不知道從什麼時候開始,流行起一種瓦楞板大卡片,女孩們、情侶間在特殊節日時,會親手製作這種瓦楞板卡片,最小的都有A4大小,上面貼滿照片跟各式各樣的貼紙,可能還會有色紙剪貼的標題,再附上一些卡片真正的文字內容…480Please respect copyright.PENANAnZLxc6zSX8
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「我才不會做那種鬼東西。」記得自己曾這麼說過。當時一個朋友問我「我生日會收到妳親手做的卡片嗎?現在很流行的那一種?」480Please respect copyright.PENANA356wmJTbPi
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「妳是要收在哪裡?只會放在那邊長灰塵,丟也不是、留也不是的東西,我幹嘛做?」480Please respect copyright.PENANAaV8IbfqBfk
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沒想到我狠狠的打了自己嘴巴。480Please respect copyright.PENANAoDdO0dV1iR
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回家之後,我思索著可以幫阿龍做些什麼…
阿龍的姊姊說,阿龍的記憶沒有完全恢復,來探望的人,他有些是不認得的…480Please respect copyright.PENANAO0IlS32soR
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我在班級社團留言,告訴大家,我想做一個加油板,需要大家對阿龍說說話,還需要大家和阿龍的合照。
不愧是阿龍,幾天內就累積了班級人數一半以上的留言,跟一堆照片。480Please respect copyright.PENANAnujRXV92wB
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我把大家想說的話跟照片都印出來,剪下後貼上瓦楞板,最上面還貼了「早日康復」四個大字…480Please respect copyright.PENANA9nUeGxo3Hv
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是的,我做了口中的「鬼東西」…(還做了半開大小的呢)480Please respect copyright.PENANAKZ237mamy9
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卡片正中央是阿龍小時候的照片,放得很大,是阿龍姊姊給我的,她說這張阿龍笑得很開心,家人都很喜歡。480Please respect copyright.PENANA1IohwsgDFp
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再次去醫院探望阿龍是兩個月後了。480Please respect copyright.PENANAwk62fHKQ4h
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阿龍已拿掉呼吸器,但還是無法說話,嘴巴附近因為有縫合,所以也只能用吸管喝一些流質的飲料,或小口吃粥狀的食物…至少已經可以進食了。480Please respect copyright.PENANAOVBkMLWTRU
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去的時候他剛好在吃飯,坐在病床上,看見我們,他抬手,指了指我們。480Please respect copyright.PENANAh4izz07waf
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「你可以吃東西了啊?不錯不錯,多吃點。」
他看著我們,一個看過一個,眼神最後回來我身上,他挑了挑眉。480Please respect copyright.PENANAXCITSrS8VL
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「你不認得嗎?這是阿貓、這是猴子、這是眼鏡仔啊。」我一邊指指同學,一邊幫助阿龍回想。480Please respect copyright.PENANAEEsCJqjevh
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阿龍比了個「讚」。480Please respect copyright.PENANASU2zHw1rpc
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「我有東西給你哦。」我走向前,把那個大板子拿出來,放在阿龍面前。480Please respect copyright.PENANADXW6jsHHp2
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他盯著板子看了好久好久。480Please respect copyright.PENANAaL2Fk5NDMI
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他指了中間的大頭寶寶,又指了指他自己。
「對啊,這是你小時候,是你姊姊給我的照片哦,你小時候超可愛的!」
阿龍想笑,他準備咧開嘴時吃痛,臉皺了起來。
「欸你不要笑啦,現在還不能笑啦乖。」
他又比了「讚」。480Please respect copyright.PENANAz5hXUeV6Ak
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「板子上的照片你認得誰嗎?」480Please respect copyright.PENANArzg59bShaN
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阿龍看著板子,開始指,一個、兩個,第三個是我、四個…然後他停止動作,抬頭看我。480Please respect copyright.PENANA36fGTUcuuI
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只有四個啊…還不包含今天來的人呢,另外幾個同學一臉尷尬。480Please respect copyright.PENANADbC5jI0sbb
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阿龍露出了歉疚的表情。
「沒關係,慢慢來。這些都是我們的同學哦,你不用勉強自己,慢慢來,之後就會想起來的。」
我捏捏他的手掌,他想出力捏捏我,但力道還是很小很小…480Please respect copyright.PENANA9nT3ldYDcq
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他又比了「讚」。480Please respect copyright.PENANApTBLLvvUwB
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我也比一個「讚」。480Please respect copyright.PENANArLbkHm0dTC
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「加油!」我說。480Please respect copyright.PENANA3D7xKD32V8
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人在無助的時候,除了尋求他人幫助,我們最常做的事情,就是求神明的幫助了…480Please respect copyright.PENANAsV9m1LANZW
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不用加班的週末,我去了一趟廟裡。
那是一間香火鼎盛的大廟,我在每個神明前認真祈求,說了阿龍的生辰、住的地方跟醫院、說了他的狀況…然後和神明發了茹素三個月的願。480Please respect copyright.PENANAU0UmMD0Wys
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距離上一次看阿龍,又過了兩個月。480Please respect copyright.PENANAtcInbJOnCg
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這次我自己一個人到醫院。
看護一看見我來,就說他要去買東西,人就跑走了。
「你的看護好像很不想待在這厚?」我笑著說。480Please respect copyright.PENANAoa1CQ6JIKz
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「他…想去抽菸…」一個微弱的聲音從阿龍口中傳出。480Please respect copyright.PENANAiu7Z2x3C08
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「你可以說話了!?」480Please respect copyright.PENANAnAI2ZnbZnN
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他點點頭。480Please respect copyright.PENANApDU2BKdlKR
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「!!!」我驚喜著,連忙坐在床旁邊的椅子上,看著他。480Please respect copyright.PENANAf9VhgkcKEo
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「說話…還是…痛…」480Please respect copyright.PENANAcoeGSGrf7c
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「說話會很痛嗎?那不要勉強說話了,可能還沒消腫。」480Please respect copyright.PENANAEJYKzjxR2T
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「沒…關係…我想…妳說話」480Please respect copyright.PENANAfMHBZJlGCO
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「你傻哦,以後說話的機會多得是啊,不用急。啊,我又有東西要給你了喔。」480Please respect copyright.PENANAKwdeNay5bE
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我拿出從廟裡帶回來的平安符,放在阿龍手裡。480Please respect copyright.PENANAwSq4TxB9h0
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「這是去廟裡求的,你可以戴在身上,或是掛在床旁邊都可以,嗯…」我看著他脖子上已有一條家人給的平安符,「掛床邊吧?就這邊好不好?我幫你掛。」480Please respect copyright.PENANAf29YHsUTP1
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我伸手想拿平安符,阿龍卻捏住不放。480Please respect copyright.PENANAXP56Lw5BHL
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「怎麼了?」480Please respect copyright.PENANA0IijnN1vuG
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他抬起無法高舉的手,將脖子低下,很吃力的想自己戴上平安符…480Please respect copyright.PENANAFQ3Lfu8ZRK
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我愣住了兩秒。480Please respect copyright.PENANA1jCMzxYEKX
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「欸,你要戴在身上就說啊,我幫你戴啦…」480Please respect copyright.PENANA2rPGvZyuEi
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我靠近他,接過平安符,繞過他的脖子,打活結。480Please respect copyright.PENANAkiJvKj1wEk
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他盯著我看。480Please respect copyright.PENANAcJ0mldOi0l
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「好了,這樣可以吧?」480Please respect copyright.PENANAAyQt0WpSoR
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他摸了摸平安符,像怕不見似的,將它放進衣服裡,拍拍胸口,靠近心臟的位置。480Please respect copyright.PENANA5gEOVkCO6j
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待續。
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