等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoB0404e8ap
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpiZDd4suf
深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5oKOMNLtJ
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuQaJ4YqzF
他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPXt9n7rdY
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHKek13vF2
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DMaXS7fsy
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdfryKsnCf
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5W2NBG7pM
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbOrTUcOTT
我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWTcat9Rcg
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KdV8ljv8z
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wzXQN2ZNq
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7UP1uYjTC
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RFsRsFlDv
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyH3ptEjc2l
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSf4D9UbhAu
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPTlYyBMmN
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnAwQEhM2L
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeJ2AHNcs0
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8O1c54wtLu
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDU3e552bh
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qIsTanKKT
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAI6lGbp5lm
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1Y7V67Owz
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQK8T7VIPHG
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQjxHh5Xxb
「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnRxSjMrGX
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0lShkyCbg
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQIN1aAmAG
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcatSlAhpz
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFdhwCo1ct
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYv55vpyxE
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡll45jNuEdF
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYJP7nd1Qg
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhMoFCAiWZ
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdBhRyyNex
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeWNEiRvqB
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQh8SkWvQoh
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Y1QyMA8HU
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGm8a8u7fT
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ebfzx01Bh
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmllJJ7Uq8j
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSYKw3Rj1H
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkMNdGUDl8
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkRan2hC7i
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sQBtALCNS
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWythxuhRuR
我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3FD8Hgilc
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zIp1HO8X5
「這是新編的。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23c0DMGWc2
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CFMjjJvCc
他看了看手繩，又看看我。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7h4W4QvBm
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZX6lg1NemJ
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoF9Db24QXW
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfocarR8XTT
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUp9fTarfT
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAEFjkDZ7x
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPCG3PKh5A
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDePME9DEo
「妳看。」他得意。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSEzc7xKRu
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNawZthiOFw
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunVdaJ2Bw6
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5Baam4bas
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgovavS2Ex
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpsyTGxkh3
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1zMfUiZdt
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnnAPMV5iQ
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrUhbrqEEJ
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFsKfPmgDD
「現在拍。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCHZacVqa1
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsbABEMET3
「啊？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Bi6IEWLjX
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdPkW3vxvg
「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZC7BQDPEl
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkP3qfFJsrd
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFre1PC3STS
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3SDVmKRH7
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUWZu2X1DR
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGLZGR7ObL
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DoPUonWOb
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LgdFB0HmE
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQT0tCmTtdx
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXOOuSZvLz
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeB6iHVUxjq
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1c76DemdC
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAqV6yWYzj
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXorFEJNVw
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ARc5vEQ5y
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBH3N5W3W08
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2nFMA31h1
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwEdaDI50N
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJG5Uo0QF3
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhd8z5ivjMZ
「…有寫一些小故事。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSD3paZc48
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2q9rNXXij
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTetjPs1Z4
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zCNCBGB8e
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6vl7pKF0C
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNigskkB17
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveOjSMAKzn
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZNSjltnkz
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigTGbLMT0G
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkP6xkHkK91
「妹。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopVUc4Gzur
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6v216UrBi
「嗯？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNU1YKwi1h
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUy6ZjiySF
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLGg2aDI7e
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvasVWS72lU
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8btdCWGmO5
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2GU2YUaoD
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekm57wsbCM
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Frl4GKKs0
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQ8Yj8BVXa
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJqQleDPu1
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tHSINCqZc
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvTzXTVK31
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzgYUyz6ag
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IfYi4NHzw
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkfc8YlORm
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiryJnxkMp
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmz6LFUwNfR
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWJNPeeNkT
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0QtgYoQJC
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5V42KYTF45
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQXlb35O4k
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZDOnqnm4A
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1dvZZ29Zz
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRIfnpE4GY
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxinQMbFFtH
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwolrv11UF8
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7tOcP53pi
但我是欣慰的。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyhz89X6Mr
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538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErg1ZAfUP1
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYX71ayAP9
那一天來的又快又急。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuRZ6TAFiP
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZFeA2dOzu
「妹…」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GOMxZR7AQ
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhQok4HrMp
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2FPkdwsaJ
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAlCv180pq
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMDAr8YjE0
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4lcjBbll8
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ukr2hq64O
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVzy3izXJQ
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5zi0Q1lUX
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ecTB3KUdq
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZN03yUa4Sy
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5v2vP0YfoP
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXQbK0GN9l
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6K6qUS9gwP
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RGt84gunT
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsbBo8alM1
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANZZDiaHVC
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpjBk1qnog
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4t7t94H8J
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHK9Uum3gp8
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmpcoirHJ8
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKpO7i7src
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QROfe5L3r
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHiFirZiIQ
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuNZ1CI2sq
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4g2xjqa7g
「我真的，還不想死。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpVx5elvg5
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQR0y07NQ7X
我握著他的手出了點力。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kRVFKrSDD
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0M8ioDiQm
「我很害怕。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfl60fw4089
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYOYZyyHcU
「我很怕死…」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDy6fbOfvoG
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BBiBopjOG
他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUJB1xKYRv
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaCnSnks3k
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwThavOGkoI
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBxzeV4OUF
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3ZninKomh
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2P19GiBlr
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgznfBUSrh
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ045RRsqL0a
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHby8aTL9Gy
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3u1RxavTXE
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyz1rhNPzRC
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy21SheRoAA
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ovvb9m5BN
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7xOWbXuo4
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3FdsiBVVI
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQXSkBwHUu
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYk9GlKVvoO
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJDW2jQopa
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzHf7ODees
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl79L258uuk
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanJ5AttsuC
「妹。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjmwKLxmmM
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJV8I5rXYY
「嗯？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4mw2ELfur
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkk9dYfADc
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHRhHXGSgF
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我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1b5881xYr
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「回去再看。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdM6XbT3dP
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「好。」我收起信。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs345p5DJoM
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「妳回去吧。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmiOt9VDtI
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「什麼？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFPRxK8u5v
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ044S4w6Y0C
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「為什麼？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkzxXXgcjt
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3PLCAdrwa
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「……」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5s2HqLGSrJ
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「回去吧。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgCQ58xy9M
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7D5T3T2tL
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不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7eB5q2Zw6
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我又抱了抱他才離開。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4TTcIZfEx
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4a7hj8efd0
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「英傑已經走了。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEW6MQJyOvQ
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZoXoYtJ0y
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAvt5FB05Z
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「Dear 妹：」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0gyerSXVj
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「妳永遠是我的天使，538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaI2Upasgi
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請不要忘記我。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnP7kAu58T
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「哥 英傑」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmzEkU172x
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTaAhIIbgr
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7sthepY6Q
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每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9KhVb3Nfo
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前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY05qOlqA5z
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1egTrGSEV
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtR7BerelMd
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiqNZjjD1g
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYSdJeeNwi
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但我什麼也沒做。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuasIA5AaHy
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqzW6edtc3
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeHvXM2VaJ
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwkMWnPZA6
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrBD9h8Oto
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說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWo1Z8TIe7
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去年，我沒有寫信。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zWy9BGEVw
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4MBCpJ5oO
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2dNMwI1kL
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJoc4LCjr0
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這是，我哥哥的故事。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCy98rlYtir
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