等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidIN96GbLI
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3n8EMqiIHD
深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uLMJNH8wb
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hv7f8ctOE
他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sk0Aut1GD
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYamz9ng6Xo
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LcNGxpGxt
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiBsrqjWoe
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWJ4aNP6HG
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxUWfRT2ec
我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBFuBFOzMC
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfK7IVKkto
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqBKyLAHEE
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9eLzJRJIt
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLCaDvL5XJ
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡca6tfVV2uq
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0mlN1TloC
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCVKuYovBi
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDiJT22hA7
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOBI9JOP71
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkL5ANr24c
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOe7FmSrAx7
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNPhEozq0A
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cL3WR7Z3x
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalmUBJwMyM
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TyVNEP9Zv
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVhci1kCvV
「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXQwDPr99j
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExTkQrv9Zb
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkwob1btXm
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVslm4eICGA
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLndK57657u
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiGvpRJ4Vs
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtf3xP0nvp
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IyWaTvqWN
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpv9YdJEneq
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4B0XWtGgQb
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSJIi3sTXp
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJdpJtHLFR
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQv8niFxFo
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUF6eX4zIB9
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwWEwj7RpB
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyo4UOYc2tN
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LJ11ph44U
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbbgao6rVy
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3f6JCKGt3
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnEsVuXbi1
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9g3wmU7s0l
我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNsz5T5GA6
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoEmyMWdY1
「這是新編的。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixEUjtIrJf
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSfMGNkEF9
他看了看手繩，又看看我。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJJhsKn5Gr
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckDehhc1oW
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmG2cdKclrW
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Kr6JLQq0g
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPQyN7q9um
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsBydwnL8k
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgB1ViLlBL
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfpkwBr5Hb
「妳看。」他得意。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtjhOqYgxM
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLr9jrwLnj
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvu0B5ZGuyL
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLuxYIViJQ
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmk9QWYRn17
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCygxjeo6v
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8u7vi31ZTC
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuDkG3Z4Ld
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTFsblTkDn
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3dSsKyMo0
「現在拍。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tbu2msxYY
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cnYmvU5KP
「啊？」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhs2XcFGsn
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6rqZK4G7U
「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCt4kHFOS8V
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfozCSSBsNT
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNCZDAjFjG
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnWAeCwKqe
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8zAKuv0mK
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPXAKP9V8a
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJpZh9oeBX
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3clLL4IrJ5
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvNhXWtPRz
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6L4a1IGkH
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3dKpsUWgG
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVexfPjr6Dy
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuDwzhmq95
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrQEbQQJ8T
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCHb5HRSaR
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVKn0TDWp6
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeUi38OyWO
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvWhkuXgTB
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7eU4vcNi1
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgC9msis5M
「…有寫一些小故事。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRE4UbUiXA
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Qy3rDvolv
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ui1ri3HBi
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCRcE89iIq
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUfRwk80TK
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqLNuc3Wn2
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GgsFIFe1T
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjJSa12dP0
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YMCH86cAJ
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YSZ3sGg2A
「妹。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLcAAu3rxF
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1msrTK7w1Z
「嗯？」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspnByQALOD
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEVxP1miFW
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzcGGh6Zjz
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNILb2cSCdg
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlKaXOaeVQ
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnDFTYZHYK
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YAvzQIa7S
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASgUBJQ212
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tStBdPCp8
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYaWSB2mKw
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBl9UujX7I
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMQhdYS77N
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8usTIlLhb
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBy7BhrAYg
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUP0XE1IfUd
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHdXDgXNql
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWOtODiID5
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3D1hEOZxF
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1is5LsCynr
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvOVQbPAtF
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnmfLfwT7T
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfU888ddf1w
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0p5QoSzjeO
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRK7uJatgR
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlpaiPJlKx
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXenpq3Tf1L
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpN2hfSwuHP
但我是欣慰的。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzBRyHxyEs
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZLLrxtPSp
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7gSQnj99J
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSDsb4LnNo
那一天來的又快又急。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WulD6e6Mw
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wLnFZiWzV
「妹…」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xGtIh34yL
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHFNMV16nB
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67MG93h5WU
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3AqASHLXT
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8hnUGfOsX
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZdSEfZbOE
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEL2BwjXOIs
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDJz7Rd1Wm
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTph7qSssXS
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AZMChyECc
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKY0cjrmVc
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSUynXtzHE
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclK7TXdgfl
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tumm9fsa6
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0n320Qwuk
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMO8j6ImNSo
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHA8vVWB90
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxYIXNW4lZ
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs1ef9T15Q
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtG7ZadXik
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3c8IMC9YQv
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9j8FjFcpb
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HhHXiPMPa
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobxn02Rm3U
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6oxQmcegG
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfhTjmCvP3
「我真的，還不想死。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgdOvKr9d5
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpqkkMqPx7
我握著他的手出了點力。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWen6C5ScN
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ098HrDzZbx
「我很害怕。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDO2aEQ2Dz4
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvY3qxLzFs
「我很怕死…」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxjfKzlqip
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0GapwF8wf
他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdr3Ts4s0wi
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsu3NEncTMv
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaD2IBgMTP
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Vh1yjn9bW
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIH1SUe6nSs
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOgYEiyRjQ
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJp9fhrNSoG
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FZsy8gN21
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35G2nI6afI
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMO8hV2Rq9l
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRF5BpuCWqv
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYDLkNpxOj
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8L5unwQKJQ
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dtDB7MnbG
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyyguxPhBZ
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5XKgCAnRi
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8huVs8Q9H
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4KvBv2hpm
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ232Qpso6vc
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「妹。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupXvJfZNin
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「嗯？」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaRlOvzYIX
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「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqx5ByqMG09
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我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2bmEYaFsM
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「回去再看。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMRqkc0Oag
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「好。」我收起信。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4rvIfgJVf
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「妳回去吧。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqMvhccNW1
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「什麼？」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZDJKJzpvh
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5krcrBFVq9
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「為什麼？」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJgFUGV6fn
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqMIsupf9I
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「……」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMzSBHPyg5
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「回去吧。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZzVSeLG1k
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1NYvBpv8Q
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不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4xn9gxF8G
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我又抱了抱他才離開。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeQpd4Qt8I
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9gnOXiM0t
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「英傑已經走了。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxuZgts3ZU
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Tmsa7ERDk
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZ4pybJBkT
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「Dear 妹：」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57qBM3zB6J
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「妳永遠是我的天使，569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasSWh1iiYF
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請不要忘記我。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUv7Yi0QVL
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「哥 英傑」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIDVuwbb7R
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhZQaUeGiA
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYGyWgs5wy
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每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsuCqOWIoT
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QRdfoPHiA
前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEmgiW6D79
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStucjNxN6p
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuf3X5YRRQ
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cYYAQOrJn
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSngqIi9Q9J
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但我什麼也沒做。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThYPrvzzmw
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBCLm0YQ3a
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgColbYd03
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdD63O7hAP6
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BtDprFxFo
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說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pMaBWj93t
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去年，我沒有寫信。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uyacOekER
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA380Emetw2
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZueWvko6eQ
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrsZlOGFAg
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這是，我哥哥的故事。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMHWT4nuGo
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