I smiled softly, hearing the claps and congratulations for and from my friends were relaxing.. Well, it was until my phone started blowing up with messages. I opened and read each and every message and contact:8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡNn9G1PrhpD 維尼

'Hey Cam, you like Stef and Brendan?!'8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFM4jS3wrW 維尼

'You like two people!!!'8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XYlQeRTuC 維尼

'Do they ever get jealous? Do you?'8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74qklaECOb 維尼

'Why'd you like two people?'8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQBeVruy0C 維尼

'Why Brendan of all people?!' 8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2ZwxMCJLv 維尼

'Why Stef though? You know he likes someone else right?'8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡelcutaOPM5 維尼

My heart dropped. Who told them this?!? I felt tears come to my eyes. And responded to the messages with: 'no's' and 'who told you that's' but I didn't get a reply. I was so heartbroken, I only told a few people, those being:8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvYu1aam5E 維尼

-Prudence8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡvswU4sJ8Vo 維尼

-Brendan8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2MiHkdoah 維尼

-Stefan8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wSiaPKbox 維尼

-Alex8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xXU7xxltW 維尼

-Casie8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7gYGPVF3y 維尼

-Duane8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡEj5vtLyR6I 維尼

I didn't know how to comprehend this. My mind said it was Alex for sure but my heart said it was Stefan. I don't know! I covered my mouth with my hand, a sickening feeling swirling through my head as I tried standing up. Only to fall back down the minute my head rose, fainting.8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6e8poXronJ 維尼

[Dream Sequence] 8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vzWs9YMSx 維尼

(Dreams and Thoughts will all be Italics! 💜)8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡfne4WDCxjy 維尼

I ran to the back of the school, my face and arms stained, both liquids pooling towards the floor weren't really a concern to me at the time. I tried so hard...why...? Why cant I be normal? Why cant I be accepted? Why am I alwa—8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1W7dNU44hO 維尼

"CAM!" I heard a voice and the taps of shoes on the ground, I regret it. I regret it all. "Camila.." he pants, I cover my face with my hands, pretending not to notice him but in reality my heart is aching for his touch, his love. "...Camila...you're laughing..right?" I can hear him start to sniffle a bit too, with the colour of wine on my shoes and his Im pretty sure it's out of pity, I don't mean anything...8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5C2te7vm6 維尼

"Camila please tell me you're laughing." He demands, I can't take it anymore, I look up from my hands, my eyes dark with pain. I push him back harshly, "WHY DO YOU CARE?!" He straightens up again, slowly inching his way over in attempt not to scare me, but he already put fear in my heart. The ache and fear for and of him pounds in my mind. (If I'm being honest I actually got a headache while writing that specific sentence 😓) he reaches a hand out but I slap it away.8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkWCKPD5wc 維尼

"I'm sorry..." he says, I look into his eyes, he's serious..? "I'm sorry I made you do this. I'm sorry I wasn't there, I'm sorry I—" I cut him off, not with a scream, but with a soft sound, "You shouldn't be sorry, its all my fault. Im sorry...8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1okAMvZafe 維尼

Sorry for thinking you were different8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4i1HGPQWHK 維尼

For believing you all this time8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuxm0GILAH 維尼

For hoping every night that you actually feel the same8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqFHDpB0Ob 維尼

For every tear I shed, every cut that bled8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡoj9hODuQOe 維尼

For loving you when you didn't love me..."8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5qDn51wRo 維尼

I end my sentence at that. I fear to say anymore, knowing of the consequences. I look up at air. 8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡKREw0U4uqs 維尼

[End of dream!]8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGBB7z9t9J 維尼

I shot up, instantly regretting it as my vision became fuzzy, the nurse walked over to me, ushering me lie down. "Don't worry dear, I've already informed your teachers, just take rest okay?" I nodded, I have no idea what happened. Ughhh...how long was I out...? I took out my phone to check the time: '11:39' it read, Holy crap. Ive been out for 2 HOURS!? Oh goshhhhhhhh what happened??? Then it struck me like an arrow on a bullseye. 8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjpzgHzRhq 維尼

Those messages...8964 copyright protection346ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1eOXcnazp 維尼

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