「這個擺飾真可愛。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4KKaT0XAp
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCK0DiyURWu
「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PIv0m0LKd
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcQiMb5MoS
「妳換拖鞋了啊？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejB2BYmb7C
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHg2Xe6HTL6
看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXHN0RVvrS
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaJPcgs19f
「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9cuTOOhNN
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmRoab6Qy9
自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpmDoBik7N
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpUf5Ek3kE
好像，做錯事情的是我。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrdZHosaeK
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504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8aD3VzFFl
「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiIAkx0Pok
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvL40aGLf7v
「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbpr8WTeCO
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbT490q6n0
「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhkrYFGhgA
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPidJxVCrZ6
我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvtcCAAncS
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrCDeK4Uv4
他仍笑吟吟的看著我。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOMlLXIxzN
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9a8KGQocR
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NqvYJ0cFO
「為什麼是我？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoQrOmF9C2
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA53EKgTqbM
我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XJVTiDjM7
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGQZSqHkL1
「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXScYChtgcS
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0od7BRiyB
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoXmJtr15L
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkL1Bg9CBo
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「因為妳漂亮。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEU5XsUUETk
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「……………」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecKrKclK7Q
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「所以喜歡妳。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64s3EPKGk4
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpI7mfTPT83
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「你真的是爛透了。」我說。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbR9oE6Vfu
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFXFu2otsA
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf57Z9Bo4x4
「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwtEHWMj3L
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RUA0ZS3jz
「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rTOTSws9X
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡak4hrHx9sY
「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLSxWhroFD
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AeZTg9N5C
他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbk1HoP0M1
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7V7ZVe2HJz
他看我不說話，急了。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WMKDKVLDn
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplnG10vmsS
「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JehDuRSUB
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我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3LRhxMNlT
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrO8Fzi8B6
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「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMlvDc0PnS
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zaElc7Ok6
「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCLIEzXJFS
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLbVwi3CqO
當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWM749gdwX
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBRfcwBIUs
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「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjd55mYNloO
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNtqkSKFTa
「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAVZMR7qTB
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDjlh9NDH8
「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3i5Oe7DRRj
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DcjZWjVPD
「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeeWrIi7nX
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「…………」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlmEZULaSC
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他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ngUEZBDly
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而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxt0jhCSPR
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4wB10s8Ey
妳怎麼會，如此盲目？504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHphCPanVhh
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rNw6FIzLj
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mDILXqpjX
「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbYjUxDNCr
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTEKINucBq
「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTb66K5rtH
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他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkF85SmtlD
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFX1f4ZBkrf
「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6QILgYcDj
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhZYQew2MV
「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVm28fsmI2
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxTzlsHa6g
他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoePRmR8x3F
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzR7qbkLAF
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「你回去吧。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIR6Q1i9Cg
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「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWC6uyX4PHa
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡga4sfkQYaz
「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMCWV6Q37k
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjrXfOsuy8
「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5YZWGGe5Y
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidngFhB76O
「憑什麼這樣認為？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjS5BAr9Aca
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqRQpiZtgr
「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qFBQVhAPs
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8cMCx8IIf
我的心痛了一大下。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRsjLkwvSW
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTu7UC3Ftk
怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSboiWUibqJ
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7wm2fgBPG
「你回去吧，拜託你。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBlvRKV8cY
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRb1aPmUNF
「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAdtt2og4h
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqeUxEmuxh
「拿去。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUrv7Uk2NQ
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5e0gyz71lQ
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他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XNPj3gHqu
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlWtlC43zM
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEz9O9W30sE
「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUFxwmaJfm
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDVqVRC3IT
「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmHKdghyZ4
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGKskrz6Ds
「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2POwkGURQ
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjx0mM9FQ9
他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WFjGd4Rhj
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrbTkf8oF2
這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zaia8Ahc7
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3BNg59Pdv
說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLfOE6w52d
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2d7L00yoH
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYmEyCnLZG
我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBhKGVyuhS
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcOtMEbEob
開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrfwqqWx06
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15uR9olO4k
我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxU1iJIBWHh
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fYWxYQQ0j
然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSPbmx1rnI
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6PKLlLRUZ
因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgPx7uJ4fy
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待續。
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