gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,1050Please respect copyright.PENANALQEptGMRHy
like a bright message to the future.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAXinX9fcQAe
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,1050Please respect copyright.PENANAfXbs9kKz4f
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)1050Please respect copyright.PENANA3fpwQ1rCdT
and instead, I find out with days to spare.1050Please respect copyright.PENANA1oQFgR8YhX
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAhKDFDHTHLv
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAM2l5aLlrkK
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAsJOufgEHOm
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAXVlZ9UFWM9
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAvlhd2wWG7V
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,1050Please respect copyright.PENANAkiX2U4ODsK
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.1050Please respect copyright.PENANABTam52YKGR
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAJVu34ZWp71
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled1050Please respect copyright.PENANA2F93Xzm7m8
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here1050Please respect copyright.PENANA0o2jCJrhJL
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,1050Please respect copyright.PENANAb7ggbqE17f
and a broken heart. It could be worse.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAlxPjKat56K
I still want you here thought, by my side.1050Please respect copyright.PENANATbvaFUpBAY
That still hasn’t changed.
———
the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,1050Please respect copyright.PENANAnog0HacxFn
that chooses to visit once in a while.1050Please respect copyright.PENANApfpdlGVuvf
I just have the recollections of our good days.1050Please respect copyright.PENANAyzdz58YXEI
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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