「這個擺飾真可愛。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhm8e7u3G5M
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「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKypbZnnw42
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「妳換拖鞋了啊？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAVmrLEnQ8
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看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3UsJmF7Av
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「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwvHeyqBr2
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自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7tB4kY6j5
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好像，做錯事情的是我。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkgnBwTJUL
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「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9inorxV8ju
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOASkGvDco
「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLJneG1sAl
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9GQ9dF2GA
「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGWnVYkocB
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpS0W9hmMnj
我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkW57OFoIY3
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27f3KxIF1W
他仍笑吟吟的看著我。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtde7zXuUzQ
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRjggQCZ9C
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEd92n5u4Qc
「為什麼是我？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUL9NOCjdN
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCgQ7hjlO2
我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTKQchQ3D9
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpipe7k4dNa
「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwpeFESR0z
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcEd2qIz9D
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi343Hn00Ij
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「因為妳漂亮。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbv8Do9g46
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「……………」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAIXyYWlu1
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「所以喜歡妳。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0ceNIczim
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「你真的是爛透了。」我說。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPGNK666Wm
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「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhu5neseKnj
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「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkzbT1Yo2A
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SiL7kMGUF
「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNUeaYoine
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他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡninHzTSZzW
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他看我不說話，急了。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1En54lesw
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「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKrkoo4Xjb
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我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50hk17dEAH
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「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzt201xGzzK
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkkdsHrsUt
「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgN5p2XQlEk
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當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfW88kS7EA
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwVTQoGwOa
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「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLU8OG0XLu2
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「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxFW5ZKF89
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「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmvQVrvVr4
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFm4SeuN8f
「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtZTm7q44h
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「…………」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRdhHtTbIT
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他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVytjg4zEk
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而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5d77Tr9CEW
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妳怎麼會，如此盲目？504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaJIHWOyPk
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfXLWKC3ah
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「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7rU2mSUPk
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWplirCHXV
「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmzr00WS5j
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他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXwdcdMrRo
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxrolgQCOn
「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG94W9WSDpw
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「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88k1n3bDax
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrUDJbWnqk
他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaSjzgbn2M
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「你回去吧。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJWVQvmalv
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「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7wJ4fxjC0
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「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1hZl1LQcf
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAr8EhCvXW2
「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mv3rcl1yQ
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5wgDVtaHA
「憑什麼這樣認為？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Dsk4VfyDM
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「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypF4F4N3TL
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我的心痛了一大下。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4E5xkUR7i
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怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnSW8BgAsp
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「你回去吧，拜託你。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxOEaBQwqx
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「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrmTvHXuqK
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「拿去。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84FiiTQf38
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他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1MPXaZS9Z
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「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlex9jQITM9
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFKZch2bDg
「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9z9sGq0iLV
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqY5zvFCpB
「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLYJ6yfvpT
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBI0O6yzOP2
他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiV411SRrEi
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICcRpUY4Pi
這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHjk1XbC1w
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ByAFelVnl
說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2fDeujvRP
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkEXNCzk5U
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我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpp7YSu1su
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9YH2uqti5
開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBkzxlm85s
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeZzpCCYEK
我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpux7qdTez9
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAskq8NvRxq
然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMqkfPJ4A0
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因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlUDLJSCTc
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待續。
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