不知道從什麼時候開始,流行起一種瓦楞板大卡片,女孩們、情侶間在特殊節日時,會親手製作這種瓦楞板卡片,最小的都有A4大小,上面貼滿照片跟各式各樣的貼紙,可能還會有色紙剪貼的標題,再附上一些卡片真正的文字內容…673Please respect copyright.PENANAeVypC1eoa1
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「我才不會做那種鬼東西。」記得自己曾這麼說過。當時一個朋友問我「我生日會收到妳親手做的卡片嗎?現在很流行的那一種?」673Please respect copyright.PENANARll7hGMNMX
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「妳是要收在哪裡?只會放在那邊長灰塵,丟也不是、留也不是的東西,我幹嘛做?」673Please respect copyright.PENANAsZ8MPWwVJW
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沒想到我狠狠的打了自己嘴巴。673Please respect copyright.PENANAWE5hyP9Ley
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回家之後,我思索著可以幫阿龍做些什麼…
阿龍的姊姊說,阿龍的記憶沒有完全恢復,來探望的人,他有些是不認得的…673Please respect copyright.PENANA2Eke8IA9MB
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我在班級社團留言,告訴大家,我想做一個加油板,需要大家對阿龍說說話,還需要大家和阿龍的合照。
不愧是阿龍,幾天內就累積了班級人數一半以上的留言,跟一堆照片。673Please respect copyright.PENANAgJaFyky3wt
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我把大家想說的話跟照片都印出來,剪下後貼上瓦楞板,最上面還貼了「早日康復」四個大字…673Please respect copyright.PENANAclGrTB4dEC
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是的,我做了口中的「鬼東西」…(還做了半開大小的呢)673Please respect copyright.PENANAkunOoBNFOV
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卡片正中央是阿龍小時候的照片,放得很大,是阿龍姊姊給我的,她說這張阿龍笑得很開心,家人都很喜歡。673Please respect copyright.PENANA1P2E9n2JyL
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再次去醫院探望阿龍是兩個月後了。673Please respect copyright.PENANAHI96yIxBbf
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阿龍已拿掉呼吸器,但還是無法說話,嘴巴附近因為有縫合,所以也只能用吸管喝一些流質的飲料,或小口吃粥狀的食物…至少已經可以進食了。673Please respect copyright.PENANAb8HdhCkmyk
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去的時候他剛好在吃飯,坐在病床上,看見我們,他抬手,指了指我們。673Please respect copyright.PENANArcFCza7X5d
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「你可以吃東西了啊?不錯不錯,多吃點。」
他看著我們,一個看過一個,眼神最後回來我身上,他挑了挑眉。673Please respect copyright.PENANAV5P5UAoEHj
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「你不認得嗎?這是阿貓、這是猴子、這是眼鏡仔啊。」我一邊指指同學,一邊幫助阿龍回想。673Please respect copyright.PENANAWVSrvlD7mI
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阿龍比了個「讚」。673Please respect copyright.PENANAAvD0VkGIbp
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「我有東西給你哦。」我走向前,把那個大板子拿出來,放在阿龍面前。673Please respect copyright.PENANArMn5bERMfG
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他盯著板子看了好久好久。673Please respect copyright.PENANAtuuA5WePwo
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他指了中間的大頭寶寶,又指了指他自己。
「對啊,這是你小時候,是你姊姊給我的照片哦,你小時候超可愛的!」
阿龍想笑,他準備咧開嘴時吃痛,臉皺了起來。
「欸你不要笑啦,現在還不能笑啦乖。」
他又比了「讚」。673Please respect copyright.PENANApGjgoBmQQq
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「板子上的照片你認得誰嗎?」673Please respect copyright.PENANAIVT9lAZNsH
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阿龍看著板子,開始指,一個、兩個,第三個是我、四個…然後他停止動作,抬頭看我。673Please respect copyright.PENANARTpcLRebPj
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只有四個啊…還不包含今天來的人呢,另外幾個同學一臉尷尬。673Please respect copyright.PENANAObsAe2blSM
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阿龍露出了歉疚的表情。
「沒關係,慢慢來。這些都是我們的同學哦,你不用勉強自己,慢慢來,之後就會想起來的。」
我捏捏他的手掌,他想出力捏捏我,但力道還是很小很小…673Please respect copyright.PENANAOvGP5UjgDz
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他又比了「讚」。673Please respect copyright.PENANADmyWZctcee
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我也比一個「讚」。673Please respect copyright.PENANAV83VzHnRtb
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「加油!」我說。673Please respect copyright.PENANAK92DJd04Hh
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人在無助的時候,除了尋求他人幫助,我們最常做的事情,就是求神明的幫助了…673Please respect copyright.PENANAVZt6BpJCDF
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不用加班的週末,我去了一趟廟裡。
那是一間香火鼎盛的大廟,我在每個神明前認真祈求,說了阿龍的生辰、住的地方跟醫院、說了他的狀況…然後和神明發了茹素三個月的願。673Please respect copyright.PENANARB1y2OsxFP
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距離上一次看阿龍,又過了兩個月。673Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4hQngDykD
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這次我自己一個人到醫院。
看護一看見我來,就說他要去買東西,人就跑走了。
「你的看護好像很不想待在這厚?」我笑著說。673Please respect copyright.PENANAtDcabh3Hmn
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「他…想去抽菸…」一個微弱的聲音從阿龍口中傳出。673Please respect copyright.PENANACtNBvUIvsX
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「你可以說話了!?」673Please respect copyright.PENANAoR85C17aWN
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他點點頭。673Please respect copyright.PENANASKc4EkAXZI
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「!!!」我驚喜著,連忙坐在床旁邊的椅子上,看著他。673Please respect copyright.PENANAKeJIJqFbD2
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「說話…還是…痛…」673Please respect copyright.PENANAfCXI6SMMGS
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「說話會很痛嗎?那不要勉強說話了,可能還沒消腫。」673Please respect copyright.PENANArMWQmbRDwO
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「沒…關係…我想…妳說話」673Please respect copyright.PENANAhVWIQWOcHv
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「你傻哦,以後說話的機會多得是啊,不用急。啊,我又有東西要給你了喔。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAMZ0S7H2YgU
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我拿出從廟裡帶回來的平安符,放在阿龍手裡。673Please respect copyright.PENANAHqOiXMdLAt
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「這是去廟裡求的,你可以戴在身上,或是掛在床旁邊都可以,嗯…」我看著他脖子上已有一條家人給的平安符,「掛床邊吧?就這邊好不好?我幫你掛。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAKnDHEXA415
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我伸手想拿平安符,阿龍卻捏住不放。673Please respect copyright.PENANAw6kd4lP4t6
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「怎麼了?」673Please respect copyright.PENANA4FfDYH7XNB
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他抬起無法高舉的手,將脖子低下,很吃力的想自己戴上平安符…673Please respect copyright.PENANADgCriNgACH
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我愣住了兩秒。673Please respect copyright.PENANA62tbju3jw4
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「欸,你要戴在身上就說啊,我幫你戴啦…」673Please respect copyright.PENANA77QLepyepB
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我靠近他,接過平安符,繞過他的脖子,打活結。673Please respect copyright.PENANA2rzCTgg4Ps
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他盯著我看。673Please respect copyright.PENANAsyejZNr50b
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「好了,這樣可以吧?」673Please respect copyright.PENANAPaTryAtrrK
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他摸了摸平安符,像怕不見似的,將它放進衣服裡,拍拍胸口,靠近心臟的位置。673Please respect copyright.PENANAVsuJEZxQ73
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待續。
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