等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHV2FxFRTNi
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazw8UXLwgY
深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDLH4JRpKG
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEqZGmFlQ3
他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnfBCzEd4s
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOk8ccL7xK
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3EcctDvR1
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4DM7Bf4Wr
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFPO4AgXto
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRRKCCdTO5
我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUTq9HQ72i
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJ1hJvKLvQ
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteMHZsJFpf
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TxNi2MNTx
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRg38LLE8g
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBI9jzl8DO
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyADEgl8k1
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZnv2NWhKG
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZqMHnh3sv
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7KAFvlPw3
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIBv5RWNNV
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEajpBjKlj
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwU2CJIis2
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnmKr68jl3
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvFEMijIm2
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZahXq5sKoR
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsANr0GMyh
「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDOcCWqTdu
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1yxF3snTo
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRlZPg7D5r
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlShyBYGxs
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WDUplUMNz
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8C265e5jY
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiSksyQmNF
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbt2I3DhkM
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgZVjdeBHO
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPiMdsgrUX
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZd80LvmpO
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYkwj3OGAv
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMK4cIx7ASk
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClpsAZTevc
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDe9PMOwz9f
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbu1OPWbeNB
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVGyfolhOz
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIrdBiG5d1
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEueplkNuh
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmBw9l9hMQ
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9LlTXVsQT
我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD41INQoxfr
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tgFTAaU46
「這是新編的。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTV2ZknrhGf
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHk77V29vW
他看了看手繩，又看看我。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWGIGdzYqV
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JrmP7DxD9
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTU3keNGf2J
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62bWd1M80r
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDb1Svyxvll
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnnrscL5kO
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKJnXdSSvA
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXtXzj19cx
「妳看。」他得意。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPFSZIqBkP
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHwXxBJC38
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmxLbRc1TG
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6OsSQcfCH
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7m94WbsOR
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KqgDbqlpr
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1bdgmF9Ub
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1N92mAoJOK
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuUfV0ZZ3g
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJisOZSl8Oo
「現在拍。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40FvGkEOhk
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrY8gsyF1qK
「啊？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinAC920ymL
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhzJTiHbaA
「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8yILcivV7
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEd6EAsNYVE
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTd5nODEaVM
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBFTzjnpk7
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZA7sqUj7TP
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBwiPxsAAm
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uWjMnWFm0
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfiXxcNUYq
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLy75c7H4Im
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfaTRXM9BS
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOrZuu6ZKR
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEEK78i71l
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTzJRKHbTa
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrB4fdhajX
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWqHuj9ZGE
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZcLoNqtbR
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwWiPomKxD
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MU3JbVNhp
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoj2CTkNad
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfgaqQ2NkL
「…有寫一些小故事。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNF72s4yiz6
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dTSxIvT43
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeEQbTmkTo
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7e3IMSORr
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4F19LJrQNf
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGsUy3hly7
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2i5ueZyOb
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dfjfXIuiu
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4Ldl6ZWso
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnxHfiocgf
「妹。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzj8X0pMt06
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLzrMtY0eA
「嗯？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonFPDYumq6
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwP2rZZ2yd5
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSfA6ABelq
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1M0sbFWpn
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ124tt1sjfD
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIfnbJJV3b
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKEAASxGG2
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmd6XzRl2xU
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sOpM0iVyl
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJhL1mzAo3
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFIMp1yGcD
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDkHf9XgGy
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQMkrgYaiH
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJCIsJ60Z6
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmw6uyvvk6
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4fOjC7r5R
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjgagiwzjm
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OBV56Xu8j
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0rPcmJgOe
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntnEZzDsJD
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjcDH5KtVz
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MTNzk9jE6
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6P1j8Xez0h
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMdiA7Pc5D
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLkrPah6CM
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsIkgJslV7
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGzKD2uaXL
但我是欣慰的。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKtxcMzCbD
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX73kjpW0h5
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEz01WjhVW
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNM7owiOrf
那一天來的又快又急。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9JB2exqAN
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwTmsLnW90
「妹…」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Kr0QVNy16
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCty0L4xl1S
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nh00cNaLo
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLTxH3tT5f
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Wkth6JCUP
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ821njArOwr
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWSSvWysHF
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6QsSRvQ5c
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTirGinRgrx
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLA5zLsqXm
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdP0uyyr2ih
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLsFkWKvsu
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs61Ywq6nFU
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5tPQYRq47
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhDyvMNOUO
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQR6R4fGtP
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpUKTw8cKh
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmUkiE7cFV
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2zYtdm4qK
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6g2GxzjCtc
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaI3GM2TZcX
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4udPRvQU4Q
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOImoGojfK
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgkNkIoIXW
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIqhq7gSTE
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oz0RT3Z9N
「我真的，還不想死。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCS3Z1fIkA
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWGuNF99To
我握著他的手出了點力。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Nhqc0TmDk
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeTMIviJXm
「我很害怕。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPBq132I9m
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioKP9VMzAh
「我很怕死…」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJi6RqFl0wW
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCJivtYHMD
他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgcL1VjSnP
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeqzQlsf56
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxKcN29aH6
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4923OR5bDF
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBYSFxr4Xw
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2crgy7WJE
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0zh9GLo9M
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKvt8npGrY
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVg5QG41bs
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjnPMMvosz
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsazEtKFNEI
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqCki4lugt
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29mlafSy7Y
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnykQVY1Sg
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTU7ma90L7
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3A3ZvWTv7
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhHjFkxmYi
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHINz8v1nt
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeS8WyA4Lji
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ14ENJBpIs
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp72WCwUxrx
「妹。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnh8gkrUNxp
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZL6IZqMGu
「嗯？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqIcxbFfg8
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6sj0haWo3
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIo17Iv0wIz
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCVTI2UNOT
我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Jtt2mCAqW
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「回去再看。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbeRCOe8SD
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「好。」我收起信。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5zP7FDotU
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「妳回去吧。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZuAGoMy5I
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「什麼？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2b5Es9LaGT
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKC54pZ6NLW
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「為什麼？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNe1f7bCHle
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpnKTocvlR
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「……」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcGPZ5bCAf
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「回去吧。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLEY5tT8Hz
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoChoVIQjJ
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不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizqDQ3zYOy
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我又抱了抱他才離開。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbkpVZiJas
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Yf8V8tuOv
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「英傑已經走了。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qPWIsxQvM
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNAuieQJTm
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrjHY0LMfd
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「Dear 妹：」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7op6skwKV8
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「妳永遠是我的天使，574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFS6H6Yvfr1
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請不要忘記我。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJp7w7eqkah
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「哥 英傑」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZiyYisCWz
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hc9OuTAGE
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtAxzCrIYP
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每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrRRRNnlk8
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前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xVHbpXgeQ
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQW3yE2lCt
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKWUXzAvlT
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ajOiUTda7
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrdzUyLylK
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但我什麼也沒做。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4Md7FJS2a
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpEntihbsv
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovKdU7wmb1
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhUv4AShNz
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJF25iJfpU
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說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSofmZx1lis
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去年，我沒有寫信。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbRUqLe1XI
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6xKgZTER7
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1p1hhSe7p
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByQX9K196o
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這是，我哥哥的故事。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLo5k2uWG5
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