等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7lkQrBjqJ
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深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6dUmy4ZIm
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他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNQG8exa1q
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「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbN5GdXhdi
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHWlcDdmFm
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmyBzBRSjA
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我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsOntq8HTa
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所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9Cr6VlL5x
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只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKo0mrySL2g
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnll0vBCVug
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfv6ZdeYzti
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我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJp1cw57hO
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我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVk8eUHk07W
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碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtca8pveyS
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「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZBQKkiyDV
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「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtd1lrHxb9N
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「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEnM7hqHJT
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYB190lGXyi
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtw0sZEOx43
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「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdrTE7tODt
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我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYkK9NpOGE
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「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeRcqtlwK8
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4lfWJtwGW
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZIFgmnxLG
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAuiItxKs0
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQ5jbs27wE
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoj4MMEjly
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefI9Kj2tie
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那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4FZRcTeXJ
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我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyEXaVvShO
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwk9XMJARK3
「這是新編的。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JExt2ZefY
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他看了看手繩，又看看我。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NYbUKYrQh
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「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWQeZZN7uH
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3OHOUH3Xf
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnKRpYCCSc
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白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwXO9jWe9g
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「妳看。」他得意。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrw3wh8qKEC
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaLaI1jxTD
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaKF7ytYQK
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEnhA7p8CN
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhCaYDWeGv
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHJlD9pDjd
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKEQKyUetw
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「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MZ0XsgdqP
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJOpSY93pX
「現在拍。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsihI1DPep0
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「啊？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEjb4ZwMAe
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「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmcBaFP2Ru
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlDLDS3YgT
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlF0ClMzZq0
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WE1guIdb5
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKTJZHEwoM
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQS9DaxWMHL
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7tAstGFpT
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcH1o76SPH0
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKv8k3SGec5
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktD2xLHfr2
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我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWFHd99137
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQDhaIIBjZ
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZLmf5h1YZ
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5hFARcCHc
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXknvPR1HDh
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdeNU9Nv9c
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「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFl25LJo46O
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgsWo8TiZ7
「…有寫一些小故事。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19HNAtlIA1
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「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JqZk08o7P
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rlO6HzABZ
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtoKaGfIuZ
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOnVjArJAp
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18Y3WYJPRN
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8WedSiAKL
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA466539mZb
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtkm4hzsvh
「妹。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGZLht3oXk
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8UtGuWJ5u
「嗯？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzNJ1XKtsl
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「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHAS3ywp0E
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7q9l1Osj7e
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihFiNExoce
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像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TIEnoTfHG
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXf1VlIchzm
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCtUadSfwc
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那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqIcsn9bCF
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuikhYEfC8M
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHWOX6qQho
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4WyitlWgO
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKaXKIYPsG
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvAB1UDqeM
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXaa8hZoBv
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVMCsOMW43
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8HxXCBacK
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我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOOvyf5fHD
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我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtPrEoaMvG
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIXklxbpHL
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFQQHjfNHb
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但我是欣慰的。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWH2wcqRGtK
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那一天來的又快又急。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oa3qTFyvw
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「妹…」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVNK4gLUI7
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHbIMiZ29O
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyCINVZ0CY
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpy86WpAvSz
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqSS8cYCgL
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8QW169RcP
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn35nBtt3Wq
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQjGLWW1Fr
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dKEsBpkwT
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那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9W2QqsEblV
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我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIbkkSHzQw
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YY1uyE8Il
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡad0XKLM5Vx
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I2TFncXZV
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitiXMa7x5a
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVgnCxEPAm
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsDAVgUhwM
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我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAf4OgGNjUz
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那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CoRlbpjYQ
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「我真的，還不想死。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTBrGWqrQW
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbX0B6whle
我握著他的手出了點力。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaRv5Abkkm
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdxvnMJ5fj
「我很害怕。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3N1CR9gtf
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「我很怕死…」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbLhgClOoI
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他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7bMFGCdUq
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEfG4Cd0rX
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwC8p6dcVS
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvK1s2O9vD
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9m92L0rHW
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCf7wmSu84P
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8csSmjqDB
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfv8lWeX09
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpDLo8t6gi
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4xtTbjgUI
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGBGTPZaHC
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我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbHy2hNgQu
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnG62dj95c
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVCk93qyGs
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1Ng0ALyOr
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunhNCkrDUF
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9Isb61n3y
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FMrRczQUQ
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「妹。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRMx6VPMHa
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「嗯？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9RA4NgWDL
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「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWMOQwVwRz
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我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwGVlQSTfZ
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「回去再看。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHl1n9TqE4
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「好。」我收起信。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqPoTCxiuw
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「妳回去吧。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHHsBbJIdg
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「什麼？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaf6vvS4Gcz
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpKJkzE73g
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「為什麼？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnisIcCyosK
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreKUcH3WJc
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「……」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNK2XcOY6sW
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「回去吧。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9xtZgi0N7
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1pKfyPb8S
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不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSyBCkUCzb
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我又抱了抱他才離開。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtB0rJS4vza
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdz2Ok2vb2x
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「英傑已經走了。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3WJeBnvha
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6vpNwCk4n
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2ZlikE1qv
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「Dear 妹：」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGI6nwmedD
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「妳永遠是我的天使，751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZQpkxvLg3
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請不要忘記我。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3peXCQdbKZ
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「哥 英傑」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLeFJryxQL
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIopDopFwyY
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzkIjavOE7
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每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpsJYCp49J
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前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08SBpUWIY1
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtClOgzrZas
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNw2NEAbwb
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67GLXSSFQM
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOftYYtWC6S
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但我什麼也沒做。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEWVIyTX9T
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTepNvhdrm8
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLS1BrlwDo
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4G0Ik9ZpV
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SnOJOcAfR
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說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJSmM0IDRR
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去年，我沒有寫信。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh59q6bqt5g
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjavusYun3
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeS5fYqLK5
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiVCv7is8K
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這是，我哥哥的故事。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmD7605ZkN
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