As crazy as it seemed, I wanted to go back inside. Even after all I went through, going back was looking more and more appealing. The outside world was just too different for me to handle. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVYUYIhPYV
My cube is all i'd ever known.
There was so much. Just too much. I couldn't deal with it. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UzBMmQcUZ
My body froze up and I looked around for any sign of danger. My senses became more sensitive as I grew more parenoid. I had no idea what I was getting into. And I had no idea how traumatizing it would be. I just had to be free.
I had no idea there would be crisp white snow that painfully recalled memories that I had buried deep inside my mind. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9Z28BlcLQ
Memories of perfect white lab coats. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcY54ZecsL
'White cloth walking just out of reach from my bound hands, coldly looking at me from afar.'927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEfCLv83Bv
Memories of blue gloves that smelled of the unpleasant combonation of rubber and disinfectant. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIzQYJArmj
'Blue fingers reaching out to me. Hope that I will be saved, right before the betrayal and torcher.'927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BBtKuOGJs
Memories of white masks covering things unknown to me.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRL3ilimfBQ
'The smooth curve of cheek, the unexpresive porceline mask. Never knowing white lies under there.'927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmU3wN5WRv
Trees that's ragged branches that lurked with dangerous unfamiliarity.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoXV9wPPui
Knives927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRyxvT9AGv
Skies that spread out endlessly making you feel as small and insignificant as the stars that shone above without purpose.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAbiIk87Gw
'Uselessness'927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkZzWC6Qp3
And gusts of wind that felt like daggars piercing through your skin out in the cold November air.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1qwzfv9C0
And I was only wearing a thin brown covering. Nothing decent enough to wear out in the middle of the winter.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2t0DMJFgc
I sat down and brought my knees to my chest, hugging them close to my body out of shock and in reaction to the unpleasant change in weather. Trying to process everything I was taking in at the time.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeNPrec9z0
After a few seconds I jumped back up again, glaring at the pure white that covered the ground, momentarily distracted from how scary the outside world was.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwCAXzLCRQ
I laughed bitterly at how similar snow was to the Bleach Coats I had known so well. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLocQiEziy
They were both perfect. So, so, untainted. As if mocking my dirty, scruffy apperance. And they were both so cold and emotionless. A perfect match.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXV01PWiMjy
But then my eyes grew wide with realization. I was outside. Finally. After all this time, I was free from my confinement. From my safe cell. My cube. I knew every nook and crany. It was so... familiar. Was I sure that I wanted to leave that and explore a world of danger and recklesness? 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMrdYHbJkT
I took a step back due to my second thoughts and twirled around to face the cement building I just escaped from.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjm9H5YYpsP
I saw a blurr of boring grey in the shape of a large square through the misty evening air. It was the same bland colour as I grew up with, but it was broken.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWaKErUNmy
It had cracks and dents. It had chiped paint and dry, Autumn leaves scattered here and there. It had old cigarette buds and the distinct smell of urine. To put it simply, it was beautiful.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WIHG8N4a8
Was this what the outside world look like? Was everything imperfect? My face strtched into a smile at the thought of broken, run-down buildings.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4LKPcIZHb
And with that, I ran. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmEh4BhVNX
I relished in the feeling of the wind wipping my hair around, despite the the chattering of my teeth or the numbness in my bear feet.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUYouk50O2
I ran and ran and ran until stopping before a wire gate. The gate separating me and my freedom.
You may think that I was free the moment I stepped out of that building, but I wasn't free from myself. I was still trapped in my insecurities. Even though I knew that even after passing through that gate, I would still be cautious and paranoid, I could be free. Truly free. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xronQb3CH
And with a smile I oppened the gate to my new beggining.
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Eh? Eh? I rewrote it per LDF's extreemly awesome constructive critisism, now I hope it's a bit more realistic. I know its shorter than before, but I started and it ran away from me. Because of my inspiration, I might make this multi-chapter, but it will take a long time. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeBrAOh8qb
See you next time!927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8SHYwqcib
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