等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCxO81zwN8
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJpnsWeyX1
深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWCpcLL6WL
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpjlpHS9ag
他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0hh6zmWyx
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKWYRWbF4X
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZoK8wSF0e
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpizSPaynkx
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRsPIIAfUa
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcndu7XQZ0i
我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQPsCPm0YB
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoj1yxEYIVQ
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5Sv2RgVIe
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEHb8xksLx
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY43Bh9eOaF
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FEajoXcY3
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLYMOeUagh
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iVliSbj5t
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUrw1GXbUH
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9YfaWyJFT
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajGKkU0ndT
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaElq34yJk
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQFZNTgnVG
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlS9LMNXxie
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJub7Qsi4I
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavVWVNahfr
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jUQykC26v
「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjd3laN8Cr
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8wH04YQ3R
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nCThPIwjE
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNuciWpWza
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0b55yLaFl
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6n3CLVjj0L
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxrcbtZE2W
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PS97CK2Wu
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcxVG21PP2
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3bOIjU7r8
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHCiHCPe1v
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ302iSPjAGJ
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0RIcxhlln
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAIGx6gfT5
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaToKJJClSK
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxlT8LOjXK
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWldW7WhoF
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeuzcFzmym
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIJEhOUqna
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLagbbDrc2
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BU7X1uYVj
我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjXgJmAEJi
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5pJ7xXZWj
「這是新編的。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaX315hbuo
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeeuvOVInB
他看了看手繩，又看看我。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYCCCEGyuc
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqTs7Yad4W
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHfgud3FpM
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFi5sYLAuDl
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKAKnUuc1X
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajr9DAedla
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4pqe6xQN2
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77eqD9ds12
「妳看。」他得意。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ipLnIPZJ3
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvW26v5zeh
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7vcRtFa93
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAI8IjYDIo
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xMBuTBBHD
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGsAWAxmIp
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoJDOzjTFm
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC97VuqqKgB
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4154i2ySPr
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqIC9nTq0U
「現在拍。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rDUulBSkV
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Tr2NDjkTt
「啊？」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5ga0257V9
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeeHmypl3i
「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOtYAbYVd6
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VkkG8cjhe
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2WmKaGSuq
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTpl1Omp9L
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzV1IKXlW05
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVOWYqqGGX
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTqR5ZBhet
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0wcMni67M
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9CKEbqkCi
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoE56p98CBx
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlt9sLuf7CM
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPs47mWsrf
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgRRXJqtQk
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRE9XWDZueV
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxh3tpOWzJX
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVQsE0C1Me
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj68dg3ymYm
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCUq7bhHHo
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuF8trYIn8A
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvYrBzt2C9
「…有寫一些小故事。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWn1lkxJtfT
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DsK2GsFnX
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qhDow50gD
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHRxDUBOdZ
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRmuIagltN
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYXwwU2uqh
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUima57bQ5r
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxWdzhRXGb
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7trlQucrq
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7w5knG9hN3
「妹。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEl4XYwH1g
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC08KEr1hKc
「嗯？」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGaxqbVw1G
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbUS3kdiol
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkP7n70GXZA
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPdvYAX2wv
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXuPE2Aqiw
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDB92UHXAd
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNPFgWqHLd
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3jROkIZIa
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbPOT7DEZe
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvDPe5qmLm
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cLoxeq59Z
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuue2uLUJc
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQkzx6WNUo
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsYEqdSNIt
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCufKFfthsT
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQlyT7GSlA
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMrs8EnsRj
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrS6oJbbCC
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1i3XUMlCs5
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlxZGWlTPz
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2G68HiRIec
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0e7xqA1du3
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SwYlWBBVx
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonS0iC53Fs
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1w1fdOPMQC
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPImI6DU4iz
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hAj3MkuoE
但我是欣慰的。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSo6asfBuLI
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729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyybkc15dlE
那一天來的又快又急。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJssSspoiKI
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBr42kfsb7G
「妹…」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUKZzh1vaj
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kviS5tTO2
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EFsJLxqO7
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoyPS1Qi5B
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZmVJjBIQW
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RTZP6A8Lm
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESPwF2ILPB
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5lWeZTRVp
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJCCoIUCgw
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HLuNVeXGp
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSiZmswgue
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHe1duDiSQ0
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBY6RBj9iWC
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM274feW5LK
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroBndQGWUN
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOwydtCb5C
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9JGsbQ2vz
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZxR7l2dPX
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxwzwIszTW
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JnllaolFG
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Z3otgplC4
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQ0AjIBDj1
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMRFmZtPsc
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tJbDemQCa
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINpBCGK59Z
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Q6RISYk7X
「我真的，還不想死。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eBg2Gdan1
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtzmXLRyW1
我握著他的手出了點力。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgK0mEEwd0U
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jOIQ6IPyJ
「我很害怕。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudDeLiHScK
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FgwWnJmcS
「我很怕死…」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3npKGomlY
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81sRHL4CCs
他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUcVe0zp4G
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWi6LVWs4k
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9X8ZHfjHf
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWlNBWzN6J
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUjEPwWgPP
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAVLlaMM5r
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK417DyIPCn
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRcq8kqNi3
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPx0PdfLOS
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIu6jmfUDlv
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeciUgqmCWT
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdprjHzx5C
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZSvBZCAE2
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdmPDQzOeN
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1PLlPywNO
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEKUChkJww
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPqPncvecJ
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWPpo415Ut
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1APQMzjQ1l
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEU9RcKVRnS
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aJu4qSYRj
「妹。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTXbsFXSyn
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuFJmCotC9
「嗯？」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCl1CTtwfBT
729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyJ6UXE10i
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0XOZwvKNu
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我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu66PBcxQy6
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「回去再看。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDpYi1kwcP
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「好。」我收起信。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGCRa2jlZX
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「妳回去吧。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGYO7QbYtt
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「什麼？」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaaYucQm0q
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtc444n6KK
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「為什麼？」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWU8IPhcIVz
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVhvTPYX74
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「……」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPFFGvZtdw
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「回去吧。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡys0BYd9YQp
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyT1uXpQb9
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不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDuQ05GPEA
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我又抱了抱他才離開。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBecKsIcH8
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIGzjiasM0
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「英傑已經走了。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeB5R1otHyM
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmKjjd8O5w
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2C1HaXjgCz
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「Dear 妹：」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqElB04ubpR
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「妳永遠是我的天使，729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgkUkXHoOw
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請不要忘記我。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaoRnKCkWG
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「哥 英傑」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JFG2IaDCY
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkxlEMuBWA
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SdZ9O33MS
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每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpG9HOUGXzD
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前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDb410VodC
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qgLBYxcQH
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdwCwG7h6q
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUKG7fDDAd
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhdZHXOOXN
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但我什麼也沒做。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6ZlqZboM9
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaOJqV7PU7
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡad8IlXEKxx
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY35TxPx0RA
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWipGobka9s
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說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvD2l5zgAj
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去年，我沒有寫信。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFKX0Dyuj9
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMa3fUTzNdU
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzs9C0IOaxq
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG55brDhT2m
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這是，我哥哥的故事。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfN0XjaPCpr
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