等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXa66zIAh5
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFRyyno1r6
深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6yGK9v4vp
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdaa0MsNVU
他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuGj0zXD9z
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAINsXKyqA
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBizBSANQl
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdUMsEUpY8
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGF8kdhwCG
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkamnfJ4sj1
我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrcLWu4JE7
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKZwfLh2EV
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnWVAdFwtk
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVGlYLkrQg
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAz0BAODPTy
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOo83BD2Fm
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxp1hAASwFZ
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCR8TC3syRe
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYCfmL3m0P
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jRQnAFSFI
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZ5ywwpfQe
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWIJie6M0v
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIfOpbwz6L
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErteyTQcpW
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ddc85TIrP
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNj1m3WWOvX
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uLPPinVXU
「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDhkKeBnvQ
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplt62zJ67a
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyZxHcFjmb
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0PcgdnO6B
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMlwYEb1GT
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdANJlKTcya
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWMgjpvrO5
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1yYl5Bdbw
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbHs9J1iIt
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu2zc9Wui0
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnd4o7gOgJG
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7tmwoGo9g
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSpzkc75at
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81TbTn0VGu
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUafveTseFA
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01LbeputL0
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYaI3D1yRt
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvqQ3gjlTB
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2Afbxx66A
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8IJHcWdWG
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr96o7zahJK
我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJT9wjGQbA
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenjKzhKIHR
「這是新編的。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvL9yBDyH1
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JqFgkNIPg
他看了看手繩，又看看我。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDD4Kqk17G
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01VU8trkoK
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdvaiQVAmN
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAC8s10cnUc
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfW40bOegGJ
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuRpHtcQMT
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJe95Yr32t
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWt6NSNkuX
「妳看。」他得意。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUabnTTZPP
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiHY7MkiA4
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmMXNx3O0L
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuL2vRg0UZI
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfLfnlz19M
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeugCemOVyP
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGicf6hnBY
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNd2EBkWY6P
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzaRorvTAg
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtL2gKMe5uS
「現在拍。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8uslmYNmS
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcU1DNorzH
「啊？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7RZ0gU376
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnijiymbhXU
「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqWXyVCoub
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tv4VvzBBZ
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmMEJ3aGPf
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrCBkcfvUp
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpScrbDff7p
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoOIh3eJyg
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnYaxA6dYb
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAoqwMEHu9
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7Pyf67as6
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhy5JSjnJ91
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxcIrOnqHe
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcVFxpEw2Q
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZMiiQmIN0
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAJgl6zM8Z
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zA5wghpW6
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxJ9OtEGTb
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4N3Q7RToC
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3nWN6jIMR
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXy1peeXOv2
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyQCWvf6ON
「…有寫一些小故事。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXTwPlwM7u
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yfRPI8MGV
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKa0qVZ5QLl
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VcByfN9jP
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZLTvjaO4O
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtg4ScdAufN
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡao9Co3rOSi
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFXSpNttgl
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmnGyYzlLO
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiePIWZpAu
「妹。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmJ2CnWMQb
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9TcQfKyPx
「嗯？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmGx0es3O3
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIjC6YUs9S
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8zIQRujT2
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzaGwmbf7x
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4MDhFhhc6
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUxwYgmbCS
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsN2hVVbATX
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQTlHipSfT
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRHBV1VyXx
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJM687daPT
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSuylwgwRA
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYmFYiExM4
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDxcAHYXQI
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNeA9PDLl9
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYDSEKmfAa
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsceXDx7GpK
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1BbyLRnsi
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfef3aneX42
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTidRF3ZRn
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusSP6RtH1E
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL81gAI61tO
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0mhsKwUeZ
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeh6dQmZHC
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnA4moGgkO
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKZcX5dRfR
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjfVKSUowg
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHWePhWUfE
但我是欣慰的。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyUvx7nMM2
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1jdgxAUSw
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFe1D7LnqS1
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tWvb3V6D5
那一天來的又快又急。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeXKWJUyp1
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhPvq1aMXU
「妹…」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTXOTwTX6U
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzJcfUg8MP
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2SeT8ugL8
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYPaD5P8xt
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MKhSQuQCT
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaW5fxvdcVb
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaV2VzPmjR
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGe5QdIz0Qo
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfY2fx3Pt9g
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrPyHh0Wxf
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUHLQIY9Fs
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BNPF9jvMs
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX10ezlxIpU
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkruqAApfU
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcynwJXlxE
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UyBGNYYLz
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFNraR4fKa
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfd2DCKWpOr
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNannlY4Afe
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4dxgg5QNw
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2KTELPvHX
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1xvWBvE9V
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKCiyjqBup
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSReaf6Hcek
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhnDBVPyyq
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkxasSz8Vg
「我真的，還不想死。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvshWlG6qN
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQEHHv0EO4
我握著他的手出了點力。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFS7KF8yjS
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqeodZP2A4
「我很害怕。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGRcqaQxVp
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaQ3GHA7dd
「我很怕死…」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQI2pVbUa2
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7FrX7n4Mm
他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsdh7zVIit
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRL09VPhtSE
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFK9Th3fZmZ
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLG7jn7neat
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiy8UG8oxb
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5B22Wk9Fx
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjwGQDDbhX
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7X4gEhBlNZ
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmRYfoQjDd
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51Hle4VXlh
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiexFkMRy0
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOq1DYtbqWv
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsgMqU8eEI
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6NJPQZ7rW
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlyVRlAchq
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorOi4WeXJG
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCS1ZMpg3I
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FUN8TuIDs
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiJHUbWEpw
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4YjNb47h6
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5jM3rfkrB
「妹。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4b8oUQwrZL
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHhStXspQK
「嗯？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ULqiJt5Dc
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCgvpHzNrz
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRyK62sb12
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HhL3X1PSN
我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AHKHibf2C
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ072hC9rhtu
「回去再看。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGjgbKO0u7
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTRizRRJi5
「好。」我收起信。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQoP8BZkBN
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhJXx5gjaL
「妳回去吧。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYYqGYesTY
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmVN3GTrni
「什麼？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv43yhuujHb
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CzBhJAm0d
「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RHvpGD6Pd
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyH4b8Fhl9
「為什麼？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAS7lbhNO0
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2geHrpltrf
「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbb8w37num5
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「……」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAvWsX6WLa
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcknjKUCUgy
「回去吧。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPMdB9eLEJ
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qb6aanJuv
他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7EJTMQEYB
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UxTPhL5zd
不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPStkerKgRR
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqrlmdw99n
我又抱了抱他才離開。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZW0WmmCHe
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7ZBoNYSzT
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelTF5k8MMv
當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nGuJeywhp
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxhV7hmkxw
「英傑已經走了。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKxErrJCBL
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsa8skTPEl
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7I93KU12ur
那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6br0dra4yT
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzwQ96XssA
我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHeZfWLfje
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuljmZRTQd
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2TKqamdEy
「Dear 妹：」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsTJR7iOsk
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pZZisTaD7
「妳永遠是我的天使，497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeXpHAsP89
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請不要忘記我。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3WjTzDgKL
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRi0ScQ3iXv
「哥 英傑」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUz4ZvDin5
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ONV6XaNRA
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBkw1A0s3n
我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbETVG5ZK1
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjVN4oGHMU
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjGSjSZnDI
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6Qv6JYdLG
之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadd5SeAyRB
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrXgZjpZuK
每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrojBZWlep
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK955426mCZ
前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OwO8zvOkB
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSWLJH5C6L
後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdWpGm5aKe
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GjBlC3Jwu
英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqyP9GICPR
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGh90IWf9T
他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4irpADMFUd
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwjMBGB088
曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vFGOPc0ek
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6BMleEPZV
但我什麼也沒做。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzZCdsYgJ4
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMk9wldozWf
因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHA2momLeBm
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJz04Jv5Ky
所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCgAqE7j1r
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiJExm2NhG
我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjqTuRLVEJ
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBx3GU20tb
一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLhCt4Z2Cl
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNmSKcCIFy
說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NoGkFaJNz
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRhVWCOd3U
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsizMllOCE
去年，我沒有寫信。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5YMK0Nas7
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdojYszgt73
我選擇在當天完成他的故事。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8N4gTqEko
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rwezjmnH5
他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjI5qlIlgd
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1uhRqT8Gn
我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDfeCWFYrn
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjMiYl5QmX
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這是，我哥哥的故事。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqdKQAmTAQ
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