「這個擺飾真可愛。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisWXgPMBKV
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDkclAr9Kd
「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hgtm3MIWH
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrxZHl2Z1X
「妳換拖鞋了啊？」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNzgzx0UvD
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzWiIf28iL
看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvm0zW7QTgD
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe3lYTyGIQ
「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡys8wEDdTRP
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3zyVK4Z0L
自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivqXw7Fhjh
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA96i2dDiSM
好像，做錯事情的是我。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOp7dZPtwr1
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPh8ggNyqrQ
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3OW0bKG7H
「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fWJOWjMnl
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbfm0CowBN
「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFqPrKpjqY
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoYN1dI93S
「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvg7N8moKPh
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgmdfCDgWf
我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1895eYTfD
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLXzeaDJOx
他仍笑吟吟的看著我。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7CIiN9huQ
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BIXaTVyZO
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYoQ19a5Ky
「為什麼是我？」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZhxp2urdT
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBc24qQJTd
我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWGiFSUZIi
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHgXDyxUfC
「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLLdCky4VR
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlw266ztxK4
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1tr4STDso
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7l7qlZUZ5L
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEBVsCcg5y
「因為妳漂亮。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIsjAxY8YC
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0z6EJXXhM
「……………」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVNyOnvAfa
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DtU4DKjmf
「所以喜歡妳。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCP7Q8FsElI
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolf7Z9idql
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4K1blWtvN2
「你真的是爛透了。」我說。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfZEAYE6nN
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSTNYb5JSX
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEn1pVv6ukq
「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjjp25v2Xv
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKavfEj2E8K
「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpDe6ZWH9M
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7lxvGlyfC
「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IQGQLM1hI
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtmuCumMPQ
他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfu9crTNun
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vfDVxBOPT
他看我不說話，急了。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tq7sJD4l6
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfoNmtwge9
「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjJfvdlsPO
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5mqzDgZ7g
我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3rKiSqfum
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItE39yMv6C
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOdxzbg55j
「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ036nFZ0LuH
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOerNUiPHg
「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43WOxRCwMy
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3nO7EYV6t
當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFluODHp71
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTHF6w8KiM
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHRCbYP7TV
「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmN7IJD2KHt
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHivMaBVG3M
「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHR4MeqB1m
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3eeG65iIa
「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbYu0Hb8Fq
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPYswsh00v
「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraKpo6qrwv
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuv7MjO4Xd
「…………」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoAGJ403zR
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohLYKUdLdm
他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YsCHSfEhm
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcos4K7SRC
而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7V8mXuRRy
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLRFq4yF0Y
妳怎麼會，如此盲目？531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LQBRKeo9D
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cEV5QtrPl
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gdpFyLaNw
「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipAUi5g6vY
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRyUFkiqEh
「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcYH0adQGT
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCN6cCUHOCB
他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSqFc4N3g6
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JDSaZB6xR
「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBHppWWESE
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IVdQy6hmA
「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9VIMpE1LQ
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFbb1AsKGO
他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgl6HNeblk6
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8c3VQIqO0
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9vR3mVkvv
「你回去吧。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mjHVy3fZN
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgRrSbz9bN
「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7A9AY7q0H
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIW232P9vEr
「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFY26ejVpu9
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuNwxOaToD
「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLXoLjlr8U
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkWBHPQzIO
「憑什麼這樣認為？」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaNaZ75qfc
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIsRlcgsEZ
「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4C71qlH0K
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD53Q8UYGAb
我的心痛了一大下。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBz81AeKY9
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6SLPPkfxd
怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulmv7Scv1H
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdut3qwjtM
「你回去吧，拜託你。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9EKGlnQ05
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmRIBJoqlm
「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LuESA6KHs
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjqNveu3EQ
「拿去。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyL55lYNUg
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTEgZJIL4D
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRIZZJEnlZ
他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7le9X3a9P
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYB9yUKHaH
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTb7mw1UOr4
「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQ1tHm0zWf
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnesMERVwk
「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLkMt0qcIf
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtrPNVzQr4
「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPuBtGsNVu
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3PLH25ugO
他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEmez3Oztb
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxAxQyiyuM
這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgV1cp7gDkh
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gBZI3TEEb
說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOj5H0Hb8d8
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OkAtypN8E
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvE2awapm0G
我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuwm129oD3
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjcF3YoaVb
開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcM8QF48Uo
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpai3muOz0f
我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYYEpBjh08
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ql6aHyG8F
然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaida9A5uYf
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FnDoPHTGS
因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQPi9cshv7
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQE7lgqdIw
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUcFDuTRT2
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVCvSYv8w7
待續。
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