豺狼姐姐說故事 - 企鵝(15)

「這個擺飾真可愛。」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknHmEExMZD
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「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTGgG95aDW
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「妳換拖鞋了啊？」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RfC1YlTJl
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看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。

我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuC6IAI6tfH
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「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」

他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4Oyii4drC
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自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。

好像這裡才是他的房間。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzafipZq65
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好像，做錯事情的是我。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPi2kgjI9X3
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「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」

他還在講那套書。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEzQ3VkME5
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「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJkDbm1CP9
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「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYAmcbdqVP
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我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOVqppjsK5
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他仍笑吟吟的看著我。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATduwTax0j
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「為什麼是我？」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjwyd51qld
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我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hlBPsHptk
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「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uBCbRTEdJ
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他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQw1Jhum5LI
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「因為妳漂亮。」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbkBsvnaZH
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「所以喜歡妳。」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Zat2zcyh4
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「你真的是爛透了。」我說。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHN5uBQHZlp
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「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycr4Pm8wrU
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「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7ebkppywk
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「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGrXKG9XBX
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他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPQeh8MXL0
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他看我不說話，急了。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZN1GZbRaW
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「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkX06zZWEb3
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我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENDYo5VPtD
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「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4BgTpIYL3
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「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00PZivJdLZ
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當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。

話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8ly3TafLr
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「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDj8orzCgB
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「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1i2Bow6Ch
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「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCWBhzAHYX
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「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32zYK4BjsW
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他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6pvQVAv5f
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而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0K6FIO6aJ7
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妳怎麼會，如此盲目？673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jN8nnpHTX
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「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」

我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HrnF6vAU3
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「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtV4k8kqdbV
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他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtVAyqf8T2
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「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsStQcsnRV
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「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe39JSm8d9E
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他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFq9K1DH57
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「你回去吧。」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHnOAGQOnn
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「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1en56UyyiE
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「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLE03TQUhRQ
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「妳不會這麼做的。」

他說的信誓旦旦。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueTbyJq8F5
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「憑什麼這樣認為？」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrg0wA11tz
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「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fjx7351EQ
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我的心痛了一大下。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJvJPD0rIX
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怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzpEDFAxm3
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「你回去吧，拜託你。」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JFophAPfq
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「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vEroAgWpj
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「拿去。」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmHUq24GIs
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他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYqSGHxTGZ
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「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwESi7Zkia9
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「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzj3SHCb4IK
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「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhs9bhIy25
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他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRSIDMf4IJ
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這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77Cuo71glS
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說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCNPbCo6Vv
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我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwT6H7jXMSd
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開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJFR1R7TAf
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我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFkvGQfI8D
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然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKYkopgtCP
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因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp31dax7569
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待續。

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