gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,1051Please respect copyright.PENANApGMopmBKkN
like a bright message to the future.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAlP2vDkUAAS
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,1051Please respect copyright.PENANAxnHJXYNril
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)1051Please respect copyright.PENANABjeqUbpvnH
and instead, I find out with days to spare.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAMEv5CxEIqY
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.1051Please respect copyright.PENANA2SUXIQ874x
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAotOSXQZZMV
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.1051Please respect copyright.PENANACMujHeUHky
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.1051Please respect copyright.PENANA81MW9VxOzz
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAGfqPWOsQIa
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,1051Please respect copyright.PENANA8898TIUnVb
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAgKJ89jYvqv
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAJOdIWGbJ9i
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled1051Please respect copyright.PENANAbcgDhkuCwf
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here1051Please respect copyright.PENANAulE9wZ6fWb
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,1051Please respect copyright.PENANAncMtUyD5FF
and a broken heart. It could be worse.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAKeaE4uDR7P
I still want you here thought, by my side.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAfLUm12dk45
That still hasn’t changed.
———
the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,1051Please respect copyright.PENANADUdRwv9ndA
that chooses to visit once in a while.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAqH5CehnAqD
I just have the recollections of our good days.1051Please respect copyright.PENANAUGREfNAuID
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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