gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,749Please respect copyright.PENANA79VnMB6fhh
like a bright message to the future.749Please respect copyright.PENANA3CUxAOn3pR
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,749Please respect copyright.PENANALLpHJxmPT9
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)749Please respect copyright.PENANA2UStdhulW6
and instead, I find out with days to spare.749Please respect copyright.PENANA8xULRA9Gs4
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.749Please respect copyright.PENANA2GmmM1vlJv
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.749Please respect copyright.PENANAzPHKgVNDbL
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.749Please respect copyright.PENANAuHXIWeR5JB
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.749Please respect copyright.PENANA59ay7T20FX
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.749Please respect copyright.PENANALIkrlorfqJ
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,749Please respect copyright.PENANA0PpLShk2Uf
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.749Please respect copyright.PENANAzQYDnE2uGP
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.749Please respect copyright.PENANAuTDitkvoUH
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled749Please respect copyright.PENANAsSA6qdXWoV
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here749Please respect copyright.PENANAM5WqLkpo14
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,749Please respect copyright.PENANAIweGkSs198
and a broken heart. It could be worse.749Please respect copyright.PENANA7gJsXOscaZ
I still want you here thought, by my side.749Please respect copyright.PENANAm7r6yBD816
That still hasn’t changed.
———
the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,749Please respect copyright.PENANAx48QsnC7sM
that chooses to visit once in a while.749Please respect copyright.PENANANeihBFMySl
I just have the recollections of our good days.749Please respect copyright.PENANAdrZGqeIYpM
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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