等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4nXSFab6g
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深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99Svzklhzd
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他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtwtfzMiJj
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeUcxb9Ocm
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8zd9NcAJG
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZvHWQ82d9
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoAF6opVgb
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我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdhjIH490l
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpVOVXPHAH
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4769mGXTu
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtzMjH7wjs
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEHbckXXH7
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrP7XE3wAiL
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLR9mGIAIzy
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYB3p9eFEJ
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JbbxTOqBG
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdckwmZWSiI
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wy8y4HhwK
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8HUXvqPt1
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBwKRPpvQ1
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUE7C2u2fO
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡex2vZxtMia
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVMpXaJxGP
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「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡif558MIWiO
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweEd7GVJWV
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZr6zSPMvi
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3I3mpYudU
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWtcDG6s2W
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVFvY4QyRn
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaNpO5bLSY
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWAvhs8VBX
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVA7i7lhvj
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡby3WGs92lG
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KO9UdwokZ
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOg0GBygZzy
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73PakInwAq
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXAw1a95wk
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYHzXVIrZ5
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFZFDRtYgI
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVENmNuk9iZ
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Q8Ge9Blut
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqVxhxzsPh
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vNQRppEbI
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKAiEzRs0I
我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5a4aqTo7a
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOESWDB4p9J
「這是新編的。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwzr8eedw3
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIdWBWCcMf
他看了看手繩，又看看我。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTNGCji7RV
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MKdyh3Cj4
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRcWa3s8RA
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOWkYSbJsK
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlLNt5Xsfz
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrr9hT5ee1T
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFhfLLA2bU
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJ6JCZ09N5
「妳看。」他得意。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJPOqkI1z1
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SavYo5lGz
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpn67X2N0Ve
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGIpth5bL5
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhi81oYqzY
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEDiK65Kt1
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZC0Ompb2S0
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasKMhYTC07
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UgxTaBAKt
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQAKTJMYIl
「現在拍。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOHsqVJywa
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「啊？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTf14yi5SQ
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「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SDQEqB78a
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLdrgNP0QM
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtVlvTNqd7
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jWG09ekAR
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvB29JdUL9p
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLepG9kLewO
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHJDADP9Y3
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsgTK6qLt1
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSDMtRnd6b
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZ7tug9cHn
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0ZwAnV69B
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcjAbbbl3c
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjkM3jTfh2
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVprml0tXEW
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PISH8whOs
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuFxpsjNAQ
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVqdojQfKQ
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「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJ3TL2lSFP
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3FAPCHCXW
「…有寫一些小故事。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6z3f9QxyiT
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「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6i8YzaqE5n
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiPEdfOBsf
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazTa1VWExX
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9S40O0mxC
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MVyb81xoq
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxsuu8gmEQ
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl73KzwF9Q9
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXJLxT6LzL
「妹。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wv5yULnf9
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxoFX604Fm
「嗯？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdt4UUOtO6c
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「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFh3tfrwdp
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwlaz6gpk9
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1KCvXhEBk
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfTIFvJgM9
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79q1hBKOL6
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡii6zVKZybh
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqO6fIT0HS
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCrDJ9dwcY
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHW9MVtwse
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLt2ASBSj7Q
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJe6YYbLJeU
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWWUsFkOFg
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiFy8dsVO1
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqlDyBSTzy
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Um1oficzC
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZffjTIlVpx
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzKlKg1LOb
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qyTTXqTqG
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNjVRMhO3h
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76U1SPRITX
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMru3Fs7mWd
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTQ5CKpVW1
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNHSPHyjby
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhHBohtx2H
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但我是欣慰的。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh1nCgxr5i
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那一天來的又快又急。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmCIqSneut
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「妹…」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvnfDo6O1j
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡager9vhJz5
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0dA7NfTp6
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstZlvb9w8U
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhURMGULckX
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjOz970HMN
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLrcHP0HLe
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxaqtJSAho
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3ILIrVgJ8
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRb3wOblQPg
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJQPrBK9GI
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NryGbSYlg
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我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHXVOrgLOa
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0MYN3m8QN
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDaAuvwx52
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJl9AIgFKUU
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELccoOnsqG
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4P35vgLmH
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1T5uo60u7L
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518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTS5vK8Ucux
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1VQ7WQouf
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR50OprT9Cq
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zwQvVH0IW
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「我真的，還不想死。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg968yq9UXS
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iJDcDq8Ge
我握著他的手出了點力。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDE2ic3oEp
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBz7DYkQV7F
「我很害怕。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEDFL63ipN
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「我很怕死…」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoUlUQ9xpn
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他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MAhZGDskI
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllsZ5gbkYW
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkd2LHP8WR0
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0azkMkcMy
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpGDNEGyOx
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcy5CmCbg31
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYcLgCXnfU
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFh17qVfTWh
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAjICxXpwL
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DFKkZOq9C
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JDXCvxt6c
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLg5m6JQfhT
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gYPo4KDK1
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEeiwOnyIn
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxb2HaZ2da
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「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCl6XjRV0EP
518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAU1dfFEa3
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuqFrv1rrD
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「妹。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XxgkAuP93
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「嗯？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19GUIBlZiA
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「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoB3lnclGn
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我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KTy2F8cjQ
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「回去再看。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBY2yQDcyG
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「好。」我收起信。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwadlyenpxW
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「妳回去吧。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSc9zidKxjg
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「什麼？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1825PEDzCW
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7ssRS57vB
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「為什麼？」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4lfyRLQu6
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMflO2O3rz
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「……」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbDZNP4SO1
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「回去吧。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xsEIDxg7N
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUARST6U9Be
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不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbty8hT2YT
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我又抱了抱他才離開。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwUmfU2flR
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOscb0qjH4A
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「英傑已經走了。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eBbUs5AE8
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoF6sGslnn
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TPxJDxfhd
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「Dear 妹：」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMsVdATayV
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「妳永遠是我的天使，518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3qqJWcKhz
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請不要忘記我。」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPNh5nZ9Pz
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「哥 英傑」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD63mJ8JFut
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0Zek0LunW
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyo7e9WXYY
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每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6No1xkYo4Z
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前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Cny8vJzh2
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lGg5jORgn
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFCtT8JbJ2
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VtPkECfvk
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkARMABap4O
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但我什麼也沒做。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTo2TrtdUx8
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRth8QVFfA8
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbp9TpIXBVM
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnilCrhV3B
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaP3ddkt91
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說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hPIOc3sLq
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去年，我沒有寫信。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2nswcYPJA
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlChTZstC4s
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjycgN4Kp9
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSM6S4ykdv4
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這是，我哥哥的故事。518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXTc5iXfd5
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