我坐在一間隱密的咖啡店裡，這裡只賣咖啡，和那些打著咖啡招牌卻賣蛋糕簡餐的「假咖啡店」不同。他坐在我的對面，一臉饒富趣味看著眼神在店裡四處打量的我。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIDvz117p6
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「我就知道妳會喜歡這裡。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RyMelSEaz
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我將目光擺回他臉上，挑了個眉。
「我不喝咖啡，所以不曾來這種地方，覺得新奇囉。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzu6OrUwoUT
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「妳不喝咖啡？那以前上班妳桌上泡的都是什麼？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbR82W8vS7
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「好吧，我換個說法，我不『品』咖啡，三合一、二合一的沖下去就喝了，跟在喝便利商店買的奶茶一樣。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07PQfEUl4k
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「聽起來好隨便啊。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Kp7fcuQbs
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「是很隨便啊，像這種…」我指了指面前的拿鐵。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkIJIDhCKM
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「這種一杯要兩三百元的咖啡給我喝還真是浪費了，下次麻煩約在麥當勞，兩三百塊吶，我可以吃兩個套餐、喝兩杯大杯可樂。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRxnFwl2ZT
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他笑。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGW8ZsRHhre
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「這和我印象中的妳不一樣啊。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4bLTfLAWL
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「你到底對我有什麼錯誤的印象？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6kNVgQ27g
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「文青女孩？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAr1IcQXGw
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「我不是。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xpWm9SuWV
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「充滿幻想跟粉色泡泡？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6Wngfwijb
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「這更扯了，不過對了一半。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPB5HwDMOb
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「哪一半？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0LA0EZzsN
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「幻想的部份，但應該是暗紅色的吧。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LCkqN6SBH
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「為什麼？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34fzjmtm3S
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「暗紅色臭臭的，像豬血湯的顏色。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9I00n46rTa
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「呃……」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzq193qopF
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「越講越遠了喔。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfN1gLqi0z5
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「好像是。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbigA7M0Ta
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我拿起咖啡啜了一口，等他切入今天的主題。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLwBx7B8DO
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「妳覺得我要離婚嗎？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSYFDLP3wO
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這個傢伙在睡了一覺又過了一天之後還沒醉醒嗎？怎麼又是這個問題！？503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhJEYUi9mt
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「我覺得嗎？我覺得不要，那你覺得勒？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBR7pgTSp9m
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「我不確定…」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubzGgL0Vtm
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還好，不是肯定句，不然我要浪費貴鬆鬆的咖啡了，無論是噴出來還是倒他頭上。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTJDNJ0DgR
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「等我一下，」他低頭看發亮的手機螢幕。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUiJ14mtdt
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「是她。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbQfOY19h9
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「我接個電話。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDFT0AZFO3
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他在我面前接起了電話，電話另一頭是那個女孩。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nUWJU7gyK
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「妳現在還好嗎…？哪裡痛？乖…家裡有熱敷袋嗎？還是我晚點買過去…？好啦，乖…我在外面，跟朋友，不是，是朋友啊，女生，不是啦，是朋友，真的…」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3rUEbaWyD
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我翻了七個白眼。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPcTbbQaiw
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好不容易他掛了那通沒有重點的電話，笑著道歉說女孩月事來身體不舒服…503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpocTT43Jkd
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「打電話給你就會比較舒服嗎？」如果這是漫畫，我頭上一定有青筋浮出。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfXEQKm3Ja
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「她只是需要安慰…」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7YhkO0eO9
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「安慰就會比較舒服嗎？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatmjaOFSXr
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「她很需要我啊…」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiULivubMH
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「我想吐了我。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CCBBn3CF9
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「幹嘛這樣…」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmbEWnGLM7
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「你現在幾歲了？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6f6IXeZyAb
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「啊？三十五歲，怎麼了？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tQvZGvvAO
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「我以為你才十六歲勒。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoHHsUv0VQ
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「妳在挖苦我哦。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBNGX7XEuW
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「原來聽得出來在挖苦啊。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ELrLomVLu
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「欸…別這樣，唔，等我一下…」他的手機螢幕又亮了。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWhdZvbg2n
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我一把將他的手機搶過來，丟進我的包包。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2zJs1uhH4
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「欸！…」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcmPCQlG96
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「你現在是要跟我討論你的婚姻危機，還是要繼續跟外遇對象講電話？我覺得你在浪費我的時間。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VyaEyI8al
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「……抱歉。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWMV4C6Y7I
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「我的人生平淡無奇。」過了兩分鐘的重整情緒後，他這麼說。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KPTEGyyO9
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「嗯？」雖然覺得這是一句屁話，但還是忍住了。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZwHGELqkU
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「從小就好像沒有什麼特別想要的、渴望的東西。國小國中高中到大學，也就是這樣讀上來，畢業工作、當兵退伍、就職升官，女朋友來追我我答應，交往好像也沒熱戀，就這樣交往了九年，身邊的人一直催，所以我也娶了她…好像人生就是應該要這樣，該來的面對、該負責任的負責任，但我不確定這些都是我想要的…」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMa0k2ndbj
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「直到她出現，你的人生突然從黑白變成彩色的？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTGDq3vt9T
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「是沒有這麼誇張，但也差不多了…」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUu0aZRQ0pk
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唉。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNEyEsa2FN
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「你活到現在，有沒有感受過很窒息的壓力？沒辦法排解，又不得不面對的壓力？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qrUpHeoTu
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「………………」他沉默了很久，果然。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZ1aAb0CV9
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「沒有？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTxmR6CiSa
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「也許大學聯考的時候有一點…吧？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MF8pKH9Dk
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「那就是沒有。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRgc7FPRNe
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「呃…嗯。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZoLKGNpUW
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就像他錯看我是個溫室花朵般的，我也錯看他了。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQe0WtrpAq
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我在腦裡組織等一下要說的話，試著找些沒那麼激烈的句子使用，503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJgVvDCnJu
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畢竟坐在對面的，才是真正的溫室花朵。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqS4uneLDJ
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待續。
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