你有過明明是寒徹骨的冷冬,卻又感到一股暖暖和熙沁入心頭嗎?293Please respect copyright.PENANAICbu5Ir8yA
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我有。293Please respect copyright.PENANAEnn4nBRgCE
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那是一個細細白雪散落在空中的日子。293Please respect copyright.PENANAyrOhvcwLQc
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日子那麼地寒、那麼地冷,但我卻絲毫也感覺不到。 「請問要包起來嗎?」眼前的店員掛著一抹淡淡的微笑,俐落的馬尾隨著抬頭的動作甩了下,她輕聲地問著我。293Please respect copyright.PENANAwr4qYy8KVX
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可憐他了,聖誕節還要留下來工作。 「不用了,這樣就好。」293Please respect copyright.PENANAKLC0xAVnwK
「欸?請問這不是要送給女朋友的嗎?」293Please respect copyright.PENANATcu4KV997P
一絲漣漪在我的心中盪起,我常常感受到這種滋味,到現在,我已經可以心不跳動臉不換面地回應這種感情了。 293Please respect copyright.PENANA9Dt2u4kEN7
「沒有,我自用的。」293Please respect copyright.PENANA7oXJwyZIaD
我回以一個微笑,接著接過了店員手上的兩隻唇膏。293Please respect copyright.PENANARvXDUuPEX6
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我很久以前想過,為甚麼我買個唇膏,補個口紅也要被投以異樣的眼光?293Please respect copyright.PENANAoNKuGLgUQp
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那時候我還高三,還不太懂得處理這種感情,雖然那時我自認算是滿灑脫了,但換在現在看來,只不過是一隻弱獸保護自己的機制罷了。293Please respect copyright.PENANAVzEIrQIdXy
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瑕裝著無所謂,但並不代表真的不在乎,一切都只是逢場作戲罷了。293Please respect copyright.PENANAe4mR4N6jeD
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我永遠都忘不了,那天我與幾個朋友打算去逛街,我在男廁裡補著開架口紅,那時最流行的土紅色,襯白。293Please respect copyright.PENANABevvmgCkdV
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也許並不是特別針對我,但那時裡邊撇尿的人三三兩兩,看像我這邊,伴隨著的譏笑聲,是我一輩子的夢魘。293Please respect copyright.PENANAGl7DQaRe9i
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補完口紅,我便把口罩戴上,轉身逃也似地離開了廁所,等到朋友身邊時,心臟還不停地跳動,像是做了什麼虧心事一般。293Please respect copyright.PENANAFIWbDGIUUh
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但我真的有做什麼虧心事嗎?沒有吧,我想。293Please respect copyright.PENANAdJCfXvWhv7
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她們問我:「為甚麼不把口罩拿下,明明才剛補好口紅。」293Please respect copyright.PENANAWYcQp4Y9UN
我輕咳了幾聲,回說:「沒有啦,感冒還沒好。」293Please respect copyright.PENANAwtolrGRV1e
其實我心裡很明白,我沒有什麼感冒,只是我不敢露出來罷了。293Please respect copyright.PENANAo1LISDqRaY
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像是我把口紅露出來,我就是這個社會上的異類。293Please respect copyright.PENANAob7hoM6YYP
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異類,怪物。293Please respect copyright.PENANAsO8RUC2BRb
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我不願去記起的字眼。293Please respect copyright.PENANAtTrXFwaGwc
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我看著我眼前愣住的少女,轉身便準備要走。 293Please respect copyright.PENANAQbXZRrQsBx
「等等先生。」店員趕緊放下手上的掃描器,到了一個櫃子旁翻找了一下,走到我身旁。 293Please respect copyright.PENANAHR6bJMGtDo
「我剛剛沒有那個意思。」接著她把另一隻唇膏放到我手上:「這個顏色會更適合你一點。」- 「沒關係,我已經習慣了,這隻多少?」293Please respect copyright.PENANAg3WBfomRnX
「這隻就當我送給你的好了,反正它也快成了滯銷品了。」293Please respect copyright.PENANAR7c5DJxCAq
我沒有回頭,我看著手上那隻唇筆,當季最新款,想買也買不到,這怎麼可能是滯銷品? 293Please respect copyright.PENANAXm3PuesgGW
「謝謝。」293Please respect copyright.PENANA8eaqCRzm0y
頭也不回走了,我感覺眼眶有點泛紅。293Please respect copyright.PENANANblfg8dvfu
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也就只是有點。293Please respect copyright.PENANADnM4iCl7Gw
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