等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNffiGUR0ks
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深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXScgKNhLa
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他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EPxWDmqaL
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「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHi4e16SSrb
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我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34YxMsMVO6
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我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPfTzzhqdy
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所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1QhjwP7AX
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只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvdID7OOiy
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「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWWYy7MuKQ
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我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeClRmroG9
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我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOD1Xte9TnQ
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碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFRXV0aJIl
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「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUytRdkgOd
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「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxWFOoeNpX
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「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HHvl769uU
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他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1gLO9LNEG
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「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPD9uzhj3xc
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我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRi05s7w1FD
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「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKR9p5LuGEW
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我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EoaJBQ4qX
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「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTKJr0URsY
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「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1d2QxqZ41
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那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dyeKuqx80
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我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoSxanQen0
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「這是新編的。」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18UnoQmpkc
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他看了看手繩，又看看我。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ867xKn5Pis
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「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGadPWIppAu
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我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCx5NOVJQx1
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白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YL6hfbSUU
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「妳看。」他得意。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQf79Rpajls
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「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqt5Nl85TlD
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「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVlA0zpgWL
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我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNtZvKg4Mc
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「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bQ0TfPzkD
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「現在拍。」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDi8M1VLf2t
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「啊？」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpbYYXmUGu
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「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAGeRB8ZVM
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「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EGZDx4rnO
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「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXY0qFfDfa
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「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtorWBOsXD0
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我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbWhTJcEWE
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我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPgUnZ1R3T
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「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCmvsF35dp
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我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm33hq74s5E
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「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv178rYlSki
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「…有寫一些小故事。」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoxstUuclW
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「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2ebZoXBkF
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「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhglLBnM7Bu
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「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoo8mqJ6uf
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「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5T9HmDo51n
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「妹。」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVxmYkmcBm
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「嗯？」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9FqGnRYq2
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「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjaWKJ6FPi
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我突然意識到他正在做什麼。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3m7gZXRyY
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像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzo14CVkfui
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因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrROcSOQknJ
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那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTef1IeW1X
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他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdCspj4kWQ
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「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66xRLxGhVr
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爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh86xCjHKEB
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我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAH3WfkZHZ
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我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWPTo3LDnP
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我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5e6CNHMNP
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我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfQKW9Y8pB
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但我是欣慰的。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4Zde2SM4E
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那一天來的又快又急。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchskBJinf2
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「妹…」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2me5xi8CG
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我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHcu9wo3c3
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「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiQi4HrYOb
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還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTId04Hw9IK
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「我還不想死…」他哭著說。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWgjRVVQ6c
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那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGytozFpoN
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我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRz0sOslXvt
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他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugGtnaNUUh
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英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWmZ6fC4r4
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她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PCEYImKcH
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我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡao1zOCpqMO
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那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTCzgrKsWW
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「我真的，還不想死。」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhatBfcMFS
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我握著他的手出了點力。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFRYZ8VxoQ
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「我很害怕。」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpanAj485r
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「我很怕死…」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpqlZXOxZ1
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他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7ItCL5q5g
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那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISrXfnLwev
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「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lbJPtp50X
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「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ASFmtVz8N
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我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUSSezngTb
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「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZx33t9Fx1
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我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGgQSI9aDd
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這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32V7QsCgMq
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「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzDAlURjJR
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英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhQlQAHndK
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「妹。」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjVgRkg4m3
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「嗯？」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4crGUV15s
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「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsV67jOMDwX
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我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeSuJ6sKUL
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「回去再看。」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjmLrS6FAG
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「好。」我收起信。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmmOBhP0gG
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「妳回去吧。」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZQdJGRgmj
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「什麼？」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo90HQD9Rc1
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxIiYgLqP2
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「為什麼？」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkDbMsKPZV
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ871n4Y7Co0
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「……」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzPABZ7bbd
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「回去吧。」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbcUqI7Xn7
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPHJIR65ur
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不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtKUcukV66
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我又抱了抱他才離開。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYMgtvgxsv
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnYZ3cjAay
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「英傑已經走了。」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bLIUIy2li
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowInwP3FkE
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDLbnIiXU5
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「Dear 妹：」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzxppmdspk
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「妳永遠是我的天使，509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Y8aTGx5y0
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請不要忘記我。」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqi8DRQpLy
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「哥 英傑」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IUQFhA2Ir
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ068bRKUx9P
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHBJHr95M0
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每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVc7Zl21Jb
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前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuptifSbOJE
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYf3P0BVzo
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAxcepWpyz
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjZfeoYd3Y
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RFLk6yK4L
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但我什麼也沒做。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qRyj7Qx5B
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSBoGLx5Hd
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddOQcAYobJ
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTk9P24GWq3
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRj3KVJhQy
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說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuyca2fCVf
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去年，我沒有寫信。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuBJtZOF2t
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1670Hy1DTC
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6NtbUpWK3
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNFLyDjeVJ
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這是，我哥哥的故事。509Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuFelRdb9T
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