等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYjjYB5s5m
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UDmhappqc
深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4OK3xtyd7
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFQJXVEHiG
他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLV0vZkfkI
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlcIgdqLSU
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwxi0AxrGS
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0rxtGgxdi
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3DW6gidEv
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFE4qpVlOA
我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdVHb1ZU1s
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBx2EdvorM
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5rLhi1Ui6
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHNGsfKWGH
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLjFMf8Pn1
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFEozifAog
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0oh71LP1I
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LAb3O116Y
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCHicp4UDx
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqd4zSYeQ8
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvc5s64RtW7
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSWLMS7tLd
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttooJODkQW
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyXlDzndkd
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmu7jLutNYY
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgluAZAIf7N
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUPBNUcME9
「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjEvnPdDwS
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5A4z9i8Bf
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamkQJRXONC
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDqYfqS5FJ
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP27pi1biOD
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdySdp0YETo
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡst9dQys3IX
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ476JX7XqOu
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkopjBh7LHR
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTCeeoG6Tl
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24gtaxE9vK
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUvOuuGXpC
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsjpk8T7it
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ioHnIfeHA
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmX8wltU2W5
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvisXgFGuYh
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy144Kp4ayE
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXlrrUP7X6
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxi9K3H8OxC
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsr7ru62Sy
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNwMdlyL1s
我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7aYq9oFD1
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpnSoOErVg
「這是新編的。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaA4vKEZmU
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JFUs8Qfhy
他看了看手繩，又看看我。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHExdJMRVLM
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPdXPQLWxi
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57CJD4SQgT
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQZNZotFw5
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSkYUzpIVj
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmagc6wI1RM
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53DavCI4Bu
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSEZkG2ys6
「妳看。」他得意。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMbl6TtGQV
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjE8JhMSF0
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaHZygATWf
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXj4Ke1DQiR
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVM5WZ7ErV
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3PfntNlyx
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9YZcDpAsd
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVAa6KsiWW
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNEKqJyLNj
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HMZSsh4Lg
「現在拍。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWbeWTkVoA
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHEtxOZIhP
「啊？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ixE1jBFA1
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksmyTogGc9
「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxWI6y3vH3
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXCj4wnV6c
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjg8zAEoTw5
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAQ8SGTnkV
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoRES6ClZg
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijfMCy4DoC
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZweBbpXlI
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjagM5XI9j
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIPiL85vLW
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zngaAnc8l
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcqdq9chSe
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSA4AGuC6q
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NxIxd5XRy
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvoXCWPTfD
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRaKd8Hmd2
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73Q2PQZOtb
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKqJElbgAJ
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPGSVjqx86
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfGbLQCsMC
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdm2OoKM1iG
「…有寫一些小故事。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HJp0kzJ8D
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQfpZtkTsW
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQU0sWTb7w
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IrcoUHi6c
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8hPQCg4Hy
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDinCBri7t
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVcpuDg8rz
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvG0VY2ibfu
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaNWZzVLWb
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBZxpahrE6
「妹。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWtvavGTIq
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDNd0TaxSI
「嗯？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuTYhv7RgQ
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNqcz7FT7R
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xRawaVdJR
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ088SqoPlLW
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XxRfZmp3L
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAx9gzcj2mJ
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MAXhy5fHW
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfJFvMlRJ7
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmErDS3oP1
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3GPCMCyK6
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAJoev1Ap0
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8Wkq9uP3T
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7qK0o0EvJ
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjh2GrK1wy
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr26TU5TNSP
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCDO99ABTG
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4rvFYbkWo
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwYiDbFfmO
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLecnJbru3f
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlke8v32adc
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGd8BDp2vi
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHxsT1qist
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZa2XIjkyfW
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqsmAwwHG2
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ344n4cCwcC
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8F3wMwKkF
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Fg5cODNdi
但我是欣慰的。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdr6bgCeowZ
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCqC5Iyjn8
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUg4zpF6gq
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVB6flSp0Ej
那一天來的又快又急。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdvhZkDh0t
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjssOwYfHjC
「妹…」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zlegAXK3F
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtf3jTwvjU
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8qKIShe9A
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvONdpB3gQJ
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJsG1po4im
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2WIkYuBuR
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0I6OOIbLxl
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1EM0E3QVo
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZDRKnnmXg
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3kQ2v0lmK
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSo4QtLimm
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjiAm3ozOt
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8lSSrHk5f
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgBIovym2y
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryoZUS7bHR
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEY4Kljx4lY
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRWqT9BRI8
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SOYQ40Id2
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqcIlSv7t0
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWIEeVSoff
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJ31rq2Tju
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhUmUrgyCd
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYe1QyNPZ4Z
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFFv74K14B
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6LlbSdoeQ
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9F4Aoxcfmr
「我真的，還不想死。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBNP3vumEe
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAnvSpNrw0
我握著他的手出了點力。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOl7xXQWNx
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsV1nTJdPJC
「我很害怕。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPuAap925x
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3aBs4CJZK
「我很怕死…」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfN1ZhW1FR
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgvAbU39Rg
他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXlLqyLdoF
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLVXA8rFRF
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUten1TEIL
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyy8LyEbxUh
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgzW24rtlF
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUi8pY1EbU
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI52667K3cN
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWi09VHhok
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWXjUU2VzR
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEd7kVtnIc
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiB5gozkKV9
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUVOmBkDb1
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGnWmXdISu
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEsoVzjU6O
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnr9dSkBE9
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJXAW7C5JK
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlgCshEqhA
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uj1GnGf9B
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxThyeeWI8
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTHAgSVKLx
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWj8muAzjs2
「妹。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgsenUm9xE
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuMOaqVOgD
「嗯？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKh9xFMjiH
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK11b0uEcly
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8U7KfaKnc
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAJZSGmcvR
我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZl4Y9wZOVj
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「回去再看。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMFdzYT8Ug
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「好。」我收起信。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNzEEQYYxy
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「妳回去吧。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtxmHEeuUX
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「什麼？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsg1L2BBxPg
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvw0xBZ5DZ
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「為什麼？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ma8HZPpM7
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVKjGKYLAW
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「……」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1DTf5W353
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「回去吧。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27iuJ3ZU5o
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBu52tzSSJM
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不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxG3mBUDvMf
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我又抱了抱他才離開。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnSAx3lzIf
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxkSlJTwet
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「英傑已經走了。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktzNxvDkbH
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtV3TKDU56A
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwMsGECLHR
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「Dear 妹：」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyAFIcfsLE
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「妳永遠是我的天使，494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1TTVhXnHL
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請不要忘記我。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhRBelsFnV
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「哥 英傑」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQpBn7wiKm
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsSRofrEI2
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0TlRaF6Ur
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每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQJmPQbFfC
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前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1edrllPTWN
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4L9DI3ZgR
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYquBUZyKP
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9H8Jf07PG
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxa1pE4gHTO
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但我什麼也沒做。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEV2VGQ1EN
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LvKgEodtK
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNKX16Kw8n
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlpuZ6VVkc
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrm0wbeZf4
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說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsDPZcGuwk
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去年，我沒有寫信。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3YVpRISWQ
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCpKf5ofcX
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkD2b41Zab
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XUjBJLjLX
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這是，我哥哥的故事。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0crwUQBH0
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