As crazy as it seemed, I wanted to go back inside. Even after all I went through, going back was looking more and more appealing. The outside world was just too different for me to handle. 993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEeHsLC2ob
My cube is all i'd ever known.
There was so much. Just too much. I couldn't deal with it. 993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSMiN1DQeB
My body froze up and I looked around for any sign of danger. My senses became more sensitive as I grew more parenoid. I had no idea what I was getting into. And I had no idea how traumatizing it would be. I just had to be free.
I had no idea there would be crisp white snow that painfully recalled memories that I had buried deep inside my mind. 993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AeSHb2PPK
Memories of perfect white lab coats. 993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2LnVXrIl4
'White cloth walking just out of reach from my bound hands, coldly looking at me from afar.'993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbComMYJJi
Memories of blue gloves that smelled of the unpleasant combonation of rubber and disinfectant. 993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0kVluDbf7
'Blue fingers reaching out to me. Hope that I will be saved, right before the betrayal and torcher.'993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOZzpzg2aD
Memories of white masks covering things unknown to me.993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSGlpgIU8o
'The smooth curve of cheek, the unexpresive porceline mask. Never knowing white lies under there.'993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5spv8exqG4
Trees that's ragged branches that lurked with dangerous unfamiliarity.993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlLx9AUEgs
Knives993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmvvXAe1Xj
Skies that spread out endlessly making you feel as small and insignificant as the stars that shone above without purpose.993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriLscVwVW3
'Uselessness'993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcT1kbycN3m
And gusts of wind that felt like daggars piercing through your skin out in the cold November air.993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrNSTVE6Dq
And I was only wearing a thin brown covering. Nothing decent enough to wear out in the middle of the winter.993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ777uUJJLQH
I sat down and brought my knees to my chest, hugging them close to my body out of shock and in reaction to the unpleasant change in weather. Trying to process everything I was taking in at the time.993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbP7OpfrRA
After a few seconds I jumped back up again, glaring at the pure white that covered the ground, momentarily distracted from how scary the outside world was.993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKqzBkYeaW
I laughed bitterly at how similar snow was to the Bleach Coats I had known so well. 993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4k8Zigwurv
They were both perfect. So, so, untainted. As if mocking my dirty, scruffy apperance. And they were both so cold and emotionless. A perfect match.993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ltbXwwd57
But then my eyes grew wide with realization. I was outside. Finally. After all this time, I was free from my confinement. From my safe cell. My cube. I knew every nook and crany. It was so... familiar. Was I sure that I wanted to leave that and explore a world of danger and recklesness? 993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHco1oyDIfL
I took a step back due to my second thoughts and twirled around to face the cement building I just escaped from.993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVRGhSeRKO
I saw a blurr of boring grey in the shape of a large square through the misty evening air. It was the same bland colour as I grew up with, but it was broken.993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPgRp37pTz
It had cracks and dents. It had chiped paint and dry, Autumn leaves scattered here and there. It had old cigarette buds and the distinct smell of urine. To put it simply, it was beautiful.993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66PjYEmmGT
Was this what the outside world look like? Was everything imperfect? My face strtched into a smile at the thought of broken, run-down buildings.993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJlwaCl3vF
And with that, I ran. 993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrKIqxRw38
I relished in the feeling of the wind wipping my hair around, despite the the chattering of my teeth or the numbness in my bear feet.993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbjOPOxdWk
I ran and ran and ran until stopping before a wire gate. The gate separating me and my freedom.
You may think that I was free the moment I stepped out of that building, but I wasn't free from myself. I was still trapped in my insecurities. Even though I knew that even after passing through that gate, I would still be cautious and paranoid, I could be free. Truly free. 993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9I5LTIEw1
And with a smile I oppened the gate to my new beggining.
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Eh? Eh? I rewrote it per LDF's extreemly awesome constructive critisism, now I hope it's a bit more realistic. I know its shorter than before, but I started and it ran away from me. Because of my inspiration, I might make this multi-chapter, but it will take a long time. 993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsokPjYVn9
See you next time!993Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcPaGRBQZy
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