gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,752Please respect copyright.PENANAeX4pnop3x0
like a bright message to the future.752Please respect copyright.PENANAYztCaIlzXq
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,752Please respect copyright.PENANAWlSTsMUNA4
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)752Please respect copyright.PENANA5TeF7v7CKK
and instead, I find out with days to spare.752Please respect copyright.PENANAMYTXvpUghA
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.752Please respect copyright.PENANA5YK5OGj2bZ
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.752Please respect copyright.PENANA16AUsvGaOH
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.752Please respect copyright.PENANAQs5CwuIfoo
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.752Please respect copyright.PENANAeUoa31pDGe
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.752Please respect copyright.PENANA6Kmjo2eDLJ
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,752Please respect copyright.PENANARVdHLoH9k9
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.752Please respect copyright.PENANAOaGlmhll7a
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.752Please respect copyright.PENANAodRNMw37wg
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled752Please respect copyright.PENANAVxbsgJsmiu
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here752Please respect copyright.PENANAmPtWSmgfWa
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,752Please respect copyright.PENANA76WW9oFms8
and a broken heart. It could be worse.752Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8jUBcGR7K
I still want you here thought, by my side.752Please respect copyright.PENANAtIgEjX7K0f
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,752Please respect copyright.PENANAIgJGBKetFh
that chooses to visit once in a while.752Please respect copyright.PENANAJMmWEiT36V
I just have the recollections of our good days.752Please respect copyright.PENANArIyWcEIDfD
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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