英傑的生日是五月三十，在那個數字諧音流行的年代，我總開玩笑地說「你的生日是想念的日子呢」。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Xr9uMJ1H5
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在他生日時，我編了一條幸運手繩給他，夾在信裡。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lwPBxNc1l
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我們持續通信，我和他說生活中的每一件大小事；我繼續創作故事，他仍然為我寫詩；他總在信裡叮嚀我好好念書，我則在信裡鼓勵他出去後好好做人，就這麼寫到我國中畢業。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPlK7lSmSx
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在國中三年級的寒假裡，他寄來了最後一封「被檢查」的信，他即將可以換下那套制服，踏出大門。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8Qj4cau01
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「出去後我會再寫一封信給妳，那時候我們再聯絡吧。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlr51ojILu0
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過了一個月，我再度收到他的信，來信地址已不是那個地方。
信裡寫了一串電話。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunpAuxkkaZ
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「這是我的手機，打給我吧！」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqn9AFvjIhG
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「外面的世界比我想得還要明亮。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8apZgUG9b5
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一個午後，我撥了他的電話。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1b6lXSmPnb
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「喂。」他很快就接了，聲音很低沉。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaHX0x9KBG
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「…喂。」我有些緊張的開口。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlzYzCfCQq
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「現在才打來。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfE781uKrU
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「你知道我是誰？」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhKQSSTsQs
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「除了我妹還有誰？」我彷彿能聽到他語中的笑。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxrbAwE30V
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他的聲音很低，活像布袋戲裡的藏鏡人，後來我曾要他學藏鏡人的笑聲，學起來還挺像的。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BME6brnyd
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他說，他出來之後在當保鑣，保護別人。當時的我聽了很高興，覺得他有好好的工作。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuYlBjKMgD
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可我後來知道那不是我想像中的保鑣，現在來說的話，就是「圍事」吧。
很多更生人找工作時，會因為前科而四處碰壁，加上與社會脫節，重拾「老本行」是很常見的，「入獄的人往往會再次入獄」也是這個原因。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyXWxrhp8G
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「那你會不會有危險啊？」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyIjOCnYKw
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「安啦！我命大，死不了的！」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUmqB06mgk
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國中的最後一個學期，每天都有寫不完的模擬試卷。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgUQqZsyBh
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我們偶爾打電話或傳簡訊給對方，抱怨一下自己的生活（多半是我在抱怨考試很多）、問一問對方的近況，卻從未提起要和對方見一面的事。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJ0qiwoNEL
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「又不是什麼曖昧的網友急著見面，我們都有自己的事忙，以後還怕見不到嗎？」那時我總這麼想。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡww7vNTzH9D
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真不應該這麼想的。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPZxWycg6q
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國中畢業的那個暑假，我已確定好自己要念的學校，就開始不停地玩。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZTAgRlwp4
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某天和一群朋友在撞球場時，手機響了，是英傑。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkGnxiAaUt
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「猴，妳在打撞球哦？」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUotbXkcJOf
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「這樣也聽得見啊？」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjfpPoTnCe
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「跟朋友嗎？」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRUEX4AkXu
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「對啊。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyJGf9xIgk
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「我之後會換號碼，到時候再打給妳。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfY6zOUgsfp
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「哦，好啊。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsf2IrsJ4dK
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「……」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFCPNMU0DO
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「怎麼了？」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHxgsq68wp
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「我跟妳說一件事，不要生氣喔。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2MKBnDOAB
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「什麼啊？」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcfYFgwiVF
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「我現在被通緝了。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7nK5e28i6
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「………」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mM4tV7LY4
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他和我說了被通緝的原因和他的近況。電話裡，他還是嘻嘻哈哈的，聽得出來他不希望氣氛太凝重，但我只是沉默的聽著。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVx9OVdCNtE
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「妳可以罵我，我知道我害妳很難過，對不起。」嘆口氣後，他這麼說。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Q66hg0H3F
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「我去找你吧。」我說。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfkd15ONty
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「什麼？」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhN7X9nnMB0
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「我去找你。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrd6YIlflt
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「真的嗎？」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyYVXKM6So
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「嗯。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rwY9LZVII
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那個時候，我才十五歲，從來沒有搭過火車。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvRVO4l2hT
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我沒敢和家人說我要去找他，怕家人不僅不讓我去，還會選擇報警。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLg8Aesuqbf
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和家人說要和朋友出遊後，隔了兩天，我便獨自搭上火車，前往英傑所在的城市。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNYsrfvS1X
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待續。
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