「欸…阿光…」我有點緊張,也有點尷尬。我以前完全沒來過這種地方吃飯。「你為什麼要帶我來這裡啊…」這種…地板是深色會反光的餐廳,天花板上掛著絢麗的水晶燈,到處一塵不染,大廳還有現場演奏弦樂四重奏的樂手。665Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0dACA5f6E
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「不是說好要慶祝你的生日嗎?」阿光若無其事地說。他正在看菜單。665Please respect copyright.PENANA0nj2FtqC6t
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我些微沮喪地垂下肩膀:「請你挑我負擔得起的餐廳。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAuovsjQtifO
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「沒關係,我請客。」似乎在阿光的觀念裡面,這種高級餐廳的價位完全不是問題。也是啦,還不是刷爸爸的卡…但我知道不能講,因為他不喜歡別人說他是有錢人的小孩。665Please respect copyright.PENANAkbdNOHZcvH
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「可…可是我會不好意思。」我蚊蚋地說。雖然是好朋友,但阿光過去曾經幾次送我奢侈品(說是奢侈品,其實只是球鞋或背包,但我的零用錢絕對買不起),他明知道我不喜歡這樣,但他有時候就是很強勢,我講不過他。他也曾威脅我說不收下就要把禮物丟掉。665Please respect copyright.PENANAFG7S8rhhoV
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「小晴,我們認識幾年了?」阿光沒有回答我的話題。665Please respect copyright.PENANAZGeneCdNdL
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「什麼?」665Please respect copyright.PENANAltm1gYXxEZ
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「我們認識幾年了?」665Please respect copyright.PENANAeyDU5mznvq
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「嗯…」我算了一下,從幼稚園認識到現在…「十五年。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAn1rlZSRJD3
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「以我們的交情,請你吃一頓飯,而且今天是你的二十歲生日,這樣不為過吧?」阿光的表情還滿認真的,但我覺得這樣不就是在半強迫別人嗎…665Please respect copyright.PENANAyJJXVo8nHJ
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「兩個男生來這裡吃飯真的很奇怪啦…」我說著說著不由自主降低音量。「而且,我不是說不要在外面叫我小晴嗎?聽起來很像女生的名字…」665Please respect copyright.PENANAYqeMjp2Ym6
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「有什麼關係?這裡又沒有別人!」阿光總是這樣,不覺得我在意那些雞毛蒜皮的小事有什麼重要的。我承認這些可能都只是小事,但也沒辦法不去在意…665Please respect copyright.PENANApeTosTnFfF
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「我不喜歡在包廂吃飯。」連我自己都已經覺得我好像在雞蛋裡挑骨頭了。665Please respect copyright.PENANA59RTjBBdAm
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「我知道。」阿光說話很坦白,而且也不會拐彎抹角。不會刻意嘲諷人、也不會講反話,這點我倒是很認同。「但是,我覺得這樣我們才能放輕鬆吃飯,而且…等一下上菜你就知道了,這家餐廳是真的好吃。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAItBXhh4jzJ
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阿光從小吃得好、穿得好、用得好,培養的味覺與品味不是蓋的。他說好吃的東西,我沒有一次失望,這點我也是深深明白。不再反駁、抗議,我輕輕點了頭,表示理解。665Please respect copyright.PENANAWhPeYjhYj5
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其實我不知道吃了什麼,因為都是阿光點的,但真的很好吃。「這個湯好好喝啊!」我試圖用湯匙把盤子裡最後一點點湯送進嘴裡。「這是我喝過最好喝的巧達濃湯。」我一邊說還把一隻手壓在胸口,表示這是我的肺腑之言。665Please respect copyright.PENANAFWhHx8zx1T
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阿光被我的舉動弄得又笑又皺眉頭。「本來菜單上面沒有這個湯,我是上禮拜打電話拜託主廚今天幫忙煮的。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAwXTFEMX6I7
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「真的嗎?」我眼睛都亮了。665Please respect copyright.PENANAwW9ZBy2cHA
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阿光是那種很容易自鳴得意的人。「嗯,因為我知道你喜歡喝巧達濃湯,而且裡面要有貝類的肉之類的,還有菇類。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAMy1xO0W7Y2
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「謝謝~」他話都說成這樣了,我也只能道謝。其實我好想再喝一碗這個湯啊,不過待會還有主餐和甜點…665Please respect copyright.PENANAweJXuNjIjI
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阿光聽了我的道謝之後,沒有說話,但是一雙眼睛用有點火熱的眼神盯著我看。他最近總是這樣,我起先以為是錯覺,可是…他越來越不掩飾,再遲鈍的人也知道他的眼神別有用心。665Please respect copyright.PENANAH7M5uiZyxS
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我不願意多想,因為我一直把阿光當成好朋友,而且是最好的朋友,我相信他應該也是…可惡,到底為什麼要帶我來這種羅曼蒂克的餐廳啦?很難不想歪欸。665Please respect copyright.PENANAVdkIodhAh1
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服務生把湯盤收走之後,我不知道要說什麼,局面有點困窘。突然,阿光把右手覆蓋在我的左手上面。他手的溫度比我高,我不好意思地把手抽離。「幹嘛啦…」665Please respect copyright.PENANAbxzYCvejQ5
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阿光沒有說話,再度把手覆在我的手上。665Please respect copyright.PENANAwhDbLG5gh1
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「你為什麼要這樣?」我放棄把手拿開了。665Please respect copyright.PENANA3GPEqMrbN8
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「因為我想。」阿光還滿常說這句話的。大白天的喝什麼啤酒?因為我想。為什麼昨天的統計概論沒去上課?因為我不想。他總是不加思索地說出因為我想、因為我不想…有時候我也羨慕他不會勉強自己去配合別人,但是…未免也太任性了吧?665Please respect copyright.PENANArxyiitvsaK
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連服務生上菜的時候,他也不把手拿開,我真的覺得很糗!好險服務生面無表情地假裝沒看到,上完菜就走了。「這是什麼?」665Please respect copyright.PENANAgUmglXzS4F
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因為要切盤中的料理,阿光終於把手收回。「你吃吃看啊。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAZgL8o7g3Bt
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我吃了一口之後,覺得很像肉,但又不是肉,有一股獨特的味道,上面淋的好像是松露口味的醬。很好吃。「我吃不出來這是什麼。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAm0EXUQpmNB
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「這是鴨肝。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAgyubp83b8y
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「嘔!」我反射地乾嘔了一下。「你明明知道我不吃內臟的!」665Please respect copyright.PENANAH7IIFyQVX0
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「可是這裡的鴨肝真的很好吃啊!」阿光一點都不覺得哪裡做錯。665Please respect copyright.PENANA1cEGfoopbv
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「是…是沒錯啦…」我本來覺得它很好吃,現在胃口消失一半。最後我沒能把鴨肝吃完,有點可惜。665Please respect copyright.PENANAoWgz8O6l9R
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後來的料理幾乎都是我沒吃過的高檔食材,覺得感動。最後要結帳的時候,我怕到不敢問價錢,好險阿光也沒有想讓我知道結帳金額的意思。服務生把信用卡拿走之後,結完帳就把收據和卡一起交還給他。665Please respect copyright.PENANAM3LFlJIGEc
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「要去我家打電動嗎?」走出餐廳之後,阿光這樣問。我以為我們用餐吃了很久,其實現在才晚上八點。665Please respect copyright.PENANAdaPJDnHEmS
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「好啊!反正明天沒課。」這裡離阿光住的地方走路大約十分鐘,其實不遠,「我們用走的嗎?」665Please respect copyright.PENANA2lzAhksVIg
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「嗯,走一走吧,順便消化一下。我好飽喔。」阿光摸摸肚子。可能是因為有在運動的關係,所以阿光的身材很好,不像我身上的肉都鬆垮垮的…665Please respect copyright.PENANAydzslNo1bF
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「我也是,超飽~」我學他也摸摸肚子。「可是真的好好吃喔,剛剛那個牛肉…真的是三分熟嗎?為什麼沒有血?」665Please respect copyright.PENANAbNME8NbPqZ
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「這就是主廚厲害的地方啊!」阿光稱讚地說。我有感覺他似乎去過那家餐廳好幾次,但他好像不打算說。那我也就不問了。665Please respect copyright.PENANAuBHGthcOMC
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阿光住的地方對我而言是超~豪華的單身公寓。裡面不僅是樓中樓,一個月的租金至少是我的五、六倍吧?反觀我租屋的地方又小又舊,他第一次去的時候還以為我住在貧民窟(我聽了笑死…),不過住習慣之後倒也還好,只是沒冷氣,夏天有點熱。665Please respect copyright.PENANAyM0lOiYkOf
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他也曾經問過我要不要搬來和他一起住?但我拒絕了。除了完全負擔不起租金之外,臥室只有一張雙人床,我也不好意思…阿光說我可以不用付租金,只付水電費就好了,但我還是無法厚臉皮到那個地步…665Please respect copyright.PENANAzt6p6vEML2
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說心裡沒有不平衡是騙人的。我要打工才能自己付租金,學費則是就學貸款。然後阿光昂貴的房租當然是家裡付的。一開始我感到很不平衡,但是…既然無力改變出身,那我也只能學著接受事實。665Please respect copyright.PENANAAN0ZLFxzxo
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到了他家之後,先坐在沙發上休息。我和他好像都想到什麼忘記說的事情,「啊!」、「對了!」我們幾乎是同時開口說道。665Please respect copyright.PENANAJK5S5nUjMj
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「你說。」665Please respect copyright.PENANApMkd9KQRHA
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「不,你先說吧。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAGsC03Hm3ft
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「…小晴,生日快樂。」阿光用前所未見的溫柔眼神看著我。665Please respect copyright.PENANAZMCO0ucdxJ
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他平常我行我素,我很不習慣他這樣子。突然覺得胃裡似乎多了一塊磚頭、喉嚨裡好像哽著一塊火炭,我說不出話來,眼眶濕潤地看著阿光。665Please respect copyright.PENANAEYe1QyxA5L
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「你剛剛要說什麼?」665Please respect copyright.PENANAZXq8RHdwPf
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「嗯?」我回過神來,當然喉嚨裡沒有火炭,隨意發出了一個音。665Please respect copyright.PENANAifFgAzoDsJ
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「你剛剛不是…有話要說嗎?」665Please respect copyright.PENANAkkIoJjh4wS
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「我…我…」我倏地想起了我們之間的階級差距。雖然是童年玩伴,一直以來都是同學,但我們的家世背景真的差太多了。即使阿光毫不在意,我也可以假裝我不在意,因為這些都不重要,不過我內心的自卑感一直都在。「謝謝你今天請我吃飯…」665Please respect copyright.PENANAfsgNLq2Whp
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雖然試著微笑,但我想我現在的表情應該比哭還難看吧?665Please respect copyright.PENANAkpNFBDyxgO
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「不客氣,因為是你的生日,我覺得值得慶祝。」阿光離我越來越近,明明沙發那麼大,他卻貼緊我,我甚至都能感受到他呼吸的氣息。665Please respect copyright.PENANA0AMSdJnnOL
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「可是我不喜歡你這樣請、請客。」其實我不曉得我在說什麼。我知道每次我說類似的話時,阿光都會不開心,但我還是說了。665Please respect copyright.PENANArWiv9YUlgY
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「什麼意思?」阿光皺起眉頭,露出不悅的表情:「剛剛不是吃得很開心嗎?東西不好吃嗎?」665Please respect copyright.PENANASQEOp4EYCt
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「不是的、我…」我急著解釋,卻又超沒信心地說道:「我只是不喜歡這樣,感、感覺好像欠你什麼…」665Please respect copyright.PENANAl4nc7NFXov
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「你到底知道請客的意思嗎?就是我出錢,你吃飯,我們開心就好了!你為何都要覺得什麼誰欠誰,我從來不覺得你欠我什麼!」阿光有點大聲了起來。665Please respect copyright.PENANA0SngZJr0lA
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「因為!因為我不像…我不是…唉,」我好急,沒辦法慢慢思考、慢慢講話。「因為我就是那種會不好意思的人!我不喜歡也不習慣讓別人請客!我們認識那麼久了,難道你還不懂我的個性嗎?」665Please respect copyright.PENANAl4wFVmR8aL
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「我知道你的個性。」我感覺阿光生氣了。他慍怒道:「那你也應該要知道我的個性啊!我就是喜歡請客!喜歡討好別人啦!怎樣!」665Please respect copyright.PENANAlZiooS65iI
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「我沒有說你在討好我啊!」665Please respect copyright.PENANA6hMpHCg6WC
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「你就是這個意思!」665Please respect copyright.PENANAg6DvnBJQLy
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「你根本什麼都不知道!」我說到後來竟然有些哽咽,好久沒有那麼想哭了。人家說男兒有淚不輕彈,但我只覺得快要站不穩,腳下彷彿是個深不見底的大洞,漆黑一片。665Please respect copyright.PENANASihBqAC6M3
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阿光突然大吼:「真正什麼都不知道的人,是你!!」665Please respect copyright.PENANApwo2SZGWTJ
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和他認識十幾年,我從來沒看過他這樣生氣、這樣大吼大叫。665Please respect copyright.PENANAj7Kqsl4l40
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我呆若木雞、站在原地,一動也不動。665Please respect copyright.PENANAFMHoHQtj7Y
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我不由自主地看著他的臉,他別過頭去,似乎正在流淚。665Please respect copyright.PENANAmx5JkN1v5H
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阿光用不大不小的音量說:「請你出去。」他的聲音聽起來很冷靜。665Please respect copyright.PENANAlHaafaumZa
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「……」我沒有任何反應。665Please respect copyright.PENANA3vmoQ9flAY
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「請你出去。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAwW3KkizFIv
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過了半晌,我才移動有如千斤重的腳,拿起我的背包,緩緩走向門口。阿光站在原地,依然背對著我。我不懂他在想什麼?對了,我手上的這個背包,也是去年他送我的…665Please respect copyright.PENANAv6krA6qQYq
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我從來沒有在離開他住的地方時,感到那麼糟。從來沒有。以前來他家時,都是吃喝玩樂居多,考試前會一起讀書,平常一起打電動,即使什麼都不做,我們也有聊不完的話題。665Please respect copyright.PENANAKdmf9VI1JV
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這是什麼意思?我要永遠失去他了嗎?我的腦海中突然閃過這個念頭。我站在他家樓下的馬路旁邊,困惑該何去何從。665Please respect copyright.PENANAAJZHTg0mpF
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不知過了多久,回過神後,發現我坐在一個公車站的候車亭,看著街上往來的車燈發呆。這個時候已經沒有公車了。665Please respect copyright.PENANAHghR8wQurb
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「晴添!」阿光突然出現。他蹲在我旁邊說:「對不起,我剛剛很大聲。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAYxJJIvENlI
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「……」我看著他,一開始說不出話來。後來才緩緩開口:「我也對不起。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAgPlCo8AaaR
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「我可以坐你旁邊嗎?」665Please respect copyright.PENANAnw0F4RXVRB
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「嗯。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAIJlvCmSkLo
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阿光好奇怪,他以前從來不會問能不能坐我旁邊。但是我發現,我並沒有失去他,突然心底一陣開心。665Please respect copyright.PENANARCBWSLjpkb
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阿光盯著地上說:「…我知道你是同性戀。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAlr6ojwr7JP
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我聽了差點從椅子上跳起來:「什麼!」我不由得大叫。665Please respect copyright.PENANAKe6fPyEHR0
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他好像被我的反應嚇到:「我…你…不…是、是嗎?」665Please respect copyright.PENANAzNt7kkVVg9
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「你怎麼知道的!」我無法壓低音量。665Please respect copyright.PENANAvqsKczLh2N
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「我…」阿光的表情突然變得很愧疚,說:「對不起,我偷看你的手機。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAqhnI3uUAgk
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我眼睛瞪得超大:「……」665Please respect copyright.PENANA3N2tSduRPE
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阿光接下來說的話,我應該一輩子都不會忘記:「因為我喜歡你,所以偷看,對不起,我不會再看了。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAE1AJtHmAZi
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「你竟然看我的手機…」有一次好像是手機哪裡有問題,想請阿光幫我看一下,於是被他知道了我的密碼。後來我也沒想過要改,但我不知道他是會偷看別人手機內容的那種人。665Please respect copyright.PENANAWDlSUgqCwE
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「真的很對不起。」阿光的頭低到不能再低。665Please respect copyright.PENANAxV7B1PRnUQ
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「喜歡我是什麼意思?」665Please respect copyright.PENANAx8LPTsskpn
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「就是字面上的意思。」他異常認真地看著我:「雖然你把我當朋友,但是…你有一點點喜歡我嗎?」665Please respect copyright.PENANAHwwJi6qcOI
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我無法說沒有。可是現在,我也無法說有。我開不了口,只好看著他不說話。665Please respect copyright.PENANAOlPmr7992L
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阿光的眼神有些暗淡無光:「我一直想說,你會不會有一點點喜歡我。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAvxe5XTscPH
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路上的車子經過時,會短暫地照亮我們的臉龐,他的表情是如此真摯,我已經無法假裝他一直都是那個我行我素、不顧別人想法的阿光。665Please respect copyright.PENANANQV8mHMPSh
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我知道他其實心思很細膩,只是不表現出來。665Please respect copyright.PENANAANFsxQjLAl
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「我有。」如果勇氣有額度,我應該在今天都已經刷完了。「我也喜歡你。」我說得很小聲。665Please respect copyright.PENANA7o6z0vpKPU
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阿光露出非常不可思議的表情,我想他八成以為自己聽錯了。既然他都那麼認真告白了,我也想要努力回應他的心情。665Please respect copyright.PENANAdnRuBMRXKN
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我緩緩地說:「我想過,我喜歡你,可是你以前交過女朋友,我想說你喜歡女生。但是我想待在你身邊,所以當朋友也可以。」我停了一下,說:「可是我們的價值觀差太多了,我一直覺得有無形的壓力。而且,以你們家的情形而言,我想你未來有一天會結婚、有小孩。……我也想過如果我跟你在一起,你一定會對我很好,可是…如果分手…」665Please respect copyright.PENANAHKtcgDiu9l
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我不得不停了好幾十秒,才說:「如果我們在一起然後分手,你還可以跟女生結婚,但我可能什麼都沒有了…朋友沒了,愛情也沒了…」665Please respect copyright.PENANA8YVgG88zGl
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阿光驀地抓住我的手:「不會,因為我不喜歡她們。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAWWOQAUEN6m
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「什麼?」665Please respect copyright.PENANAmpJ7dz70fw
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「我不喜歡那些女生。我之前頂多覺得她們有時候有點可愛,但是都沒有人能像你這樣讓我一直想你。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAb7ymwJ5V40
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第一次聽他說這種甜言蜜語,我不由得羞赧起來。我想把手抽離,但是阿光握得更緊。665Please respect copyright.PENANA51MHlbdgCZ
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「我的手會痛…」665Please respect copyright.PENANA57qRRaJlkh
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「啊,抱歉。」力道是放小了,但是他沒有鬆手的意思。「後來我才了解到,我覺得她們可愛就和我覺得小貓小狗可愛是一樣的,但是要談戀愛的話,我只想要你,不想要別人。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAtKeD2HgUXX
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竟然把前女友拿來和小貓小狗比,可是他說得那麼真誠,害我心裡覺得甜滋滋的…665Please respect copyright.PENANACYwbViEtuB
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他接著說道:「…其實我和你想過類似的問題。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAbL5tOjYK8B
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「什麼?」665Please respect copyright.PENANArSE2yToIfr
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「你剛剛在說的,指的是『退路』,對吧?」665Please respect copyright.PENANACSEWLUHGvb
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「…算吧。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAHHgulqkvzk
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「我完全沒有退路。」阿光非常肯定地說。「我想過,如果我和你在一起,分手了,你可能還會跟別的男人在一起,然後換別的男人、再換別的男人…可是我可能不會再喜歡上別人了。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAk2tLq1Ab6j
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「哪有那麼肯定的事。」我反駁道。665Please respect copyright.PENANAQeuBXrUC8O
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「是真的。」阿光垂下眼簾說:「也許我以後會再遇見別的人,但是我只想跟你在一起。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAzD4bF7YPVr
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「阿光…」665Please respect copyright.PENANAafN5nHskAd
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「……」他突然靠得我好近,後來我才發現他想親我。665Please respect copyright.PENANAnyCIG0vCtu
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他的臉湊過來時我倏地大叫:「好痛!」原來他的牙齒撞到我的唇了啦。665Please respect copyright.PENANAk561WByuOn
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我捂著嘴說:「你連接吻都不會嗎!」665Please respect copyright.PENANAXhPyLHm8U5
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「對不起,你還好嗎?」阿光超害羞,又不好意思地問。我今天看到他好多以前不曾出現的表情。665Please respect copyright.PENANAP0CVw9DPNT
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「算了,你眼睛閉起來。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAjxqtqJAEe5
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「蛤?」阿光不解地說道。665Please respect copyright.PENANAGbs0K4FBO2
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「眼睛閉起來啦!」665Please respect copyright.PENANAuwZpyugtPo
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「你要親我嗎?」665Please respect copyright.PENANAygvVzsfsia
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「對啦!」自此以後,我終於解開了心結。665Please respect copyright.PENANAn8rXxLSenm
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Aug 31, 2017
ENTRY #106
自此以後,我終於解開了心結。(真正什麼都不知道的人,是你!)
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