剛洗完澡，電鈴就響了。有人今天沒帶鑰匙？487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8e5jlwNsCz
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我開門，花豹站在外頭。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXtWXS0AqF
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我先是一愣，趕忙開門讓牠進來，進到我擁擠的小房間。花豹沒有坐下，牠開口：「我拿這個來跟妳交換。」邊遞出了一個緞帶綁的蝴蝶結，我接過來，滿臉疑惑。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrlPfsdNVD
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「我要妳幫我保管的東西。」牠提醒。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTYk8BNc2S
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tesl8Iphy
「啊！喔…好，等我一下。」我翻找自己放飾品的小盒子，拿出牠的領結。自然又順手的就幫牠繫上，調整好位置。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YD82MvXXE
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHvGrFenR7
牠盯著我，幾秒後，牠垂下頭，摸了自己的領結…然後是好長一陣沉默。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUjuia9wPm
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這個動作……487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZzAuyonUY
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQHuhk9E4v
我瞬間明白了牠來找我的原因。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqgTTfuBAc
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzexfGTc2V
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCL34fGtPP
等牠抬起頭時，我忍不住擁抱了牠。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySOx8LIW2l
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrbQgsgLl8
然後牠說「妳記得『哀悼的原因』嗎？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaD1sSpM2jB
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTGNUwzShh
「我記得。逝去的不會重生，所以哀悼是為了…感謝他們曾經出現…」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl078ge9rdJ
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQhZhwsPlz
花豹對我微笑。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBjmxJZJsa
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TiRvkCvBC
然後牠在我旁邊坐下，和我說了那條緞帶蝴蝶結的來由。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmOYqtNsUR
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzY2On3wdt
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqHvMsynBx
「幾個月前我不想再繼續哀悼了，就去做別的事。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwbwFaN3f4
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIuJaTuMZq
「『哀悼』如果是一份工作，那『慶祝』就是另一份工作。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCz3TFGoRMb
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgWdgz8kcI
「這條緞帶，就是『慶祝』時必須用到的。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVbpppmZ6N
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qpuQAovtF
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「『慶祝』的內容是什麼呢？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOzGp0Ee0y
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPI0LkRrIn
「哀悼為失去，慶祝則是為收穫。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTR4bZwWrR1
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTe4i7DUHD
牠說牠為懷孕的母親慶祝、為考滿分的孩子慶祝、為成為新嫁娘的女孩慶祝、甚至只是幫一隻餓壞的流浪貓得到晚餐而慶祝。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWwdm0vmMS
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「然而，不是每種收穫都值得慶祝。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXx4kVGJTej
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpriuqgJ2Ei
牠為分到遺產的人慶祝、為詐騙集團得手而慶祝、為走紅卻變壞的藝人慶祝、為一個吵鬧不休而得到玩具的孩子慶祝…487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fYyg8WEOp
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXe2axb9TVA
「『慶祝』根本不管收穫的原因、得到的是好是壞…『慶祝』只為了當下的『得到』與『擁有』。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzD0vf3sFW
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxg3AMCQdDw
「有時候我才剛慶祝完，就看見負責『哀悼』的在外頭等了…」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXD9P4pHNAH
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487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDPlsDak76
我聽牠說完，點點頭，手中捏著那個蝴蝶結。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMjJxq1VK1
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVtEhbLDRu
「所以，我也許不適合『慶祝』。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPFmsYqoxQ
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUPMrUrf8m
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「那你為什麼要把這個給我呢？只是為了換回你的領結嗎？」我問。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4KCKuZKvP
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花豹搖搖頭。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOuhPE4Iq6
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「我拿回領結，重回我負責『哀悼』的身分，回來第一個哀悼的對象，就是妳…」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Wn5YlIuCJ
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2kBxL98zW
「但是，妳應該收下這份『慶祝』。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvxs3UBjRs
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEjNoRO7Zq
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「妳得到了些什麼，對吧。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHcN6MK80J
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……我點頭。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiF4oCsrRiE
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487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9qCu2EGu3
前幾天，一個重要的傢伙過世了。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC286BUKkCf
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我在失去的同時，得到了……487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dvWb7T5BA
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVxbe7fGzA
我想，花豹想說的是，487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdUcSo0AOk
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EDJoglLfH
有時候，不是「得到」或「擁有」，只是「學會」罷了。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4eVZNPJTN
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIPNZL8NVQ
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO04OofO5JX
難怪我們常常覺得快樂很假、難過很真，因為慶祝不分快樂的來源，只為了當下的快樂，而哀悼卻不是為了當下的難過。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMkjclhtjR
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76gErYK5Rq
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQDun8HVqU
「逝去的，就不會再重生，唯一能做的就是哀悼，感謝他們曾經出現。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdIPDbzydT
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花豹走後，這句話還在我腦海裡繞。
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