等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvZQBSeLRB
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMkXlIiBWI
深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYw818mQFQt
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwQKQABQJY
他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUy0lV7ob58
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxK9Ad5f1t
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIcXIVo3p3
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTWsOkFyjq
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEbsxo5K1Z
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyKz5P69Ca
我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIXF6rPzOj
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDI7GLqiJtb
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXj7hqkU6Av
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrsoPcv0H5
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYxnPxYgvW
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgP0sSnUMs
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pHTsJXB7D
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLFSvcvTVA
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYQ4nf20I2
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJuy5i7E1D
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBJVeX0Vj5
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3svWkCLuk
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKTOyhDojW
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj57rNVr6MC
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof5PqEZZpM
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xi0RVlJfi
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mJlkdlpH4
「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQkfA0yj4C
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhYvOPx4do
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07Ym950Iis
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaoGLIcrAt
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvnCCKoOAl
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjev7kiPp9V
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMH9WoK430U
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdoE3BCzgF
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9fgJscvfM
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnimN477QZ
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0v34YbAA9
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIFivP3pTn
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xL0EZaWp3
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjXRAWr08w
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBJlzIVJJx
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShsqDMauU2
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmyQyCbxbG
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Q86pEPbFf
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15Qpx8oZcS
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8v6Uf3mpML
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNz8QpBOOvv
我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FtNWUAMnT
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cC6qFkCdc
「這是新編的。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOT81TZj9Du
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Qe2c7mxZc
他看了看手繩，又看看我。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsSYht9TP1
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqp6pFal8x7
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9Jp7HjKaa
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpEpi2tyuh
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4u3d1JBkaG
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XByWzumSU
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctg5oGozFA
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4rnLY71Us
「妳看。」他得意。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndFwmtC2dr
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VFaDCK4MP
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9nWyViJDG
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqilqL48gT
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnPbboZTpk
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruuvX5cVfH
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopysX5wg2Y
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxB1lMNwORh
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ddoxuQYR0
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmTpZ2ijRe
「現在拍。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2VkAEZezd
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWX0hvTHRV
「啊？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0O2f82NMx4
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc52YaNzqdt
「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPSBJKxIbR
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCero2N0pzK
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXfQxdsS9M
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKasvM60fwz
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3vFtYUM6q
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tzlvIJY33
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5BJvsuQJm
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcg3IAOAdn
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHuCM9oszF
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiziicVEdN
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOmer999VD
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Vegy4QRMv
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkGjyVCpEI
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XDf2YIv5A
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45POACGzd6
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx50aUBgvXQ
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBxRY63JYd
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKheeoIBBDj
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZIv3U6th9
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSLCWYRP39
「…有寫一些小故事。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyL7oHjxR4l
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0T35sl497U
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ597pmtzC59
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4nnycjq6A
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4QningFK6
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZk5bWbCRWq
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQbC12usIR
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5tRKWHxfs
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySnxplBJUy
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppfzZxbjRZ
「妹。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RiQeZXlYE
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcd1UK3ZC0
「嗯？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8onxYyLG0
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6J6ow0YPx
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mtZg0Bbbd
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxo09rtXKU
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2CshzKY2F
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhFBgz5RJB
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYCkNt0CJt
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdql8CxQSO
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMn8pSHXyx
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIhKdmwgmw
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdXDQn8R0d
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwNcLXy9MR
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrft0FYTNNl
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAg1RoVi2F
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIT8SWXpyv
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnYwyvPnx4
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkZPYNnFXt
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4s2WNSu4M
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QJCkbhdNm
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU60nOWRDXT
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARGBEMQmVr
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnTU2RK6jd
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElcrLTzGsL
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdiUlMfkl8
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFpepDzd0v
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLapI3NZeu
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08sPCHxrAE
但我是欣慰的。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFTQ25dSA0
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5agV9baJ2m
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZrUwmz4GQ
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriRDZ92496
那一天來的又快又急。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8O4bTfGbz
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ziD42IwqX
「妹…」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBz9c7n382
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSH5tTKE8c
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64VDTZ3roI
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiXcbeqIWv
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CAFUGyzrk
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPdxJKUPgu
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgfRxef48j
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcm3c2OQrbK
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64bJEVhrT0
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIzMaFRD06
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNxZNMdrrx
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36Bc00xboB
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFJqfHsq8U
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNTUg26UZg
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyrwPegG3r
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWw07dsGlzy
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyquRLQii8
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhkXe2PHxV
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9mHWtN95D
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK82jmHAohf
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnXrhBDzff
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrX5qNsG1X
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvVFL57cL3
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaZCULMgw4
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmx7udu8XUj
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAqflvNn9D
「我真的，還不想死。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12bBw60MKx
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1jLFReWaU
我握著他的手出了點力。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03Vr6bOEfc
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbuHLG4LZ4
「我很害怕。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27c1aAiCDW
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoPQC2dZwG
「我很怕死…」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lxbjxpbfo
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9gEB44tI2
他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3PQguAbW2
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6whcanzTiR
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDLWdR9rbF
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7CV5ueAeZ
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7RfOI3fu4
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Qb9ZbL2kt
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvC2c73HxZ
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6z3ydKzcq
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMg8KxE2h6x
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtM10RkYaV
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VMcQ3sHxS
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr05pjO6kdE
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOxKjnIY5A
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfmYqmf5Ak
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGt5CyIRSU
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iOJpXGFDl
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXF0JGHZk9z
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjogcB103D
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbFrdBAmZ1
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvBrIx3TM0
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3NMKUd0TV
「妹。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxXhcNY5wu
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvbvHpMjlx
「嗯？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXsCwUEnFU
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftlfSINxGV
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDEIt79KTQ
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCo90w1tOL
我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfxZYL2W8G
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYjR7TaDNR
「回去再看。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIiHlxNR1q
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「好。」我收起信。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2R7c4yTJN
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOwodK8iZS
「妳回去吧。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUypx0XYGiW
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「什麼？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKtoijAg2e
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfk16Twb1M
「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimGjOym8uI
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「為什麼？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJbne76TpV
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQB8mwi85Iy
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「……」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi99uIW2QEX
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「回去吧。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPtJepsT9p
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rhxgMIk6U
他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmR0Rhct9zL
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXzvm165Gt
不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzu4ZU6d0pO
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiMwJSm0VR
我又抱了抱他才離開。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4kEKULk8k
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562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lxFIBE8Az
當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qpWHYQHfh
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaOsgqkxoU
「英傑已經走了。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQg44OHGdP
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGealEYLyM
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5U2BnOSec0
那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOmv3ffDSm
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnALo3dcwqB
我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL44CYR0iWb
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562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWaLOaA8ia
「Dear 妹：」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfMqOVpaZo
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0H3G1EaZEv
「妳永遠是我的天使，562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMoZ2wbTeC
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請不要忘記我。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcioRj2icNf
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSh6rroppu
「哥 英傑」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEsGsdkr8o
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTIQJwG7LL
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UJAImA9Ob
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CoIIQblgf
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkv7b7KdEH
之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCR2fRxDYh2
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每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9IkgQp3Wp
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89ju29zqFO
前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sjNbUmfQR
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFARQ0bCy8x
後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPK5HLB4RfD
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44IibA6g7j
英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5obVR8IqN
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uUuJQmrc6
他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvOA0LYxyb
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VGuzHuFo8
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但我什麼也沒做。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVDIapRPtr
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpZP0z56dy
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyovMDAEPB
所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9YWRhtYj6
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqW8H4oypj
我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsuOhgYVQ7
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGxP9Fw8tY
一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9k8187SB6
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxInondVyjA
說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OY9KY43Et
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6KFfxCiWI
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSDY6Ripwg
去年，我沒有寫信。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWiDfhwGYA
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxphSbf084
我選擇在當天完成他的故事。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyvHFmTqd7
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwJasIcQKz
他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhELtbLAUeo
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLgdmUJm6a
我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtt28OyxRWv
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這是，我哥哥的故事。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡym6X1bh5KX
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