It was Halloween night and my five year old son and I had just gotten home from trick-or-treating. I got him out of his circus clown costume, washed him up and had him brush his teeth and then we were off to bed.873Please respect copyright.PENANAvREQRzZhrK
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“I sure am glad that you're my son,” I told Jace after we had finished reading his storybook for the night.873Please respect copyright.PENANAVo52VkiZa7
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“I'm glad you're my daddy, too,” he replied.873Please respect copyright.PENANAk621wr7s23
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I leaned in and snuggled him against me, “Alright,” I said, “It's hug time and then sleepy time.”873Please respect copyright.PENANA418BA0L6VP
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Jace gave me a tight hug and laid up against me until he was in the verge of sleep. “I used to be your daddy,” he said in a dreamy, half conscious manner. The look on his five year old face was dead serious. 873Please respect copyright.PENANAjM9gYmjiDY
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Raising my eyebrow I said, “No, silly boy. I've always been your daddy.”873Please respect copyright.PENANAna0aWVEPYi
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“Nuh uh,” he quickly responded. “I used to be your daddy and you used to be my daughter.”873Please respect copyright.PENANAmN8Ctxx5U7
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“What are you talking about, crazy butt?” I asked him.873Please respect copyright.PENANAx5j5aTDxGU
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“Back when we lived in Minnesota,” he said. 873Please respect copyright.PENANANE4tJrXNOv
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“Minnesota?” I said. “We've always lived right here.”873Please respect copyright.PENANA97pHHZNxel
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“Nuh uh,” he said again. “First we lived in the homeland and then we comed to America on a ship. It was stinky and made mama’s tummy hurt. She was glad when we got off it.”873Please respect copyright.PENANAFBKBtTR7oO
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“Have you been learning about immigrants at school?” I asked him with half a smile on my face.873Please respect copyright.PENANA5ulw6Lu2xA
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A puzzled look swept across his face. “What's an injagrent?” he asked. 873Please respect copyright.PENANAf8YDoqZuwb
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“An immigrant,” I answered. “A person who came here from another country.”873Please respect copyright.PENANALAlRq81agC
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“Like we did?”873Please respect copyright.PENANA0WDVsAl5RV
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“Not like we did. We have always lived here.”873Please respect copyright.PENANAVL0nXwLDxz
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“Daaaaaaad,” Jace responded, “I tolded you! We used to live in Minnesota!”873Please respect copyright.PENANAWjbwhpqEdB
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“You're telling stories, sir,” I said to him and gave him a quick tickle. 873Please respect copyright.PENANALEkS1DODi9
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He laughed. “No I'm not!” he said. 873Please respect copyright.PENANAqQJRIVBqba
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“Well if we came over on a ship,” I said, “then how did we get to Minnesota?”873Please respect copyright.PENANAnoCZLx4DS0
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“Mama didn't like the town we were in, so she said that we needed to go somewhere else,” he responded. “She said it was too crowded and people were mean.”873Please respect copyright.PENANAnIhNw7Bey7
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My half smile turned into a look of pure curiosity. Where had he heard these things? Had he maybe seen a documentary on tv? Where was he getting this information?873Please respect copyright.PENANA54cP0wePUd
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“How did we get to Minnisota?” I asked him.873Please respect copyright.PENANARy8UZbgELF
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“Me and mama workded until we could buy a two horses and a wagon. Then we rode and walked. It was a long way.”873Please respect copyright.PENANAviBBaOpVtp
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“A very long way,” I said. 873Please respect copyright.PENANA2MiFoUNDKl
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“But we gotted there after a while,” he said. “And then we made a farm.”873Please respect copyright.PENANACrcwXKWZ0z
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“We were farmers?”873Please respect copyright.PENANAgmyqAqBCUz
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“Yeah, but it wasn't easy. Mama cried a lot.”873Please respect copyright.PENANAJorjQoaMgF
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“Why did mama cry?” 873Please respect copyright.PENANAKNx3M0JoFB
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“Cuz she missed the homeland and her little sister.”873Please respect copyright.PENANAJNPZGZtlFG
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I was taken back by the conversation my five year old son and I were having. He had never told me a story like the one he was telling me. It was unnerving listening to him to provide answers with such clarity.873Please respect copyright.PENANAGo25dqrMNs
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“Well,” I asked, “were we good farmers?”873Please respect copyright.PENANAgvnWPxCMmw
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Shaking his head he said, “No. The dirt wasn't very good and I didn't really know how to do it good. You and mama had to get jobs in town. That's where you met him.”873Please respect copyright.PENANAxkblL47gkD
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The way he had said “him” was curious. He said it with no small amount of bitterness. “Who did I meet?”873Please respect copyright.PENANAm0YjlIv2zL
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“The red headed boy from the farm next door,” he answered without pause. 873Please respect copyright.PENANApWVcfv9u2g
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“Was he a nice boy?” I asked. 873Please respect copyright.PENANAHswmFiPc8t
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“No,” he replied. “He took you away from your chores and you wanted to spend all your time with him.”873Please respect copyright.PENANA2icUsPetKc
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“Was he a boyfriend?” I questioned.873Please respect copyright.PENANAKtlhgle8Kq
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“No. I told you no daughter of mine is going to be married to a spud eater,” he said. 873Please respect copyright.PENANAfGI6rU7RWg
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“A spud eater?” I asked. “What's that?”873Please respect copyright.PENANAY0ku8Ytu8T
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“I can't remember,” he said. “It was cuz he was innish I think.”873Please respect copyright.PENANAKIZIKEsAs5
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“Innish?” I inquired.873Please respect copyright.PENANA57Xnysda04
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“Yeah, innish,” he answered. “His family comed over on a boat, too.”873Please respect copyright.PENANAvvhHosWIFX
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“Irish?” I asked. “Do you mean he was Irish?”873Please respect copyright.PENANAgTc82PkhCA
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“Yes,” he said sleepily. “Irish. That was it.”873Please respect copyright.PENANAb2qGdoLAJN
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I became very concerned. Where had he heard this? Had someone been been using racial slurs around my son? Maybe someone at school?873Please respect copyright.PENANAfXOL2cireS
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“You didn't like him because he was Irish?”873Please respect copyright.PENANA5DqNLzHY14
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“Yeah,” he responded immediately. “I told him to stay away, but you kept sneaking out to see him.”873Please respect copyright.PENANASZIT2zmppj
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“Did mama care that I was visiting the Irish boy?”873Please respect copyright.PENANA0IRnt4eTnV
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“No. She said he made you happy, so we should be happy, too.”873Please respect copyright.PENANAwtYA0jldGc
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“Were you happy?”873Please respect copyright.PENANARfEP9xJ05l
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He got quiet.873Please respect copyright.PENANAQoirraUi1D
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“Well?” I said.873Please respect copyright.PENANAp3r4M78qOj
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“No,” he answered. “I told you you couldn't visit him no more and you runned away with him.”873Please respect copyright.PENANAB5g9sDEeav
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“I ran away?” 873Please respect copyright.PENANAkOSr5vZCTo
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“Yeah. But you didn't get very far.”873Please respect copyright.PENANAyU604itTz8
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“I didn't?” I asked. “Did you bring me home to be with you and mama?”873Please respect copyright.PENANAlDyrc4Vuex
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“No. When I founded you you said you weren't coming home and the red headed boy told me to go away,” he said. “But I told him you was my daughter and you was coming home with me.”873Please respect copyright.PENANA0ujOjIX41E
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“Was he very happy about that?” I asked; not really wanting to know the answer. 873Please respect copyright.PENANAYBKp6MeO5R
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“He weren't happy at all,” Jace responded. “He tried to whack me.”873Please respect copyright.PENANAPxKoKEeSJs
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“He tried to whack you?” I said.873Please respect copyright.PENANAQHUYso6r79
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“Yeah,” Jace replied, “But I whopped him with a wood chopper and he falled down.”873Please respect copyright.PENANAD0zFuOsW6R
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I sat in a stunned silence for a moment. I couldn't believe the words that were coming out of my son’s mouth. I didn't want to know, but I had to ask. “A wood chopper?”873Please respect copyright.PENANAX4kzwR6qYy
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“I whopped him with one,” he said. “He didn't try to whack me no more.”873Please respect copyright.PENANAVdppbqEgye
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“So what did I do?” I cautiously asked him.873Please respect copyright.PENANA1r4VlbpfdT
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“You comed out and told me you was gonna to go tell everyone in town,” he said in a tired voice. He was on the verge of sleep. “So I whopped you with the wood chopper, too,” he said dreamily. 873Please respect copyright.PENANANFj5M7kYpr
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“What?” I said as other words escaped me. 873Please respect copyright.PENANAxxSnhS2Smf
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“I whopped you, too,” he said. “And I digged a hole in the ground and put you two in it.”873Please respect copyright.PENANAfQxaaOGeQ4
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He turned onto his side and started to close his eyes. Sleep was beginning to set in. A chill crawled up my spine and my arm and neck hair was literally standing on end. This couldn't have come from the mind of my five year old. 873Please respect copyright.PENANA9ujFlBl8Kd
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“What did mama say?” I whispered. 873Please respect copyright.PENANAC2TtUCDXKg
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There was silence. I thought he had fallen asleep, but as soon as I sat up and put my feet over the edge of his bed he said in the sleepy voice, “She asked if I found you and I said no. But I knowed where you was. I knowed where you would be forever.”873Please respect copyright.PENANArD0Qmuwmlz
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And with that the heavy, steady breathing of sleep sat in. I stood up and stared at my sleeping son for I don't know how long. I was shaken. It took me a long time to get to sleep that night. 873Please respect copyright.PENANA3fCuZXK54m
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