等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4baNLmWBiy
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfq5plNB9GC
深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbg6OvEQmg
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Jh9FF8o0l
他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlvkk8nWTn
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZp5XCVWzNC
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6Lxw6j0ul
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEPmYMdO7l
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpjIoQ6ddC
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBPjyb6AUz
我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEdJq0NeEE
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJG5cVzpx8
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGMje4cLmw
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXNiydM4Lf
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHQpwkwZlE
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThPTkC0DEy
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSm57fkqyz
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIC797khHP
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdF5W6lr9K
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XxzGU3J4w
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjIQ1MkHZg
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafn48dXiOJ
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAnA2qEJYl
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsswJMZ3MDn
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwoQZOMbIm
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooBtod8lMo
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXudOQJcnW
「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy926Fy7tlc
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPJgeJtRpL
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeoDDYHfLo
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiP3lqRNSHP
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBDDHHaSbU
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXJezry9dJ
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMii99c9Ii
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSsO8QAFAo
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGUM2gi3jU
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbr7IivlOz
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBKd69zSzo
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8V1djkSHr
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRHRqJU08s
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzJBXStdjw
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UxW0zxDGH
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyxm6aGVHn
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgmb3K4RVH
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEeLiJZRQC
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQY9rAFM4sU
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsBlpjT8O4
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX90a4XbrNX
我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrK8CGRz1Aj
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwobG22LRdT
「這是新編的。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgfNFk8Z1T
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6kSWCMY7O
他看了看手繩，又看看我。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNgn8jvAOl
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWve5WgSVK
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiJABYUtBn
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98FcHQ3us9
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruXWB0AlG2
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OaN5VUtNi
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxulgRhAKvI
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLR5OE1ha1s
「妳看。」他得意。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQXqeoR7R0
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08vHaUFxvw
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfF7lSYqf77
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6Scj4LqKn
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYj6Ynruie
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFdUGJy6Dt
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIK8dajJGjQ
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUPN29cPlF
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWxYboxXs6
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbuFQZcZSE
「現在拍。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3Mv85tJhw
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXh1TEj9U0J
「啊？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTDinMCakW
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrb016bEUU
「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRSkBKfbTq
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWfazxdhd8
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4ZLh4e5vd
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBVbPqHgiG
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKMDe8C6qK
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZbMK3sirR
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBliCuDjzR
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡal273Vbj6D
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSVbDTAdeu
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5siXmPESDn
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbIlghg5h6
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDzcIqVHvo
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnFgTzFy8z
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyDgDRZHhx
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZM80EEdwfW
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLpgQVj6lS
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnm0o6g53Y
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZj9NktFYD
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7pbigBMGk
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3fPnVEbWL
「…有寫一些小故事。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSd0yClmEC
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hP5B897Ye
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJMGAB8jWY
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TpRvdjKqg
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Uzthdfx1U
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Qc5EDCIDA
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zozQqerum
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLc5CEFuFbL
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHth68XVLOd
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLZXrp6dMz
「妹。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGsJFocmuW
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaLJFKnHT6
「嗯？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNG9FLh30ow
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vzZOKRnhc
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBZ8JT8gyk
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNKV7ZuGCg
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2aTKCuUZy
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7FnB9vGNx
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhTf4fhqAZ
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfGEFALput
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6BjTxRS9I
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uXl6Pahtl
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNH3AqkHQIJ
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAe3mAQIKH
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGmuElSKN9
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6NVyN7yyM
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwZBZDLDup
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0TzwgddrR
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nDpK2hwFM
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5ENgUFRw4
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyJp3ENUsY
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOF0FhJjVcU
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cUIXek9n1
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABNsxGVqIT
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkupvA9ZuOF
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOi1t2Xy3H6
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhqLBO091h
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghDgK8XB9z
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWPFyg8apY
但我是欣慰的。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ445aeaDEjR
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt024cC05Fw
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6WgPDiUMI
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxapRETeXI
那一天來的又快又急。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQx88jBB7ni
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIyy2TJaMD
「妹…」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCTjeZXhCR
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3m9X2eek4k
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1tAd162KR
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUrvHjrSeK
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsnJSQCXli
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7SWjGNxSy
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejOK11tONA
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDFucqRnG1
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfxYYyRfNd
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZyDT30GMn
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvi5dLhtmLU
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPNCqLld9M
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlg0Epgsoi
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ytri6Zn9G
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWqVJUqCG8
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZS73YUvEEu
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjR8A0R4Cu
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9vGPK8XXT
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRK3dnNmNZ
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYdexhCEOZ
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafsjXKKcEf
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmewnfMAvvh
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHR6BTuTE34
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MGOp1IJaI
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZ8UmSIsHb
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57LupkvdjO
「我真的，還不想死。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKPuZmKZH4
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLAwIQMF82
我握著他的手出了點力。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrkCqmOiYL
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQ1z7nPKfP
「我很害怕。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGq0goffjM
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4nqOwvQou
「我很怕死…」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLq37PJhNV2
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDgSLoWAym
他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdqKscBhnC
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MVqrNgISm
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFvvviXGlX
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx90bmRVCt1
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozKXYQvDEf
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ39t45OeMj
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMOXriPN1w
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2eeoySZ6m
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjnHWFw1si
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0enC725oQ
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0NBLf0RQ7
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4A4gXY3moH
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcfGu5RSQq
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh18MmeLfSd
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteexeDgF6e
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2c5cCx7Ert
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqib9jp52P
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7O8fNOyWGj
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkzLIqMSzc
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRo7z6lSvMq
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnq24YET46o
「妹。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zM7DhvagV
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3e5BKGysy
「嗯？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SbkDJ3HWs
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nSWDr56ut
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2mZi7VSA1
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDirUHiUnZ
我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡII2ihyxGf7
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「回去再看。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXsV3ivACQ
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「好。」我收起信。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgBKwvt0mn
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「妳回去吧。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBj2LUQw7X
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「什麼？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJvHbN5l1V
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywOdMrZrVp
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「為什麼？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVL3Qc9ZCWO
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IEPPIJOpd
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「……」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZGa8bKyuv
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「回去吧。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgw7AccOX6N
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Pn0qF7n5l
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不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDlB4ZT2uL
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我又抱了抱他才離開。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFkEfpB43q
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjfZWb37lC
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「英傑已經走了。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsnE7A8dWU
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcIADxmMT8
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUwYzSIOX5
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「Dear 妹：」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzZo5JZhct
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「妳永遠是我的天使，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6sFxdK4O3
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請不要忘記我。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrGvNhrssf
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「哥 英傑」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUK7kmIVXts
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfy8xm7I5hC
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGc9c15lZaZ
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每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK57liqg4Pk
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前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8Ma9q5cwC
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJ5hmogHj2
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzt93wZq69j
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9Uv2RCkoR
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Y9FGbK7GC
曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoEeAD8tVt
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但我什麼也沒做。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZigkSvP2l
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxX41SV3MwI
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeHVhROJ8U
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgT55muhOlr
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcWCUXxkj5
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOt3LFgGIgq
說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs146waDg7Z
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去年，我沒有寫信。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78FNyv1Xmv
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVXAizuLJB
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pPWYYL3ml
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhKIxyKGtg
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這是，我哥哥的故事。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs39q3n3lMZ
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