As crazy as it seemed, I wanted to go back inside. Even after all I went through, going back was looking more and more appealing. The outside world was just too different for me to handle. 998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAJxi4LQvB
My cube is all i'd ever known.
There was so much. Just too much. I couldn't deal with it. 998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmY6rlgWk41
My body froze up and I looked around for any sign of danger. My senses became more sensitive as I grew more parenoid. I had no idea what I was getting into. And I had no idea how traumatizing it would be. I just had to be free.
I had no idea there would be crisp white snow that painfully recalled memories that I had buried deep inside my mind. 998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZlLmbh2J1
Memories of perfect white lab coats. 998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIutRkx7JE
'White cloth walking just out of reach from my bound hands, coldly looking at me from afar.'998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa935DADEBp
Memories of blue gloves that smelled of the unpleasant combonation of rubber and disinfectant. 998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiyB8Z6W09
'Blue fingers reaching out to me. Hope that I will be saved, right before the betrayal and torcher.'998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWeHfy3O9I
Memories of white masks covering things unknown to me.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXaW5DG8Uo
'The smooth curve of cheek, the unexpresive porceline mask. Never knowing white lies under there.'998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQ7UoUSt6J
Trees that's ragged branches that lurked with dangerous unfamiliarity.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvoFG4vtW1
Knives998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0hB8y3Nku
Skies that spread out endlessly making you feel as small and insignificant as the stars that shone above without purpose.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNdM8uYLDq
'Uselessness'998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnskcESo9C
And gusts of wind that felt like daggars piercing through your skin out in the cold November air.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJ0xMWoYsJ
And I was only wearing a thin brown covering. Nothing decent enough to wear out in the middle of the winter.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8lz2wQuXZ
I sat down and brought my knees to my chest, hugging them close to my body out of shock and in reaction to the unpleasant change in weather. Trying to process everything I was taking in at the time.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5O6VfdOMlM
After a few seconds I jumped back up again, glaring at the pure white that covered the ground, momentarily distracted from how scary the outside world was.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyEsayYSsC
I laughed bitterly at how similar snow was to the Bleach Coats I had known so well. 998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYxqybAXi1
They were both perfect. So, so, untainted. As if mocking my dirty, scruffy apperance. And they were both so cold and emotionless. A perfect match.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwR3OT1YZnG
But then my eyes grew wide with realization. I was outside. Finally. After all this time, I was free from my confinement. From my safe cell. My cube. I knew every nook and crany. It was so... familiar. Was I sure that I wanted to leave that and explore a world of danger and recklesness? 998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzALeKBzBQ
I took a step back due to my second thoughts and twirled around to face the cement building I just escaped from.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWni77hr3j
I saw a blurr of boring grey in the shape of a large square through the misty evening air. It was the same bland colour as I grew up with, but it was broken.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZ5gXaBoam
It had cracks and dents. It had chiped paint and dry, Autumn leaves scattered here and there. It had old cigarette buds and the distinct smell of urine. To put it simply, it was beautiful.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mI0BXAnMI
Was this what the outside world look like? Was everything imperfect? My face strtched into a smile at the thought of broken, run-down buildings.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QVSrbSWHV
And with that, I ran. 998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlON33zzfi8
I relished in the feeling of the wind wipping my hair around, despite the the chattering of my teeth or the numbness in my bear feet.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJxib9zGYa
I ran and ran and ran until stopping before a wire gate. The gate separating me and my freedom.
You may think that I was free the moment I stepped out of that building, but I wasn't free from myself. I was still trapped in my insecurities. Even though I knew that even after passing through that gate, I would still be cautious and paranoid, I could be free. Truly free. 998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEKHxacFeA
And with a smile I oppened the gate to my new beggining.
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Eh? Eh? I rewrote it per LDF's extreemly awesome constructive critisism, now I hope it's a bit more realistic. I know its shorter than before, but I started and it ran away from me. Because of my inspiration, I might make this multi-chapter, but it will take a long time. 998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIakFmg99ch
See you next time!998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8elmbfvPV
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