter.930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5gZbCuMdn
I sat down and brought my knees to my chest, hugging them close to my body out of shock and in reaction to the unpleasant change in weather. Trying to process everything I was taking in at the time.930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvcdILQy8M
After a few seconds I jumped back up again, glaring at the pure white that covered the ground, momentarily distracted from how scary the outside world was.930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIx62SUn1oa
I laughed bitterly at how similar snow was to the Bleach Coats I had known so well. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtn9Uuqxg3
They were both perfect. So, so, untainted. As if mocking my dirty, scruffy apperance. And they were both so cold and emotionless. A perfect match.930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSuIHNZpEj
But then my eyes grew wide with realization. I was outside. Finally. After all this time, I was free from my confinement. From my safe cell. My cube. I knew every nook and crany. It was so... familiar. Was I sure that I wanted to leave that and explore a world of danger and recklesness? 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanLKe6kE0T
I took a step back due to my second thoughts and twirled around to face the cement building I just escaped from.930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhp4GbCbXAa
I saw a blurr of boring grey in the shape of a large square through the misty evening air. It was the same bland colour as I grew up with, but it was broken.930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbTRYsEG2t
It had cracks and dents. It had chiped paint and dry, Autumn leaves scattered here and there. It had old cigarette buds and the distinct smell of urine. To put it simply, it was beautiful.930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpKXSRM03K
Was this what the outside world look like? Was everything imperfect? My face strtched into a smile at the thought of broken, run-down buildings.930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZEGnD1CPp
And with that, I ran. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrofH0Q7LG
I relished in the feeling of the wind wipping my hair around, despite the the chattering of my teeth or the numbness in my bear feet.930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEayStagX3h
I ran and ran and ran until stopping before a wire gate. The gate separating me and my freedom.
You may think that I was free the moment I stepped out of that building, but I wasn't free from myself. I was still trapped in my insecurities. Even though I knew that even after passing through that gate, I would still be cautious and paranoid, I could be free. Truly free. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfaDkmLrOC
And with a smile I oppened the gate to my new beggining.
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Eh? Eh? I rewrote it per LDF's extreemly awesome constructive critisism, now I hope it's a bit more realistic. I know its shorter than before, but I started and it ran away from me. Because of my inspiration, I might make this multi-chapter, but it will take a long time. 930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfrbNb1i1k
See you next time!930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DELrBMfOe
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