等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAQAZdN6xS
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0QgUQTaRw
深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIO8iTHTEIj
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG83dPHfhsH
他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzz1reNKSJ
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzj7h1YSPdZ
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxXSrIxLfx
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTPcqRKgkZ
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5mdwpjfTU
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKS5abSsgau
我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSsvKdy1KV
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsKFS3MjCy
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzm4BpLzyq
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhezP3tgOq
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM05S9lJN3a
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOhpDygNCN
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1qgjRt4rs
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttpk5MW7ec
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJnyxP2MM0
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgR0rFnkAA
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeLZQO5hk5
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHBfaenvtw
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HFkCOvRz8
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcq5Iw9CfU
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYrCVGQh2u
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhWwCBDxbs
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopdZOwBR1f
「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1ycZU0sXc
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlEUsCEsDp
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5A2eWdIIoT
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFE0uXgcLK
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JiQQugUWc
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi1Hwwsa3c
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfr5GumnPg
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgV75yCa4rm
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdriwJcVGQi
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WJXrIMvvz
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtd6JJkZxX
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxBmIFDTIg
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSm73vcS7sB
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4cE8dWzCD
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyQsyYNV3H
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRxTzAN8H4
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeReX3Bqxn
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XObzzeQVn
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQMdoJUfOA
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgF4C7rcwmE
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbjFuVBEHb
我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQo1MoqANd2
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6MXED5cBO
「這是新編的。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgKeDvlHdh
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9a8YcxIWhQ
他看了看手繩，又看看我。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmrMLkKXKY
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFo6MolLwSI
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYnTL0e5nm
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUAkZZNK1x
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrRwEGlbJy
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMKZ9S59ST
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcGcDR6WpQ
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDHbfCtOUi
「妳看。」他得意。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnoFhfATRH
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjzPjf4xba
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Bn6LBhzMx
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ncG46Aj86
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3t5cmWmdMe
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2xVfiY4I5
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPPieC5EJS
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBevcYiOjLN
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdSdOlwdJa
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHriKfmjQQ
「現在拍。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMo3QZOt3Kp
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshjaFAbfhS
「啊？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBnMGmrlJp
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnswUq4vcT
「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4OXIWhU1o
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxrL2l8aCG
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSgQapKLw3
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwFoKxdOPC
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyNBa4gG3x
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fs1h0oHBp
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFv3rM9FpN
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3J2pVfrstG
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNbGMPut8q
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkMnScEmmX
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttyqEs2OC7
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHEHsEwaU4
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlhWPKuPr4
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡza7XijDmlq
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4Dq45mzRX
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXFu78goWj
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUpg37MPkI
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjav0zTZ5RN
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4WiY4bMqq
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYzGDD7kqK
「…有寫一些小故事。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZxEmhku9J
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4daaP32Il
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVImf4VRzm
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7LccQ2MDK
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡne2CFUoyoM
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHSO8x7LiN
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOGSCi4TD7
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9oB5UxbZH
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1udgBmqgV9
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MaHWvMRii
「妹。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPfVUhedkd
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxEygiicur
「嗯？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68hZPv3mFt
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTS3CYev6a
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMlrDXyc5E
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqo3p6HyS8m
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFaZG7dXlK
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ocPe1Yi56
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ocHXXRnWN
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciLuldO9B9
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvf8lsJp0LC
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9z5bbyZ7zw
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZA69ufKj5
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4HEV5F7F9
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbSiCUFFUu
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYs2iEuQD3
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHyKc1f6gG
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDC6eNRF1TF
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAkFX6mjRS
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAa0YaDXtHL
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zVMyz1NXu
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuR6Yvj0wkc
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qvY3qsMB7
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHsCzEei7l
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHTecErY87
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBFSoQyXNj
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEjxnuKvcC
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69WVrsTk2v
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUljvroxzzj
但我是欣慰的。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyJxtdfM73
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv06LHgCgeJ
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJt4YjnAIa
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbBZbk4Feu
那一天來的又快又急。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvdyMyKcMm
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72oDZn79WD
「妹…」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5VFNtthul
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOUjIXOZto
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsM6qacsc0
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZsl7IGJ7u
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFpzmejP2V
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGRGIb6gIx
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPR6BlP4Otn
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJiAKF1KYU
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgcPmi2xOQ
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWuO2XX5wm
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW48l8Nj4Ai
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7M6w8iTMp
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9S9d7wT2Zr
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNYy1uWGra
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rtePNZdg7
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9CzX0qO7I
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvT5SIR9NPy
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNTDlOBmAT
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvU3SgofS4
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNoWnOXDK0
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZSaknGRhU
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7HSHF2QYf
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtY2520bUSu
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pqshrDPsj
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOKYDwwBI8
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtUtNrMypM
「我真的，還不想死。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSt0qWef4M
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMmIHixJde
我握著他的手出了點力。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgkIJZGYdp
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprJCzHBCpw
「我很害怕。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlIPBK0H1i
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFStUyRJ81l
「我很怕死…」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjHoo6bsqr
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVgRCNqby3
他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRDbtHLeSv
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHSwX8AzyC
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZ5LMxsKcv
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fXLO5gzpy
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzM9tGi2dma
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAe9JYuvBLp
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhfgeZsIK2
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuUq3Itud6
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEumC8JE9rG
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKO2Hhzw88L
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmnNZqJEy4
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQtkSzAjV8
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2pWzNEY3c
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HIILKjuqU
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNrJ4VpiTs
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuZIX8jBaz
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡau8oRLo9uo
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5iOVnENTa
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvI0oWoNhgD
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeXwzxozy2
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaINy8Q0JDt
「妹。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcClALhGDg
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtDAoPVFkx
「嗯？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZogCy0rS1e
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70nGCBCUor
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFjE1CkXRd
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45lF2RyAZD
我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAOzGv256C
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「回去再看。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgM9jJxtp2U
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「好。」我收起信。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRp9PdxfEG
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「妳回去吧。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1o9TSjVjFS
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「什麼？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOmXttHKIE
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBmyEuKNYA
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「為什麼？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAbMfpryKT
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtMq9dFx6X
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「……」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iusSpR2AX
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「回去吧。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjdb6BS9i4
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6j8GPGMN07
他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYplaP2QKm
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1iDevCZdm
不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cNZgreq9X
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPvvx4ofN5
我又抱了抱他才離開。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuyjZqLxNZ
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498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcvyzeOiq6
當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsf1JtHAIas
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMK2U4zSUMd
「英傑已經走了。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0glfRhGVl
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpV0ubsdGQX
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8s4kmrBDF
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡla0rRmIABe
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「Dear 妹：」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDi76jHcOUc
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「妳永遠是我的天使，498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpAyVB9qOc
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請不要忘記我。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufWMMtqg9J
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「哥 英傑」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzssEZGPTm
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YUstuLoui
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7QGldaUev
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAJ6fLVTjd
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMq0YNpR8B
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20blbz55Cn
每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEIPjRpeNT
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDEOO9Jkb9
前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8VveDmWL8
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jSQ0gblqa
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCi877oDWOL
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5PSf0luLI
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mYJKUWtpj
曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmG70rYHJ1
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但我什麼也沒做。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyled9dJUDW
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLBiFkTLvO
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjVGftQaAf
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7s9XRgvCrn
我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxEy09mknw
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCYewFeNGG
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzQzqU4TDJ
說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLzBpmpenY
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBX6xKOmqv
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8Dezz2ros
去年，我沒有寫信。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFkBKaAzku
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucfC0aL2X4
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXNeUBqW1B
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9TfjlZrwo
我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MJ1WQ72Ut
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這是，我哥哥的故事。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8OTHpNtf3
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