gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,1213Please respect copyright.PENANAIcVtWtwrvG
like a bright message to the future.1213Please respect copyright.PENANAED4SVLtpP9
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,1213Please respect copyright.PENANAJPi7imRVTq
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)1213Please respect copyright.PENANAj6Sy0gziYO
and instead, I find out with days to spare.1213Please respect copyright.PENANA9yKWiyuAQh
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.1213Please respect copyright.PENANAMe0gVbLA8H
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.1213Please respect copyright.PENANAvhOpSPYkdT
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.1213Please respect copyright.PENANAHJlVmVun17
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.1213Please respect copyright.PENANATrXROcViov
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.1213Please respect copyright.PENANAvjUWqDuaIc
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,1213Please respect copyright.PENANAiqOaP8IZbC
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.1213Please respect copyright.PENANAJdcdWv7gsc
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.1213Please respect copyright.PENANAIaYahyeu1r
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled1213Please respect copyright.PENANALa3X460Pnf
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here1213Please respect copyright.PENANASmvjHjFC9Y
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,1213Please respect copyright.PENANAlnhkly2uEN
and a broken heart. It could be worse.1213Please respect copyright.PENANAlI5UhAv4fL
I still want you here thought, by my side.1213Please respect copyright.PENANANDldGoWdaZ
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,1213Please respect copyright.PENANAcbCo1SYF6e
that chooses to visit once in a while.1213Please respect copyright.PENANA3BZ6z3lFma
I just have the recollections of our good days.1213Please respect copyright.PENANAj1MUV7cqwG
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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