gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nDLlOKhjJ
like a bright message to the future.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyyd9mK5sD
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMM1P7Mmefp
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoNvFG1Oo7
and instead, I find out with days to spare.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqcXmhMaPn
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGqbg4KVW3
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7v2R1WVrlz
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FzfeERIWa
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZefTNSke2
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8Sv4SX3Kc
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLvCFZCYE6
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vVXETgWLl
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7lOkGz2M9
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSFVi6pQ9G
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJ4yFaAu8S
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtubxYzbfp9
and a broken heart. It could be worse.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2V8y088QZ
I still want you here thought, by my side.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQ1IVYHi1l
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWJfL8K7c4
that chooses to visit once in a while.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDvRet9xUd
I just have the recollections of our good days.736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiKUkt7Kr6
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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