gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,939Please respect copyright.PENANApbFaQSmiRK
like a bright message to the future.939Please respect copyright.PENANAhakJeTlfWR
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,939Please respect copyright.PENANAqER1hrcZps
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)939Please respect copyright.PENANAyiK3k57eEd
and instead, I find out with days to spare.939Please respect copyright.PENANA2dY9RDoXzr
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.939Please respect copyright.PENANASDLhOuKTnh
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.939Please respect copyright.PENANAgAOLlQJ7Yr
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.939Please respect copyright.PENANAWr75aXdOBw
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.939Please respect copyright.PENANAWCcBcX2ago
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.939Please respect copyright.PENANA32IlvENbLM
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,939Please respect copyright.PENANA8kMa1I33H6
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.939Please respect copyright.PENANAnyK1f1KFF2
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.939Please respect copyright.PENANAjNdnv0mdCb
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled939Please respect copyright.PENANAykncEDdZpG
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here939Please respect copyright.PENANAbtKLoJlqnH
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,939Please respect copyright.PENANAbhs82mYclO
and a broken heart. It could be worse.939Please respect copyright.PENANAv7kNI4GlqP
I still want you here thought, by my side.939Please respect copyright.PENANAh54QJIEfQ1
That still hasn’t changed.
———
the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,939Please respect copyright.PENANAbHfQ3ey7oq
that chooses to visit once in a while.939Please respect copyright.PENANA68gErJArbz
I just have the recollections of our good days.939Please respect copyright.PENANALAyaxyk5t5
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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