gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,966Please respect copyright.PENANARi05oSi2P7
like a bright message to the future.966Please respect copyright.PENANANGg64BbBBK
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,966Please respect copyright.PENANAnvwhuy5qtd
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)966Please respect copyright.PENANATtxZAk5cri
and instead, I find out with days to spare.966Please respect copyright.PENANAwuiFWcC2nW
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.966Please respect copyright.PENANAaL6LivgXPF
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
———
Iron.
The first days are the worst.966Please respect copyright.PENANAqCjdtHBjAK
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.966Please respect copyright.PENANApkYZknjPIa
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.966Please respect copyright.PENANALJvMoBDQaI
It hurts, you know. It really does.
———
the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.966Please respect copyright.PENANAZEJWyAaF7N
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,966Please respect copyright.PENANAlhgX16ZQV3
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.966Please respect copyright.PENANA0j4aUApQA6
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.966Please respect copyright.PENANA3pcBHe6RlI
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled966Please respect copyright.PENANASH8BQcmKtm
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here966Please respect copyright.PENANARttDprSU4h
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,966Please respect copyright.PENANA4Tvbl3RZNV
and a broken heart. It could be worse.966Please respect copyright.PENANAfk9FlNoGdK
I still want you here thought, by my side.966Please respect copyright.PENANAcjWvicCto8
That still hasn’t changed.
———
the skies begin to clear.
———
Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,966Please respect copyright.PENANAY4voOHANUq
that chooses to visit once in a while.966Please respect copyright.PENANAizGCBiYIjw
I just have the recollections of our good days.966Please respect copyright.PENANAYxJzKFSR2O
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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